The next day. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The sun rises and the warm sunlight slowly shines into the hotel room.

At about ten o'clock in the morning, Ye Gu woke up, first of all he felt a lot of pain in his head, which was the sequelae of a hangover.

Then, he felt the warmth of the bed, and with a movement of his hand, he felt a smooth strip of flesh.

"Huh?" Ye Gu woke up suddenly, and then he saw a jade body lying in his arms, his long hair was scattered in the crook of his arm, and his iceberg-like face was sweet and sweet at the moment, as pure as a child.

"Lin Qingya ?!!!"

Ye Gu's head roared like thunder and lightning, and the whole person froze.

What's going on? What happened?

Why, I actually ...... with Lin Qingya

He nervously reached out and touched two handfuls randomly.

Sure enough, there was no barrier between himself and Lin Qingya, and they exposed each other very thoroughly.

"This ......" Ye Gu's throat was a little bitter, and at this moment, the memory of the fragments of his head slowly recovered.

I have to say that the will to alcohol in the previous life does not match the body in this life, although his body is drunk and broken, but the terrifying will still remembers the scenes when he was drunk and unconscious.

He remembered that it was Lin Qingya who carried herself away from the KTV hall, and it was she who took care of her hangover herself, however, it was also her who took the initiative to sit up......

Recalling all this, Ye Gu was extremely shocked and completely incomprehensible.

Why?

Why did Lin Qingya do this?

"Is she drunk too? But...... Impossible, unreasonable? ……”

When Ye Gu couldn't figure it out, Lin Qingya frowned lightly and woke up.

When she woke up, she was not surprised at all when she saw Ye Gu's flustered eyes.

"Are you awake?" Lin Qingya rubbed her brows and said coldly.

Ye Gu smiled bitterly, "Well, that...... Were you drunk yesterday too? ”

Saying that, Ye Gu was silent for a moment, and said a little apologetically: "I'm sorry." ”

"Don't be sorry." Lin Qingya sat up and covered the spring light with the quilt, "I'm not drunk." ”

"Huh?" Ye Gu was surprised, he stared at Lin Qingya, he couldn't believe that Lin Qingya would admit it.

"So what are you...... Why? Ye Gu smiled bitterly, in fact, when he saw that Lin Qingya woke up and didn't scream directly to call the police, he guessed that this was Lin Qingya's initiative, and it was her rational and active behavior when she was sober!

But why is that?

Don't......

Lin Qingya also likes herself, to the extent that she likes it enough to dedicate her body?

How can it be? I have been pursuing her frantically before, but I don't even have the qualifications to become her boyfriend, and now, inexplicably, I have taken out her most important first blood......

"No why." At this time, Lin Qingya still said calmly and coldly.

Ye Gu was silent for a moment, and then smiled, no matter what the reason, since she was willing to give so much to herself, she was a big man, what else could she think about?

Thinking of this, Ye Gu looked at Lin Qingya with emotion and hugged her smooth body, "Don't worry, no matter what, I will be responsible for you." ”

Hearing Ye Gu's words, Lin Qingya frowned, "You think too much, this is my own volition, you don't need to be responsible for me, and I won't be responsible for you." After today, you're still you, and I'm still me. ”

didn't understand what Lin Qingya meant by this, Ye Gu frowned, feeling that Lin Qingya's words were too raw.

In the past, because there was no intimate relationship between the two, he would feel withdrawn from Lin Qingya's coldness, and his current ability could not give her happiness at all, so when Lin Qingya put on that cold look, he would be helpless and choose to retreat.

But that was before.

Now that this girl has become her own woman, Ye Gu will not let her be as cold as before.

He held Lin Qingya in his arms domineeringly, "What do you say, you will be my woman in the future, don't worry, no matter what, I will give you a happy life!" ”

Lin Qingya frowned and didn't speak.

Ye Gu touched her face gently, "Okay, don't put on a cold face, didn't it hurt you too much last night, and you're in a bad mood now?" ”

He smiled narrowly, a little uneasy, the girl in his arms was a goddess in the eyes of countless men in the school, he was drunk last night, he didn't taste it at all, and now he was a little ready to move.

When he asked, "Does it still hurt?" At that time, Lin Qingya's face changed obviously weirdly, and then she looked up at Ye Gu silently, not knowing what it meant in her eyes.

