Chapter 118: Farewell (II)
For a while, there were only two people left in the room, Zhao Xu and Pianjiao. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Pianjiao looked at Zhao Xu for a while, and wanted to open his mouth several times, but he couldn't say anything.
Why isn't this Zhao Xu like this?
Finally, Zhao Xu finally couldn't wait, sat on the edge of the bed, and said, "Why? Just now the Queen Mother said to me, you, you...... I'd rather die and ......"
Zhao Xu has been suppressing his thoughts, and this speech finally revealed all the thoughts he hid.
A pair of eyes looked at Zhao Xu quietly, seeing Zhao Xu's depressed appearance, his eyes were gradually reddened, when Zhao Xu couldn't speak, he turned his eyes and looked away, but who knows, as soon as these eyes turned, the tears accumulated in his eye sockets slipped down like this, and he stretched out his hand to wipe the tears, and after calming down, he was about to speak, but there was a bitter smile on his face, and his voice was hoarse, and his low voice seemed to be unable to bear any pressure anymore.
"Why would I rather die than marry you, yes?" Before he could finish speaking, a tear slipped from his eyes, but he sat up, bent his legs, and buried his face in his elbow, which was lying on his knee.
When Zhao Xu saw the tears, he was also depressed in his heart, and he stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes. But he tilted his head to one side and buried his face completely in his elbow.
Zhao Xu's hand stopped in mid-air awkwardly, and finally Zhao Xu finally let out a long sigh and put his hand on top of his fluttering hair.
Homeopathically pressed on the back of the head of the fluttering and hugged the fluttering in his arms.
Pianjiao was still a little struggling at first, but in the end, he hugged Zhao Xu and buried his face in Zhao Xu's chest again.
Zhao Xu patted Pianjiao's back again and again comfortingly, after getting along for so many years, even if Pianjiao didn't make a sound at this time, Zhao Xu could also know that Luo Pianjiao should be in tears now.
Zhao Xu's chest was gradually wet with tears, and on his back, there were not a few tears of Zhao Xu.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, Zhao Xu, I'm sorry...... It was my fault...... I'm sorry" Pianjiao buried himself on Zhao Xu's chest and said vaguely, as if now in addition to being sorry, Pianjiao couldn't think of any words.
Zhao Xu took a deep breath, the hand that pressed the back of the pianjiao was also a little harder, I don't know when, this Zhao Xu's voice was also dumb, only to hear him say calmly: "Luo Pianjiao, tell me, would you really rather die than marry me?" ”
The tears in the corners of his eyes did not dry, and he slowly pushed Zhao Xu's body away, and a pair of tear-stained eyes were even more incomprehensible.
"Yes." Pianjiao looked at Zhao Xu, his hand slowly covered Zhao Xu's cheek, and said with a wry smile: "Do you remember what I said?" I will never be a concubine in this life. ”
"Even me?" Zhao Xu's eyes stared at the fluttering eyes, as if he wanted to see her true thoughts from her eyes.
These words seemed to poke at Pianjiao's wound, Pianjiao's eyes suddenly shrank back, and a tear slipped into his eye sockets, the tip of Pianjiao's nose was slightly red, and he lowered his eyebrows but didn't look at Zhao Xu again, and he didn't answer much.
"You say!" Seeing that Pianjiao deliberately wanted to escape from this topic, Zhao Xu finally couldn't suppress this emotion, and grabbed Pianjiao's hand.
Pianjiao didn't struggle, just slowly raised his head, the tip of his nose was slightly red, but he reluctantly pulled up a bitter smile. Pianlu looked at Zhao Xu quietly, and said word by word: "Yes." Especially you, I will never be your concubine. ”
Zhao Xu was hurt by these words, and his whole body seemed to be out of strength, and the hand holding the fluttering hand had slowly slipped down.
She hurriedly turned her head to the other side and stretched out her hand to wipe the tears that kept overflowing her eyes. Just looking at Zhao Xu's appearance with his eyebrows lowered, he still couldn't stop throbbing somewhere in his heart, and he felt cold from the pain.
"Why?" Zhao Xu was silent for a long time, and finally asked in a dumb voice.
"Because...... I like you......" The second half of the sentence seemed to be stuck in his throat. Pianjiao finally couldn't stand it anymore, and jumped up from the bed at once, facing his back to Zhao Xu, but his chest was blocked with a sullen breath, and Pianjiao gasped several times before he found his voice.
"If you let me see with my own eyes that you are in love with other women, and share all the emotions that should belong to me to others, I am afraid...... I'm afraid I'm going crazy with jealousy...... I'm afraid I'll ruin that woman with my own hands and ruin you. The front of the fluttering was calmly talking, but when it came to the back, it seemed to have hit the switch on the body of the fluttering, and the more the fluttering to the back, the more hoarse he became.
After shouting these words, Pianjiao knelt on the ground without strength, his pale face was flushed abnormally, and the tears in his eyes fell down one after another like pearls with broken threads, and he closed his eyes weakly, and leaned his head against the wall. That look made Zhao Xu's heart ache.
