Chapter 131 The End of a Tragedy
"Hongling?" I thought to myself, and I felt that by this time, she should have recovered. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Hongling stood up as if at a loss, looked around in a daze, and the surprise in her eyes slowly became incredulous, "My lord, this, what the hell is going on?" ”
"Hongling, don't you remember? Your impression when you pretended to attack me? "I said in my heart that Hongling itself is two different personalities, and I forced the obsessive Hongling to a desperate situation, and I was left with this ignorant Hongling.
"Attacking you?!" She unconsciously raised her voice, looking surprised, but she immediately said, "Then you, are you hurt?" Are you okay? Hongling, did Hongling hurt you? ”
It's not right. "Hongling, you don't seem surprised that I said that you pretended to attack me, but you were still worried about whether I was hurt. Do you simply know that there is another one of you? ”
Hongling's eyes flickered, and she lowered her head gloomily.
"It seems that she knows that there is another self, and she also knows what the other self will do, so when you talk about it, you don't react with surprise at all." "He" also walked over and carefully observed Hongling's reaction.
I looked at him, and then turned all my attention to Hongling.
Hongling sensed something, raised her head slightly, she looked at me in astonishment and smiled dumbly, "What...... Do you know that there is another self? ”
When she asked suddenly, I hesitated a little and subconsciously glanced at "him".
Hongling was aware of the existence of "him", so he asked me so, just like I can clearly distinguish two different Hongling, so when "he" appears, people can naturally see the subtle changes between "him" and me. Although we didn't become as extreme as Hongling, and I tried my best to get closer to him for various reasons, and roughly became what he was, there was always something different. "Yes."
Hongling got the answer, but she was not happy, she smiled bitterly before nodding.
"What about you? How do you know how your other self exists? "I think maybe it's because of the same sickness that I feel a little sympathy for her, and when I look at her when she wakes up and is overwhelmed, I wonder if I am in such a state.
Multiple personalities are those who have more than one personality, as if there are several souls living in one body. The third edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, published in 1980, defined multiple personalities as "the presence of two or more distinct personalities within an individual, each of which is dominant at a particular time." These personalities are independent of each other, autonomous and exist as a whole self".
Each personality of a person with multiple personalities is stable, well-developed, and has its own thinking patterns and memories. The split personality is all-encompassing and can have different genders, ages, races, and even species. They take turns controlling the patient's behavior, and the original personality has no consciousness or memory of this time. The split personalities are aware of each other's existence, and there are also cases where the personalities are not aware of each other's existence, which can lead to a serious phenomenon of "lost time". Usually at the beginning of this split phenomenon, the original personality (i.e., the personality before the creation of multiple personalities, or the main personality) is not aware of the existence of "them", so even if the patient finds that his memory is truncated, he or she cannot know that he has multiple personalities, and in some severe cases, the main personality even "sleeps" for more than ten years. But one of the split personalities is often omniscient, and if that personality is willing to cooperate, the therapist will be able to learn a lot of useful information from it.
And Hongling's current state is that she knows the existence of another self, but she doesn't seem to be aware of the other personalities that the other self split into her body at the same time, including Chiyou and Yun Ji.
"Chiyou-sama...... I'm like a father.,I don't dare to expect to be loved by adults.,I can easily get the eyes of adults like Yunji-sama.。 When I was very young, my family abandoned me, and adults met me and adopted me, I grew up with adults, adults taught me to use knives, taught me to fight, and adults gave me the courage and meaning to live, even if, adults just asked me, to take care of Yunhime-sama, to protect Yunhime-sama. I will do my best to do a good job. Lord Yun Ji is very kind, she is like a sister, she is the person I want to protect regardless of everything, we grew up together, she practiced martial arts with me, I swore that I would never let her suffer a little. When Hongling said this with tears, her expression was sad and resolute, as if she was accepting the death of Yun Ji and Chi You, "But Sui Que lost her!" It's your father, who has lost her! Even though Lord Yun Ji knew about Sui Que's marriage, he never complained to Sui Que from beginning to end. She only said that she had known that this would be the end. ”
Hongling smiled, crying and laughing, "I already knew...... She said she already knew, you know?! She already knew, knew that Sui Que would lose her, but she still fell in love with Sui Que, she knew that Sui Que would never go back, but she still let Sui Que go! Not only that, but she disregarded the eyes of her clansmen, persevered, and insisted on giving birth to her master......"
I must admit that I felt very bad in my heart when I heard such words. Maybe it's because of the emotions of the tide moon, so I don't feel anything for that poor and affectionate woman.