Ye Gu sensed that something was wrong, he frowned, thought about it, and lifted the quilt to look at the sheets underneath.

Snow white sheets, clean.

Very clean.

Ye Gu was stunned.

There is no bright red.

"It's not your first time?" Ye Gu felt as if his heart was blocked all of a sudden.

A hint of discoloration flashed in Lin Qingya's eyes, and she said coldly and angrily: "What? What if it's not the first time? Do you men just care about that? ”

(Author's note: Don't be excited, don't be excited, don't be excited, be patient and read this chapter.) ）

Ye Gu's throat was a little bitter, and he couldn't figure it out, so he said, "But, I know that you have been in college for four years, and you don't have a partner at all?" ”

"Did you have a partner when you were in high school, and then you didn't have that? But at that time, you were not yet eighteen years old, how could it be? How can it be!! ”

What man can not care about his woman not for the first time? Especially Ye Gu knew that Lin Qingya University had no object, why was it not the first time?

When she was in high school, she was gone?

Early love at a young age, with people?

Lin Qingya's image of a good girl in Ye Gu's mind collapsed suddenly, his face turned pale, and his heart was like a knife.

It feels like having a crush on a girl, but that girl has always looked down on him, and he has always liked that girl obsessively. Just one day, the girl suddenly threw herself into her arms, and when the two rolled into bed, the man realized that the woman was no longer complete, and ...... The two were together for six months, and the child fell to the ground.

Is this treating yourself as a pick-up man? Ye Gu was angry in his heart, this is why Lin Qingya took the initiative to dedicate herself to herself?

At this moment, Lin Qingya sneered, "How much money are you going to give me?" ”

"What do you mean?" Ye Gu's face changed.

Lin Qingya became more and more indifferent, and said calmly: "You rich sons, aren't you just coveting my body? Aren't they all thinking about how this cold-looking girl is lewd in bed. Swing? ”

Hearing Lin Qingya's words, Ye Gu's heart was like a lightning strike, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked at Lin Qingya with his chest covered: "How can you think of me like this, do you think I'm the same as everyone else?" ”

Lin Qingya's face became colder and colder, "Isn't it different?" You chased me like crazy when you were a freshman, didn't you just want to coax me into bed? Now you're satisfied. What, not the original, you want to regret it? I'm telling you, you've done everything, and you have to pay me the money. ”

Hearing this, Ye Gu was so angry that his brain burst into Venus: "You ...... Slut! Are you in it for the money? ”

He couldn't believe it.

"Lin Qingya, I didn't expect you to be such a person, is it your first time, you took it and sold it?"

"You look high-minded and indifferent to people thousands of miles away on weekdays, but in fact, you just want to raise the price on the spot and sell yourself for a little more money? What is the difference between you and those vain money worshippers?!! ”

Seeing Ye Gu going crazy with anger, a trace of guilt flashed in Lin Qingya's eyes, and there was also a trace of doubt.

Immediately, she said calmly: "Don't talk so much nonsense, give money, I'm leaving." ”

"How much do you want?" Ye Gu was weak.

"One hundred thousand."

Hearing this price, Ye Gu's eyelids jumped, "You think you have diamonds there?" ”

Lin Qingya hesitated for a moment and said, "Then ...... 10,000 pieces. "I've never seen such a price reduction, and it's ten times less all of a sudden.

However, Ye Gu was even more outrageous, he said speechlessly, "I can only give you a hundred yuan." ”

Hearing this, Lin Qingya's eyelids jumped, "A hundred? What are you when I am? Do you think that the last school flower is only worth this price? ”

Ye Gu was silent, completely disappointed in Lin Qingya, and he confessed coldly: "Because I don't know that this school flower is to be sold!" ”

"I have to tell you, Lin Qingya, you made a mistake in your wishful thinking, I am no longer the Ye Gu I used to be, and now I can't even take out a thousand yuan."

"My family's company has gone out of business, not to mention the money, and now my family still owes astronomical debts."

Hearing Ye Gu's words, Lin Qingya was a little surprised, she looked at Ye Gu, and then silently got up and got dressed, ready to leave.

Seeing that Lin Qingya was leaving, Ye Gu was puzzled, she was going to leave like this?

Don't want any money?

Ye Gu always felt that the plot was a little wrong.

