After waiting for more than ten minutes, Chu Xue did not receive any response from Ji Bingyi, Chu Xue smiled faintly, she did not become as anxious as Chu Xue in the previous life in the same situation, because in this life she has understood that the world does not revolve around herself, and whoever is herself in this world will be punished by this world. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

So, Chu Xue turned around and lay down in the snow-white and soft quilt, closed her eyes, and quietly recalled the earnest love and boundless thoughts in the capsules that Xu Dong wrote to her.

In the afternoon, not long after Ji Bingyi left, when it was time for dinner, Chu Xue did not go out to eat with Li Wenke and them, but stayed in the study alone, sat in front of the colorful capsules, opened the capsules one by one, and looked at the notes carefully one by one.

From every note Xu Dong wrote to her, she could feel Xu Dong's deep love and deep thoughts for herself, and she could also feel his heart-rending regret and self-blame for writing the Liluan agreement, and she could also feel his sudden confusion about An Yuyan, as well as his emotional vigilance and vigilance, and of course, Chu Xue's blame and complaint for concealing her pregnancy for surgery......

Chu Xue cried while watching, it was a tear of being loved, it was also a tear of emotion, and it was also a tear of regret and self-blame...... She understands that although she is dead, she has never left in Xudong's heart, she has always lived in his heart, in his dreams, in his every deep gaze, in his every smoking contemplation, and in every heavy breath he takes......

The whole room was quiet, only the heart-wrenching cry of Chu Xue came from the study, and occasionally there was one or two noises from the starling on the balcony: "Xu Dong is a fool!" "Xudong is a fool!"

Now, Chu Xue's tears welled up again, sliding into the snow-white duck down pillow from the corner of her eyes, she actually understood one thing from the words of the note in Xu Dong's capsule, Xu Dong had probably believed the videos she showed him in her heart, however, although Xu Dong believed that she might really be pregnant and had surgery, he didn't believe that Ji Bingyi would remove Chu Xue's ovaries, let alone that her death was related to Ji Bingyi.

Although Chu Xue was angry about this in her heart, she could feel Xu Dong's heart, she knew that Ji Bingyi was so dedicated to helping Xu Dong in all aspects of life, work, and economy, and Xu Dong's gratitude to Ji Bingyi would of course shield all the disadvantages of Ji Bingyi......

Chu Xue let out a helpless sigh in his heart, yes, he only has gratitude to her, no love, and I ......

Instead, Hatsuyuki turned over violently, pounding the bed and pillow with both hands, and shouted hysterically in her heart: Why? Why? Why didn't I wake up until I died? Why didn't I understand until he died??

Tears were pouring down until she had cried her last strength, until she fell asleep in tears.

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Ji Bingyi called a substitute driver to return to Jiangnan Water Pavilion, although she was not drunk, but the wine is not drunk and everyone is drunk, the colorful capsules that Xu Dong wrote to Chu Xue and the notes full of love and longing for Chu Xue will always come out from time to time, like a cold and ruthless sword, stabbing her with a sword, and when she took out the key and opened the door, she had been stabbed all over her body, and her body was incomplete.

At this time, it was almost eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Ji Bingyi staggered open the door of the bedroom room prepared for Zhang Chunmei, and found that Zhang Chunmei had fallen asleep. Ji Bingyi didn't wake up Zhang Chunmei, but leaned on the door frame and quietly stared at the sleeping Zhang Chunmei's face on the bed, which was exactly the same as Chu Xue's face.

At this moment, Ji Bingyi's heart is very complicated, she knows very well in her heart, although she didn't want to put Chu Xue to death from the beginning, but Chu Xue's death is responsible, although there is still a voice in her heart that is fighting hard: No! You just had her ovaries removed, her death had nothing to do with you, she died in a car accident!

In an instant, Ji Bingyi was thinking, maybe I really shouldn't have stopped giving her calcium supplements, so that she wouldn't break bones, so she wouldn't die, but the voice came out again and roared hard: No, no, no! Even if she doesn't stop taking the medicine she shouldn't have, even if she doesn't have a broken bone, she will still be hit by a car and die, she should die! If you want to blame her, you can only blame her for not walking for a long time, and you can only blame the driver who killed her, you don't take everything on yourself!

Ji Bingyi closed her eyes looking at Zhang Chunmei's face in pain, gently closed the door, turned around and walked towards the bathroom, but she couldn't help but think, maybe I really shouldn't have framed her for killing Xudong's mother, so that Xudong wouldn't write her a divorce agreement, so she wouldn't die, or...... Or...... She called Xu Dong that day, and I shouldn't have replied to the text message that cut off her thoughts when Xu Dong went to the bathroom...... However, in an instant, the voice jumped out again and said with disdain: Forget it! Can you swallow this breath? Do you watch him and her love like that for a lifetime!

The temperature in the bathroom today was a little cold for some reason, Ji Bingyi only felt that she couldn't help but shiver a little while lying in the bathtub, squirming her imaginative carcass slightly, and moved her white and delicate fragrant shoulders exposed to the surface of the water to the warm water.

After a while, the warmth gradually penetrated her body, Ji Bingyi stretched her limbs, closed her tired and beautiful eyes, and enjoyed this moment of peace, every time she removed all the worldly clothes on her body and lay naked in the warm water in the bathtub, Ji Bingyi would feel comfortable and relaxed, it seemed that only at this time did she feel that she was clean and pure, and at this time Ji Bingyi would feel like a newborn baby, without a trace of dust in the world, and without the slightest pollution of all living beings......

The condensed fog on the bathroom window seemed to be unable to withstand the gravity and began to slide downward, and several slightly larger water droplets attracted and pulled the smaller water droplets around it, gradually forming larger water droplets and sliding down rapidly, and began to paint on the foggy glass surface.

When Ji Bingyi opened her eyes, the painting fell into her eyes, and turned into the face of the first snow, Ji Bingyi was frightened, picked up the water in the bathtub and splashed it at the painting, the painting was scattered, Ji Bingyi stood up from the bathtub and took a bath in a hurry.

She was much calmer than she had just been when she was dressed, glanced coldly at the window, and turned to go out. Back in her own bedroom, lying on the bed, Ji Bingyi habitually opened WeChat to check if there was any news of Xudong, although Xudong's news was a luxury for her, although sometimes she would ask herself if it was because of this luxury that she would feel that Xudong's preciousness.

Ji Bingyi hated her irrationality, but in the dark she just didn't believe that Xu Dong would die.

There was no news on WeChat, Ji Bingyi's mobile phone screen quickly switched to the buckle, and there was still no news of the continuation of the east, just when she was about to switch the screen and prepare to browse the news, Penguin's tip came, this is a message asking to add friends: "Sister Ji, long time no see, don't come unharmed!" "But this one...... Ji Bingyi's pupils contracted suddenly, this number is actually the first snow?