"Master......" Hongling moved her trembling legs and walked in front of me, and she slowly knelt down. Master, it's Hongling I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Lord Yunji. Hongling knows that all this is none of the master's business, but Hongling can't do it like Lord Yunji, forgive the master and the master's father Sui Que, for Hongling, the master and Sui Que are both people who hurt Lord Yunji, Hongling will do it, abandon the master to the mountains and forests, Hongling will cause Lord Yunji to fall down the valley and fall to death...... Lord Yun Ji is right, this child, what's wrong. Master, if you want to blame Hongling, please, don't hold a grudge against Lord Yunji...... Lord Yun Ji is the person who loves his master the most in this world......"
I don't know why, when I heard the sentence, "What is wrong with this child", my heart trembled violently.
I felt sad in my heart, and I felt as if I was about to rush out of my chest. "Yun Ji, Yun Ji she...... Where was Shioduk when she died...... Does she have ...... Did you leave anything for Shiozuki? ”
Hongling knelt alone in front of me, her body straight, her shoulders trembling, and she shook her head.
No, sure enough, no. "And then?"
Hongling looked up at me.
"And then?" I raised my head, but lowered my eyes to look at her, and my heart was barren, so quiet. "Why did you become a maidservant in the courtyard of the Sui Que Mansion? Why did it appear in the Cangshu Mansion in the city of Jizhou of the Gaoyang clan? Since the death of the musician of the Gao Yang clan, everything that follows should have something to do with you. ”
Hongling was surprised, but she was no longer surprised, she seemed to accept everything. "The hosts, always smart. Before the war, the lord had ordered Hongling to leave, and wanted Hongling to resurrect the master at all costs, and the lord said that the master would be the new leader who led the Jiuli group to revitalize. ”
"Really? Chi You's plan really fell through. I reached out and grabbed Hongling's chin and lifted her head so that she couldn't avoid my eyes, "Xiyue is dead, and I am Huo Xi, I am neither from the Fu Ying clan nor from the Jiuli clan. I'm just Huo Xi, Hongling, I'm just Huo Xi, no matter who you kill, I won't sympathize with you or forgive you, I'm just here to catch you as a murderer. ”
Hongling looked at me and gradually smiled. "When did the master start knowing that all this was done by Hongling?"
I chuckled, she was testing me, she thought I couldn't tell me about her sinful behavior. "When we first went to visit Sui Que's illness, you sent us outside Mrs. Ziliang's courtyard to face the noble Cangshu...... You just nodded, but to me, you owe, when you looked at me, there was something to say in your eyes, but you never spoke. When I was about to move into the courtyard where Taiji Yunjin was imprisoned, your excessive concern made me start to be alert to who you were doing things for, you were very afraid that I would contact Yunjin, because you knew that my relationship with Yunjin was not ordinary, and you were worried that I would stimulate Yunjin and make her remember everything, and then say that all this was your conspiracy, right. ”
From the beginning of me, when I said these words, Hongling was suddenly stunned, as if stunned, and then when it came to the last sentence, her reaction changed, and the surprise in her eyes became playful for a moment, and she regained her confidence from surprise......
What's going on, her initial reaction can completely confirm that my words are correct, but in the end, when I mentioned that she was worried about my contact with Yunjin, why did she suddenly change her expression, could it be that my last clue analysis was wrong.
"The hosts. Hongling really doesn't want you to have contact with Yun Jin, but Hongling is not afraid that Yun Jin will open up the matter, if Yun Jin just thinks of something and threatens Hongling, Hongling can get rid of her, and there are too many opportunities to kill her. When Hongling said this, her eyes were very firm, as serious as an oath, "What Hongling is afraid of is that the master remembers." ”
What she said was completely beyond my reasoning about the case. "What do you mean?"
"Hongling never cares whether Yunjin is dead or alive, for Hongling, the meaning of Yunjin's survival is to sacrifice for the master, if it weren't for Yunjin making that doll with his own blood, it was the only introduction to bring the owner back, once Yunjin had an accident, it would directly affect the owner. Hongling naturally won't let her live until now. All of Hongling's demeanor can fully explain that all of her words are sincere.
"Sure enough, that clay man has something to do with you." In this way, it is confirmed that what Yun Jin said at that time is also true, "Who is it!" Who is the person who followed you to meet Yunjin and taught her to make that doll? ”
That person, most likely, is the person in my dreams,
Hongling lowered her head, it seemed that she didn't plan to tell me who the person who taught Yunjin to make clay figurines was. "Master, you better go back with Hongling, inherit everything from the adult, and we will come again."
"You don't have a chance." I withdrew my hand.
"Hongling, you are the murderer who committed all this. There's no way I'm going to let you go so easily. "He," he said, sighing. Since six months ago, all of this has been caused by the death of a musician ......" (To be continued. )