"Lin Qingya!"

"Tell me, it's not true!"

"I don't believe you're such a person!!"

Lin Qingya got dressed, put on high heels, took her bag, and walked to the door and stopped.

After hesitating for a moment and thinking about it, she could only sigh: "Alas......"

She was about to open the door and go out, but a pair of strong hands behind her grabbed her and pressed her against the door.

Ye Gu grabbed Lin Qingya's hair and pressed her against the wall with his backhand.

Lin Qingya's face was cold, and she said coldly: "Let go of me!" ”

Ye Gu had an angry sneer on the corner of his mouth, and his arm increased his strength, pressing her to the corner of the wall, and slightly grabbing the long waterfall hair on the back of her head.

"Let it go! Ye Gu, you let me go. Lin Qingya slapped the hand on the back of her head.

Ye Gu sneered, didn't speak, and lifted her short black skirt.

I saw the moon rising, so round August 15, the moonlight filled the house, and he looked at the spring color with amazement in his eyes.

Lin Qingya was cold and angry, and said angrily: "What are you doing?!" ”

Ye Gu didn't speak, and waved his hand and slapped it violently.

"Smack!" It's as crisp as a slap in the face, but it's louder than a slap!

"Ahh Lin Qingya exclaimed in pain, her ice-like face showed a bit of cowardice, and her voice was stubborn and swaying, "What do you want to do?" ”

Ye Guman said angrily: "What do you say I want to do? Didn't you come out to sell? ”

Lin Qingya was silent, and then she said stiffly: "However, you didn't give the money." ”

The muscles on Ye Gu's face twitched, and then his face was expressionless, and he said, "You still want to say such things?" Do you really think I'll believe it? ”

Lin Qingya wanted to say something, but Ye Gu slapped him again.

"Hmm!" Lin Qingya snorted in pain, and then she bit her lip, her face was as cold as ice, but her voice was subtle and timid, as if she had shown weakness, "Then you hurry up and ......"

Ye Gu didn't speak, his eyes flashing with anger.

"I don't believe what you just said!"

"I'll let you lie to me!"

"I'll let you lie to me!!"

Lin Qingya was pressed against the door, sweating all over her body, and she clenched her teeth.

……

Before you know it, it's noon.

The two bodies had already fallen back into the bed, and Ye Gu seemed to be asleep.

At this time, Lin Qingya quietly opened her eyes and looked at Ye Gu's face, she sighed, and her lips lightly made a syllable: "Fool!" ”

She quietly got out of bed, put on her clothes again, and prepared to leave quietly. I stayed in the hotel for most of the day, hungry and tired, and was tortured by that guy for most of the day's physical work.

"Let's go to the toilet first." Lin Qingya sighed, just squatted down when she entered the toilet, and when she looked up, she was startled.

It's a big face staring at himself with angry eyes.

"Ahh Lin Qingya was startled, and when she saw that it was Ye Gu, she breathed a sigh of relief, and made a cold face again: "What are you doing?" ”

Ye Gu walked over, he didn't wear his clothes yet, and his whole body fell in Lin Qingya's eyes, so terrifying, Lin Qingya's eyes hurt, and then she felt pain underneath, she was a little afraid, "You, you go out, I want to go to the toilet." ”

However, Ye Gu came over and didn't let her continue, pulled the whole person up, and pressed it next to the toilet again.

"Hiss" Lin Qingya didn't have time to put on her pants, she was really blind, since she was furious: "Ye Gu, are you sick?!" ”

"It's you who is sick!" Ye Gu was furious, "Don't you like to go out and sell?" ”

Lin Qingya was furious and wanted to speak, but she couldn't speak immediately.

"You, that's enough...... Stop! ”

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Two o'clock in the afternoon.

This time, the two finally woke up at the same time, and as soon as Lin Qingya woke up, she saw Ye Gu's burning eyes, and she was so frightened that tears flowed out.

"Enough, I really don't like it, don't come again." She was really scared.