Before Zhao Xu could react, his movements were already faster than he thought, and Zhao Xu was already half-squatting in front of Pianjiao, and said, "No, no, I will never do this...... I promise you. ”
Feeling the warmth in front of him, he opened his eyes, slowly raised a bitter smile on his mouth, and said softly: "Then you promise me that after you get married, you will never step into Yao Zi's room." ”
The movements of Zhao Xu's hand suddenly stiffened, and Zhao Xu looked at Pian Jiao with some confusion.
"Pianjiao, you are not a simple family matter, Yao Zi represents the Yao family, I want to give the Yao family a little ...... after all"
Pian Qi suddenly sneered and interrupted Zhao Xu's words. Then one finger at a time, he pulled away Zhao Xu's hand holding his arm. At the same time, he sneered and said to Zhao Xu: "Now you have many reasons not to treat Yao Zi badly, and you will also have many reasons not to treat others badly in the future, Zhao Xu, you have known me since I was a child, do you think I can bear it?" ”
"Luo Pianjiao, this is not the same thing at all, you know that I am the son of King Pingnan, and I ...... about marriage"
"Yes, you are the prince, the future prince of Pingnan, you can't make your own decisions about your marriage, then don't make promises easily!" Pian Qi finally got angry, and pushed Zhao Xu to a kneer.
Pianjiao slowly stood up, the sharpness and strength in his eyes were something Zhao Xu had never seen before, and he only heard Pianjiao say: "Zhao Xu, if I don't love you so much, after marrying you, even if you have a group of wives and concubines in the future, I won't frown, but...... As soon as I think of other women around you, I'm already uncomfortable to death, if you don't want me to destroy everything in this Pingnan Mansion with my own hands, you can let me go! ”
"Fluttering, it's not as ...... as you think"
"And what can you give me but a promise?" Swallowing back the madness just now, he raised his eyebrows and asked.
"I ......" Zhao Xu originally thought that this matter had taken a turn for the better, but after thinking about it seriously, he was also speechless.
Pian sneered, and the eyes that were originally hiding some hope also dimmed suddenly. Disappointed, he whispered, "Let's go." ”
"Pianjiao......" Zhao Xu wanted to say something to save the situation, but in the end he found that he couldn't say anything except the word Pianjiao. Zhao Xu already knew in his heart that he had failed.
Pianjiao's eyes changed, and he looked at Zhao Xu calmly, with tears in his eyes, but he still rekindled his hope, and only heard Pianjiao say: "Zhao Xu, if one day I stand on the opposite side of the interests of the palace, will you protect me without hesitation." ”
"......" Zhao Xu was speechless again.
"That's enough......" fluttering her head back, trying to force her tears back.
"I, I...... Fluttering, I'm ......" Zhao Xu wanted to explain something, but found that all explanations were so pale and powerless, and in the end, he just hung his hand weakly.
"Let's go!" Piao pushed Zhao Xu a step violently, and the tears in his eyes flowed down again. "If you don't leave, you won't even be a friend!"
Zhao Xu looked at the fluttering eyes, half loud, and finally withdrew his hand weakly, and walked out dejectedly.
Until he arrived at the door, Zhao Xu suddenly stopped, turned his head and glanced at Pianjiao, but there were tears in his eyes, Zhao Xu smiled lightly: "Luo Pianjiao, it seems that I have never said this to you." If you don't talk about it now, is there no chance? ”
"I love you."
Zhao Xu finally left a bright smile with tears in his eyes.
Pianjiao felt like he had stabbed a sword fiercely, it hurt very much, Pianjiao couldn't help but hold on to the pillar beside him, barely stood firmly, and suddenly raised his voice and said to Zhao Xu: "Me too." ”
Zhao Xu paused, stiffening as if he was about to turn around.
"Don't look back!" There was already a panache in his chest, and he barely maintained the stability of his voice, and said, "Don't look back, don't ...... Give me a chance to regret ......"
Zhao Xu froze like this for a long time, and in the end, he still didn't look back. He took heavy steps and walked out step by step. The tears in his eyes couldn't help falling anymore, crying silently.
It wasn't much better, just when Zhao Xu didn't take a few steps, he was already holding on to the pillar and slowly falling to the ground, biting his sleeve and crying bitterly.
Just when he was about to cry, he suddenly coughed violently, and the cough seemed to cough out his heart and lungs. It was very uncomfortable to cover her heart, and when she struggled to get up, she held a teacup in one hand and handed it to her.
This was obviously unexpected by Pianjiao, who raised his head and saw a man dressed in the usual clothes of the Xuanxi Prince, squatting in front of him, holding a glass of water in his hand. Pianjiao was obviously frightened, and for a while he even forgot about coughing.
Although Liu Yao admired Pianjiao's stupid appearance very much, he still raised his eyebrows kindly and looked at the teacup in his hand.