"Are you like me, bowing your head in the sun. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"Working silently and hard with sweat."

"Are you like me, even if you are left out in the cold."

"I don't give up on the life I want......

"Are you like me busy pursuing all day."

"Pursuit of an unexpected gentleness ~"

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"Because I don't care what others say."

"I've never forgotten my ......"

"Commitment to Yourself~"

"Attachment to love!"

"I ~ know ~ ......"

My future is not a dream!!

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One word is full of bitterness and bitterness, and two words are heartfelt.

Fame and fortune are mixed, and a piece of ice is in the jade pot.

Tearful Lao Yang almost couldn't hold the mobile phone in his hand, and his big dark and wide calloused hands trembled violently, just as the heart lake that he had always been able to look down on everything in his heart had been broken, and at this moment he was instigated to roll up the howling waves that resonated.

He completely forgot what he was doing when he turned on the live broadcast, and hearing this song evoked the sadness and pain he had suffered over the years, as well as the hardships he had experienced and the difficulty of seeing the other side.

Over the years, although he has been doing the work he likes, he must be happy in his heart, but the incomprehension of others, the complaints of relatives, the regrets of friends, the ridicule and contempt of enemies, and the indifference of passers-by, all of this, even if Lao Yang can see it, he is still deeply troubled.

Everyone in the world is drunk and I wake up alone is a kind of intense and tragic pain, everyone thinks that Lao Yang's firm belief is wrong, Lao Yang sometimes even feels shaken, not that he has really done wrong over the years, but that since "the world is bustling for profit, and the world is bustling for profit", why should he be such a sober person?

Everyone in the world is turbid, why don't I also step into the mud and be turbid with everyone?

Everyone in the world is drunk, why don't I get drunk and have fun with everyone?

But in the end, Lao Yang didn't, he insisted on his beliefs, believed in the light of the spiritual world, and came to this day silently.

Although he knows that there are many people in the world who are like him and also pursue spiritual beliefs, Lao Yang has never communicated with this kind of person after all, and his heart has always been in a closed state by people who do not agree.

For example, the worker just now was one of Lao Yang's only few friends on the construction site, but after the other party heard Lao Yang's experience, they all felt that Lao Yang's behavior was absurd, and he gave up on himself and did not understand the world.

Who can Lao Yang tell when he is bitter?

Until such a coincidence, God let him hear such a song.

sang the bitterness in his heart with a touching melody, inspired his heart with heartfelt lyrics, and told him that there are still people in this world who understand him, and there are indeed some people who live for their dreams in this world!

At this time, Lao Yang was obviously stunned, and suddenly remembered his son Yang Xiaohui.

It's really dark under the lights, he is not understood by outsiders, and he is treated indifferently, but as the closest relative, his wife and son have never complained about anything.

The two people who are most qualified to complain have never complained, and they have not complained that Lao Yang does not give them a better material life.

The most important thing is his son, Lao Yang feels that there are no similar people around him, but isn't his son the same kind of person?

As a father, he never noticed that his son was nurtured by him, and he also embarked on a spiritual path that takes his heart as his eyes, moves with his heart, and walks with his heart.

Yes, the game anchor made by his son is indeed very puzzling, makes him question, and even makes him, a father, a little indifferent to his son, and doesn't want his son to take such an "alien" path.

He hopes that his son can find a normal job and a proper job to earn a living.

However, when he did this, it was no different from the indifference of outsiders to him.

He was a plasterer and was looked down upon by his neighbors in the village, but what about his own son? Isn't he also indifferent to his son?

"Then should Xiaohui be asked to take the game as a job?"

Thinking of his son, Lao Yang was deeply silent, but after all, he couldn't convince himself for a while, but his attitude and concept towards his son's behavior of staying at home as a game anchor have changed a lot.

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The picture turned again, and Lao Yang's son Yang Xiaohui was also watching Guan Xin's live broadcast, and just heard this song - "My Future Is Not a Dream".

Time rewinds three hours, and Yang Xiaohui goes to a reunion with his high school classmates in the morning.

Yang Xiaohui is already at the age of coming out to work, and the high school reunion has naturally lost its original taste, and it has become a party for comparing and fighting for wealth, just like the high school reunion of ordinary office workers.