However, Ye Gu was still indifferent, and his anger slowly rose again, he lifted the quilt, revealing his body, glanced at Lin Qingya, and said angrily: "You are enough, I am not enough." Sit on and move yourself! ”

His attitude angered Lin Qingya, Lin Qingya wiped the tears on her face, and her face became as strong as ice: "Ye Gu! I warn you, enough is enough! ”

"It's not enough!" Ye Gu was like a crazy lion, and said angrily: "If you do it once, you will do it a hundred times, you like to sell it so much, I will sell it enough for you!" Count 100,000 yuan at a time, and I will pay you back slowly in the future! ”

The coldness on Lin Qingya's face collapsed again, and with stubborn tears, she gritted her teeth and didn't speak.

Ye Gu was immersed in grief and roared: "I really regret falling in love with you, why is God so unfair to me?" If you want to sell, I'll let you sell enough. You just don't want to sell it today, or you go and call, call the police, and arrest me! I've lived enough of this dog's life!! ”

Hearing Ye Gu's words, Lin Qingya finally couldn't help it, she gritted her teeth, raised her head and sighed helplessly: "Ye Gu, you are my first man." ”

However, Ye Gu couldn't listen, he was still like an angry lion, and said angrily: "Yes, I am your first man, and the others are guests!" ”

Lin Qingya was angry, and her voice was amplified: "My first time is yours!" ”

Hearing this, Ye Gu was stunned, but after reacting, he didn't believe it: "You still want to lie to me?" Are you still trying to lie to me? ”

He went crazy, pulled Lin Qingya's body, and roared angrily: "Come up for me, sit up, move yourself!" Or you'll call the police, get me arrested, and shoot me!" ”

Lin Qingya pushed him away and said angrily: "Just now when I said that I came out to sell, you didn't believe it. Now I say that I lied to you before, and you don't believe it, what else do you want from me? ”

Lin Qingya twisted her body, but Ye Gu pounced like a mad wolf.

"Ye Gu, don't want it, I don't want it!"

Ye Gu ignored her words and insisted on asking the overlord to bow down. Lin Qingya was shocked and frightened, her anxious emotions collapsed, and she cried "wow".

She pushed Ye Gu away violently, fled from the bed, hid in the corner, hugged her knees and trembled, crying pitifully, and there was no longer the slightest coldness of the iceberg beauty.

"Ye Gu, you are my man, you are my first man, how can you be like this, woo, how can you bully me."

"You're my man, you're my first man! You should protect me, hurt me, woo, why. ”

"Don't come here, woo~"

Seeing Lin Qingya huddled in the corner crying, fragile appearance, Ye Gu's head finally calmed down.

Could it be that what Lin Qingya said is true?

It doesn't matter if it's true or not.

Ye Gu, who had completely calmed down, walked to the root of the wall and hugged Lin Qingya, who was trembling, "Okay, don't be afraid, I'm dizzy." ”

"No matter what you just said, which sentence is true, I won't hurt you, I really ...... just now"

Hearing Ye Gu's words, Lin Qingya cried "wow", took off her guard and hugged Ye Gu crying, her body was still a little trembling.

"You're really my first man, I, I'm not lying." Lin Qingya sobbed and whispered.

Ye Gu was surprised, "Are you really the first time?" ”

He felt strange, no reason? I can't tell if it's the first time for Lin Qingya, even if the traces of some girls' first blood are not obvious, but the specific feeling is different.

Ye Gu was a little puzzled, "How does that seem to be, you ......?"

Lin Qingya knew what Ye Gu wanted to ask, she was a little embarrassed, lowered her head and said in a whisper like a mosquito: "You men are allowed to masturbate, and girls are not allowed to eat cucumbers?" Girls also need to solve it themselves......"

Eating cucumbers?

Cold sweat broke out on Ye Gu's forehead, and then he understood in seconds. He was extremely embarrassed, and his whole body was messy in the wind.

"I knew you weren't that kind of girl. Then what you said before was all angry with me and lied to me? ”

"Yes, because, because...... Anyway, I just want to you off. Lin Qingya hesitated, and seemed to have some things she didn't want to say.

Ye Gu still had questions: "Then why are you ...... I had to take the initiative to ...... last night."

Even if they love each other, they should take their time, why did Lin Qingya want to throw herself into her arms directly?

Lin Qingya understood his question, so Lin Qingya sighed, knowing that some things could not be avoided after all, so she could only confess it completely.

"I have a story, would you like to hear it?"

"Okay." Ye Gu nodded, and then gently picked up Lin Qingya.

The two lay back on the bed again, and this time, Lin Qingya put her head in his arms and slowly began to talk about her.

