My name is Son Ye-jin, I'm an actor, yes, that's right, I'm still a glorious lily, I used to have only two things in my mind: women and acting, but recently I found that I have become different, the woman in my brain has disappeared and has been replaced by a man named Li Ling. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Li Ling was met when I was filming, and at first I was no different from other men, the same dislike from the bottom of my heart, but when he saved my life like a god, my views began to change quietly.

Recently, I have been thinking about him in my mind, and I can't help myself to collect news about him, and I want to meet him, but I feel that I have no friendship with him, so I can only look at his photos every day in a daze.

I heard that he was going to shoot a TV series, but unfortunately the female number one has already been chosen, it is Ha Ji Won, I don't know why I am jealous that Ha Ji Won can play against him, but in order to see him again, I can't take care of so much, the female number one can't do it, so I will audition for the female number two.

The director and screenwriter were very surprised when they heard that I was coming to audition for the second female lead, after all, my identity was there, and at first they disagreed, thinking that this might make my fans unacceptable and cause the show to fail, but after my repeated insistence, they finally agreed.

I'm so happy, because I'm finally able to see him again, during the press conference, I deliberately sat next to Li Ling, and put aside the second male who was supposed to play with me, so I didn't care about his life or death, and now my heart is full of joy to see him again.

I go to the set every day, even if I don't have a role, I will go, the purpose is to want to meet him, I will be happy when he is there, and I will be disappointed when he doesn't come, I feel that I can't live without him.

But my happy days didn't last a few days, because I saw him and Ha Ji Won secretly kissing, and I just felt like the sky was going to fall. In those days, I was in a state of confusion, and I was not in a state of doing anything, for which the director had scolded me several times, and I also tried to forget him, but I found that I couldn't do it at all.

Finally I'm fed up, I'm going to confess to him, even if it's rejected, I'll admit it, but I don't think I'm worse than Ha Ji Won, and he shouldn't reject me.

On this day, I plucked up the courage to walk to him, he was lying on the grass basking in the sun, at that moment I could see the tiredness on his face, after all, this play has a scene of male and female reversal, it is not so easy to perform well, I feel a little distressed, I feel that if I confess to him now, it will not cause trouble for him, he is tired enough, I don't want to put pressure on him emotionally! So I flinched again.

For the next few days, I will see the intimate scene of him and Ha Ji Won. In the play, I played his brother's lover, in order to get revenge on his brother, I kept seducing him, and at that moment I felt like I was taking my own place, trying to seduce him from Ha Ji Won's side, I felt that this scene made me perform the soul, and even the director said that he had never seen such a perfect performance.

But outside the play, he is always with Ha Ji Won, and even if he talks to me, most of them are to explore the plot, but I am very satisfied to be able to talk to him.

As the days passed, I wandered between happiness and loss every day, seeing that "The Secret Garden" was about to be filmed, my heart became more and more anxious day by day, if this drama was filmed, wouldn't it mean that there was no chance for me and him to meet.

I don't think I can wait stupidly like this anymore, I want to know what he thinks in his heart, it just happened that one day was Li Ling's birthday, and the crew held a lively birthday party, I think this is a good opportunity, but something happened on this day that I couldn't even dream of, he actually has something to do with a married woman like Han Jiaren.

That day, Han Jiaren brought a birthday cake to celebrate Li Ling's birthday, I didn't think much about it at first, I just thought that they had filmed together after all, and it was normal to have this kind of friendship, but what happened later completely subverted my cognition, everyone drank a lot that day, only I didn't drink too much in my heart, and after I arranged everyone else, I came back and saw him holding Han Jiaren, and the two of them fell on the grass and kissed wildly.

I scolded Han Jiaren in my heart for being shameless, they are all people with husbands and still come to seduce others, but I never thought that if Li Ling was unwilling, could the two of them be like this? But I didn't have the courage to pull them away, so I had to leave alone with tears in my eyes, and I flinched again.

I've thought about it a lot these days, and I also understand that a slap can't be slapped, and Li Ling and Han Jiaren can't tell who seduces whom. However, it is an indisputable fact that he maintains a relationship with Ha Ji Won and Han Jiaren at the same time, and I was stunned after getting this answer, I don't know if it is right or wrong to like him, but I can't do without him, even if I know that there is a fire pit in front of me, I have to jump down without hesitation.

Finally on the day of the finale banquet I found a chance to confess to him, at first he thought I was joking, until I showed a serious expression, he felt that I was coming for real, at that moment my heart was about to jump out, for fear that he would not accept me, if that is the case, I will give him back this life, anyway, without him, I would have died a long time ago.

He finally spoke: "Sister Yizhen, I can't give you happiness." "He didn't say no to me, and at that moment I really didn't think there was anything better to say.

I hugged his waist tightly and breathed greedily the smell of his body: "I don't care, I know you already have Ha Ji Won and Han Jia Ren, but I don't care how many women you have, as long as you don't leave me, it's enough for me to stay by your side all the time." ”

After listening to this, he pushed me away slightly: "Sister Yizhen, is it worth it?" ”

I shook my head and didn't say anything, just put my lips up. That night, we opened the room, and it was not the first time for me, but it was the first time with a woman and a man before.

Seeing that there was no blood on the sheets, I was worried that he would mind this matter, and just as he wanted to explain, he smiled slightly: "Sister Yizhen, I know what you want to say, although I won't mind your past, but from today onwards you will be my Li Ling's woman, even if other women sleep with you." ”

At that moment, I cried tears of joy and desperately tried my best to burrow my body into his arms, and I finally got what I wanted.

I'm Son Ye-jin and this is my story!