Chapter 169: I can't seem to go back to my home

said familiar, because Qin Fen spent eight years from the age of eleven to eighteen years in this county;

said that it was strange because Qin Fen did not have much sense of belonging to the county seat and even the Qinjia New Village, where their Qin family moved into. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info

DiDi ...... At this moment, the group of high school classmates suddenly became lively.

Qin Fen opened it and saw that it was Mr. Huang who posted a Weibo.

Before Qin Fen opened it, his eyes were a little red, and he seemed to have guessed what Teacher Huang was going to say.

"Students, your master and I have returned to Chun'an Mansion, don't read it. You probably already know the reason for coming back. Seriously, I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of the hospital, I'm afraid of the unsuccessful operation, I'm afraid of the rejection that may occur after the operation, I'm even more afraid of having to take a lot of medicine every day, I'm afraid of countless needles and holes on my body, and the teacher is not as strong as you think, so I use such an excuse to escape. ”

After reading it, Qin Fen raised his head and tried not to let the tears in his eyes fall.

Yes, each of us can eat and drink, sing and dance every day, although we don't have a 100-meter house, but we are young and healthy, we don't have to lie in the hospital all day long and look at the dazzling whiteness, accept various examinations that ignore your gender again and again, and endure the pain of disease...... These can indeed break a person's will.

There were many replies immediately under the teacher's Weibo, most of which asked where the teacher was now.

Qin Fen didn't take a closer look, he got off the taxi at the gate of the county No. 2 Middle School, and Mr. Huang's second Weibo sent out again: "I now live with your wife in Room 102, Building 22, Qinjia New Village, there is a yard outside, you can grow vegetables, five or six minutes out of the community is Yexi, and the teacher can fish and ...... when he is free."

Qin Fen had a strange feeling that Teacher Huang really wanted to come back.

Qin Fen noticed that there were fewer students who replied to Mr. Huang's second Weibo, maybe they were all aware of this, or maybe it was too late, and they didn't want the teacher to read their replies one by one.

The teacher and his wife actually lived in Qinjia New Village, which Qin Fen did not expect. It seems that whether he accepts the operation or not, Mr. Huang has thought about selling the house to pay back.

"Who are you looking for?" The voice of the uncle guarding the door of the second middle school came from the communication room, and his face was a little vigilant.

Qin Fen saw that the uncle's hand was secretly groping for something, as if he was taking out a burning stick at any time. Qin Fen hurriedly said hello and said, "I didn't see anything." After saying that, he turned around and left.

Qin Fen walked out more than 200 meters, at the door of an Internet café, and several teenagers in school uniforms hesitated at the door of the Internet café in the dim light.

"Get out!" The owner of the Internet café lifted the curtain from the inside and turned out, and as soon as the rope in his hand was loosened, a super cute and cute pug came out and barked at the teenagers.

The teenagers wiped their sweat and ran away in embarrassment.

The boss muttered, "Do you want to kill someone?" ”

Looking at the familiar scene in front of him, Qin Fenwan smiled.

He knew this boss and used to open a billiards room outside the school, which attracted many students to play with him after class. Later, parents had opinions, and teachers at the school also reported that his billiards room was sealed.

It is said that the boss was still very unconvinced, and wanted to reopen with his own connections, but he was taught a lesson by his own relatives in turn, and he was completely honest.

This is just one thing, which shows how important the status of No. 2 Middle School, the only provincial key middle school in the county, is in the minds of the locals.

It seems that this boss is not giving up, but looking at the distance from the school, it should be within the legal range, and he takes the initiative to refuse minors, and it seems that he is clearly aware of his past mistakes.

Qin Fen saw the backs of the fleeing teenagers, as if he saw himself a few years ago.

Qin Fen smiled, and suddenly felt that the boss looked at him with some grievances.

You're an adult?!

Can you come in and play a League of Legends game that only adults can play?

Qin Fen didn't care about the boss's eyes, and strode past him.

Qin Fen walked alone for about ten minutes, and there were fewer and fewer people on the road, and occasionally a taxi sped by. The buildings near the school have not changed much, and the development of Chun'an Province, which has no high-speed rail or high-speed speed, is relatively lagging behind. However, because of this, Qin Fen didn't have much sense of alienation in his heart.

However, although he is not a stranger, Qin Fen does not feel close.

If he grew up in the city, he should stroll through the oldest alleys of the town at this time, invite his childhood friends, and drink at the most authentic and authentic supper stalls that outsiders will never find.

It's a pity!

You must know that Chun'an Mansion is a thousand-year-old city, the ancient city and alleys are preserved quite intact, according to the grandfather, the ancient city named Hecheng along the river along both sides of the Hui school of ancient houses, there are champion platform, Xin'an hall, there is a big archway, antique...... And these are now lying quietly at the bottom of Qianyu Lake.

Qin Fen had a wry smile on his face, because he suddenly found that he had returned to his hometown marked on his household registration and ID card, and he had nowhere to go.

Qinjia New Village is where the Qin family now gathers.

At that time, there were rows of neat seven-storey buildings, but the ornamental saplings planted between the buildings had been replaced by fruit saplings by the old people of the Qin family, and the green turf was turned over and directly made into vegetable fields. In recent years, as more and more young people have left Qinjia New Village to study and work, the popularity of Qinjia New Village has become more and more declining.

When Qin Fen was in college, he would go back to Qinjia New Village every year, but he didn't go back once after working, of course, because he was not happy in Songjiang Mansion, but also because he couldn't see a few childhood companions when he went back.

The cousin Qin Boyong, who is not too old, often nagged Qin Fen with one sentence: There is no ancestral hall! No ancestral halls!

In the eyes of an old man like Uncle Tang, whether it is an old village or a new village, no matter how neat the buildings are, if there is no ancestral hall, this family with the same surname will lack the spirit and spirit of cohesion.

The second sentence that my cousin often nagged was: When your grandfather was there......

Although Qin Fen admires his grandfather very much, sometimes he can't stand it even if he listens too much. However, Qin Fen couldn't say anything, the spirit of the Qin family who moved down the mountain was indeed different from when they flew to the peak.

The life of the mountain people is not easy, go up the mountain to chop firewood, go down to the lake to catch fish, and then plant a few acres of thin land and a few vegetable fields. However, because of this, the people of a village on the mountain are harmonious and beautiful, and the small family has become a big family.

It's different when you go down the mountain, you have to find another way to make a living if you don't have a place to farm. Those who can read study hard, go to bigger cities to beg for a living, like Qin Fen. Those who can't study learn crafts, drive, carpenter and bricklayer do decoration, and the young stick boys are close to the county seat, and they go to Lin'an Mansion or even Nanyue Mansion in the south.

Seven or eight hundred young and middle-aged people of the Qin family stood in the original ancestral hall, and they couldn't even see a shadow in the major cities.