"I was born in a ravine village in the southern mountains, and I am the eldest sister in my family, and I have three younger sisters who are studying and a three-year-old brother."

……

Lin Qingya was born in a poor peasant family, and the family was farming, but her father was sick and paralyzed at home, and her mother took care of her.

My mother worked in the fields and could not earn much money, so she could only grow crops to ensure that her young brother and paralyzed father could eat, and nothing else.

My sisters' education is subsidized by compulsory education in the town, and in addition, all living resources are so lacking.

When Lin Qingya was in high school, she began to work as a casual worker to subsidize her family. The cultural performance of high school studies gradually failed to keep up, and finally embarked on the road of art examination.

After being admitted to university, she worked part-time in school while working ten times harder to maintain her studies.

In the eyes of others, she is trying to leave the mark of diligence, hard work, simplicity and many other excellent qualities in the university file, so that she can find a job in the future, but she is the only one who knows her suffering.

She has always been strong to live for her family.

And at this time, an inexplicable title of class flower fell on her, and then inexplicably she was called the school flower by a group of people who didn't know what to say and had nothing to do, and was sought after by all the boys in the school.

The people who pursue her are like carp crossing the river, and there are many rich children like Ye Gu.

As long as Lin Qingya takes one at random, she can completely change the predicament of her family, so that she can have endless money to spend, and she can live the rich life that all girls want.

But she didn't.

She looked at the greedy beast-like gaze in the eyes of the men, she seemed to be magnified by others at will, and every part of her body was viewed as a plaything, she hated the crowd, she hated that kind of gaze.

Ye Gu is one of the more special ones, and she is the only one who does not have a look full of money transactions, so she has a good impression of Ye Gu and feels that Ye Gu really likes her.

However, at that time, Ye Gu's family had money, and as soon as she thought of this, Lin Qingya vetoed the idea of being with Ye Gu, because she didn't want to become someone else's vassal, and she didn't want to sacrifice her love in exchange for material.

Even if Ye Gu's family is still very rich, she is not willing to be with Ye Gu, unless one day she can have a material status equal to Ye Gu.

She is her, a strong girl, a girl who wears a hard shell and protects herself coldly.

She wants to change her family and change all of this through her own efforts.

She knows that her biggest advantage is this face, which can still overwhelm countless people in today's Internet era and the era of Internet celebrities.

This is an era of looking at faces.

What a little fresh meat, a goddess, a male god.

Therefore, Lin Qingya easily found her own way, entered the film and television entertainment industry, and directly obtained the role of supporting actress in a TV series.

Her starting point at this step is almost the same as those classmates who are wealthy and can go through the back door of the entertainment industry.

Lin Qingya believes that in this era where she doesn't need acting skills and only needs to rely on her face to eat, she can survive like a fish in water.

It's just that the only thing she doesn't know is that she feels that this environment is also dangerous for her.

She didn't want to get drunk one day after going to the crew's entertainment and find herself lying in a luxurious hotel next to a pot-bellied middle-aged nouveau riche.

Therefore, she gave the only thing she was valuable to someone she could choose and like.

……

Lin Qingya said: "You are the only man I like, so, I want to give myself to you." ”

After listening to Lin Qingya's background, Ye Gu hugged her emotionally and said apologetically: "Qingya, I'm sorry, I ......"

Lin Qingya didn't let him continue, and took the initiative to lean his head over, and a kiss blocked his mouth.

For a long time, the two people in the lingering reluctantly let go of the kiss.

After a pause, Lin Qingya continued: "I want to develop in the film and television industry, with my appearance, if I am willing to pay, it is easy to become popular." ”

Ye Gu's face changed: "What do you mean?" I won't allow you to go! ”

Lin Qingya's face gradually changed back to ten thousand years of calm, and said: "You are my man, but I am not your woman, I can only be my own." I'm going to fight for my own cause. ”

Ye Gu was silent......

Ye Gu understood, because he was now unable to protect himself, and he was a little white face who had achieved nothing, where was he qualified to dominate Lin Qingya's life.

However, this is his girlfriend, so tolerate her to go to the film and television industry, listen to her, is she going to be unspoken rules?