No matter how good a classmate you were at the beginning, you will now jokingly ask you how much your salary is, whether you buy a car, whether you buy a mortgage or full payment, and when you are going to get married......

Maybe the other party didn't deliberately ask with a mentality aimed at you, but Yang Xiaohui still felt that his former friends were frivolous in tone, and the feeling that he couldn't help but want to show off the fame and fortune they had obtained.

It stands to reason that Yang Xiaohui does not plan to attend this kind of party, but among the classmates who came to this party, there are a few special ones.

Four of them participated in an e-sports competition of a major game with Yang Xiaohui when they were in high school.

In the end, Yang Xiaohui played an important role as the captain and led them to win the municipal award and got tens of thousands of yuan in bonuses.

In Yang Xiaohui's eyes, those four classmates had a bit of comradeship, so Yang Xiaohui participated in this class reunion.

However, after the class reunion ended, Yang Xiaohui left alone and walked down the street in a depressed mood.

Recalling the party, his career was ridiculed by everyone, and even the hardcore brothers who played games with him at the beginning advised him to give up.

Among them, one of the classmates said the most straightforward and cruel words that pierced Yang Xiaohui's heart.

"At the beginning, we played games for a little more thing, and the young playthings were just discouraged and ignorant, but when it came to such a big person, you still couldn't get tired of playing the game? You can't do this, Xiaohui, I know your mentality, in fact, you are not like being a game anchor, but you are afraid of coming out to work, afraid of contact with the outside world, and afraid of the various situations that you may come into contact with when you come out to work. ”

"At the end of the day, it's because you've been at home for too long, and you're not doing yourself any good in any way, with no future at work and no further development in your relationships."

"Although most of the friends made in the society are not used in times of trouble, but it is better than not having one, not to mention the tribulation, just ask a colleague to borrow a few thousand yuan, and many people are willing to lend you, if you find a few fans on the Internet to borrow money, who will bird you?"

"You want to be a game streamer, but you're really too young and thinking too much. Wake up, don't get caught up in the game. ”

"Xiaohui, it's not that we think your work has a slim future, but this world is based on success, as long as you succeed, everything you say is right, as long as you haven't succeeded, all the big truths you say are farts."

"So, don't look at you and be happy if you can hold a few small dollars now, but your money is too stable, your work has no technical content at all, it sounds good to say that it is work, and it is not good to say...... Tut, let's two brothers, we won't say such ugly words, anyway, whether you can make money in this job depends on the mood of the fans, in case something goes wrong one day, I'm afraid I can't even afford to eat. ”

"We all know about teasing fish Guan Xin, but you don't want to think about why people are teasing fish and advertising so much, isn't it just to let people like you who are half-hearted and not doing their jobs plunge headlong, thinking that everyone can earn tens of millions and become multimillionaires."

"Dude, when you're a brother, I'll be honest with you, just put down this unreliable game anchor, go and work honestly, don't look at a salary like me with a monthly salary of more than four thousand or five thousand, but I live a solid life, and there are benefits during the New Year's holidays, and I can usually go out to eat and drink with my colleagues, even if the sky falls and the company goes bankrupt, my skills are still there, and the technology has not fallen, so I can ask for another job."

"And you? After a few years, netizens who don't treat money as money have calmed down, and this live broadcast will die, after all, no one's money is blown by the wind. ”

Yang Xiaohui also tried to refute.

"Live broadcast is actually a variety show platform, even if no one gives tips, won't it make money? Do you think that the actors filming on the TV rely on the cable TV fees you pay to eat? ”

"As long as the content of the live broadcast can attract people, someone will come to see it, and someone will have traffic when it is watched, and when a huge group of traffic is gathered on one person, that person can become an independent IP. Even if fans don't pay a penny, they can have a lot of advertising money. ”

"No matter how bad it is, even if there is no business to advertise, it is a big deal for me to open an online store by myself, as long as I have enough fans, I can bring tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands of customers to the online store at any time."

"Why am I just a middleman selling phone bills, and I earn a penny from traffic, and I have thousands of yuan a month, so I can't starve to death, right?"