"Don't worry, I won't take the initiative to give someone a hug, never! That's definitely not me! ”

Lin Qingya smiled firmly, and then said, "However, I don't know if this circle is as dirty as the legend says, and the people are so sinister. So, in case I can't save myself, I'm drunk, and then ......"

Speaking of this, Lin Qingya smiled brightly: "If there is really that day, then I will destroy myself and will not disgrace my man, don't worry!" ”

Ye Gu's heart was like being struck by lightning, his nose was sore, and his throat was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak.

Lin Qingya smiled, got up, and began to get dressed.

When she packed up her things again and was about to leave, Ye Gu's smile was more ugly than crying: "Don't go to that messy circle." ”

Lin Qingya smiled sweetly: "If you don't work, will you support me?" ”

Ye Gu wanted to cry very much, but he couldn't.

Raise her?

As her man, he naturally took it for granted, he should feed her, should provide her at home, hide her at home, and protect her well.

However, with his own current situation, is it certain that he is raising Lin Qingya, not being raised by Lin Qingya?

No matter how poor Lin Qingya's family is, the economic conditions are also positive, but what about Ye Gu's family?

That's a negative economy, with millions in debt.

He really wants to raise Lin Qingya, he really wants to give her the best in the world, he really wants her to take off that cold disguise, protect her, and give her happiness.

However, men never rely on a mouth, but on hard work.

What can I do to support her now? Just for his sister Ye Xiang'er's tuition and living expenses at university, he has had a headache for a long time.

Ye Gu really didn't have the confidence to speak.

The two have already made friends, and Lin Qingya also knows Ye Gu's current economic situation in her family, so she doesn't blame Ye Gu for being silent.

She touched Ye Gu's face and smiled sweetly: "Okay, don't worry." I will also help you with your family's affairs, maybe after I go to the entertainment industry, I can support you when I come back, hehe. ”

Seeing Lin Qingya's sweet smile, Ye Gu's heart was broken.

"Alright, stop frowning." Lin Qingya smiled like a child, she had already dressed and packed her things, and smiled sweetly: "Also, you have to work hard!" I'm your woman, I'll always be your woman, but I'm only your girlfriend at the moment. ”

"One day, when we are financially equal, you and I can give each other happiness, and when the time comes, if you want to marry me, I will marry you."

"Come on, my man!"

After speaking, Lin Qingya walked over and held Ye Gu's face, kissed it gently, and then turned to leave.

The sound of the hotel room opening the door, the sound of the door closing.

The person is gone.

The room was quiet, and only Ye Gu was left.

Only he was left smiling more ugly than crying.

Tears quietly slid down the corners of his eyes.

Suddenly, Ye Gu stood up, grabbed the underwear that fell to the side, put them on quickly, and then he rushed out of the door.

Ye Gu ran out of the balcony on the second floor of the hotel and looked at the back of Lin Qingya, who had already walked to the street.

"Hey! Who's that! Ye Gu stood on the balcony and screamed hysterically.

On the street, Lin Qingya's figure stopped, but did not turn around, standing in the middle of people coming and going, like a landscape.

Ye Gu looked at her back and shouted out with tears: "I'll raise you!" ”

Lin Qingya's back paused, she turned her back to Ye Gu, covered her chest and smiled, laughing so much that tears flowed out, laughing happily, laughing happily.

After a pause, she waved goodbye to Ye Gu behind her back and didn't look back.

Ye Gu could only see that the back was firmly walking into the distance step by step.

And Lin Qingya, who was facing away from him, was already crying all over her face, crying so much that her nose was a snot, and she cried heartbreakingly, but she didn't cry out loud.

She was strong, and she endured it silently.

She doesn't care if her man is poor and sick, she is willing to marry a chicken and a dog, and she is willing to suffer with her man and live a happy life.

She also wanted to stay, and she also wanted him to raise her.

But no.

She didn't tell Ye Gu that before her mother married her father, she actually followed a wealthy businessman, and then she was abandoned by others.

Therefore, her mother taught her from childhood to adulthood that women must rely on themselves and must not be obsessed with relying on men.

The more you spend his money, the more you are a head below him.

"Yes, pure love should be indistinguishable from you and me."

"But how cruel is the reality?"

"Beautiful love always exists only in fairy tales."

"Ye Gu, I don't want our love to be tested like this, I just want to stand up on my own and support my family on my own, instead of relying on men."

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