Chapter 59: I'll Raise You
In the blink of an eye, he has lived in the hut for more than half a month, and the matter of finding work to earn money has not been found because of Leng Chen's intentional or unintentional obstruction. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Yuexi can't cook, and she doesn't have any money in her hand, so Leng Chen has been bringing her back from outside to eat during this time.
In the past, she had been living in the Stygian Flame Palace and rarely had time to visit her father, but since she lived here, Yuexi went to her father's grave every day, sat in front of the grave and looked at the words on the tombstone, or talked about some experiences over the years, or just looked silent and didn't say anything.
There are no disturbing things, no pain and no harm, there is just peace, Yuexi likes the current day very much.
Without the bright red, Yuexi looks at her clothes, maybe white is also suitable for herself.
Leng Chen looked at the white figure sitting in front of the grave two feet away, her heart trembled slightly, her petite and weak shoulders had borne too much, and it was she who had added to her pain.
The body fell and the root of the disease could not stand the cold, and every day when she stood in the cold wind in front of the grave, Yuexi began to cough.
Leng Chen sent the boiled medicine to him, and Yuexi took it silently.
He said that he would not forgive him, ignore him again, and cut off everything with him, but he was still taking care of the other party.
Leng Chen put two candied fruits on the shabby table.
If you don't open your mouth, the other party won't open your mouth anymore, just silently doing everything, as if everything is taken for granted.
In the past, I always wondered if he was still deceiving himself, and now whether he really wanted to be with him, but now these questions have become unimportant, now that he has decided to accompany his father for the rest of his life, the harm of deception, everything in the past will be scattered with the wind.
"Thank you." Yuexi drank the medicine in the bowl.
After finding Yuexi, Leng Chen automatically settled in the hut and lived in the room next to her, at the beginning, Yuexi would drive people away, and she would sneer, but gradually she didn't say anything, as if she didn't exist, I didn't expect that she would thank herself today, the last time she talked to herself seemed to be ten days ago.
"You have a good rest, I'm next door, what's calling me." Leng Chen put away the bowl and got up.
Yuexi said, "Why bother. ”
Leng Chen's movements stopped.
Yuexi spoke again, "Why bother. ”
Leng Chen turned his back to her and said, "In the past, I pursued supreme martial arts, and in order to get it, I could exchange anything for it, but now I am willing to use my life's work to exchange you for a return, everyone wants the difference, your feelings are the only thing I want, as long as I can exchange your sincerity, everything is worth it." ”
Yuexi closed her eyes, "I don't want to think about it anymore in the past, I just want to guard my father and live a peaceful life in the future." ”
"Trust me again, is it really that hard?" The churning emotions roared and impacted in his body, eager to find an outlet to vent, Leng Chen clenched his fists tightly, and could only suppress the impulse.
"I'm sure you're sincere."
Leng Chen turned around suddenly.
Yuexi opened her eyes, her eyes were clear and slightly sad, and she said slowly, "I believe that you are sincere this time, and you have no calculations, but my heart is dead." ”
Leng Chen grabbed Yuexi's shoulders and forced her to look at herself, "How can a person's heart die when they are alive?" I know I've left a deep scar on your heart, and I'm going to erase it and let you feel it again, can you trust me? ”
"I'm tired." Yuexi waved his hand away.
The moon was large and round, and the stars around it dimmed in the bright moonlight.
Leng Chen sat on the roof and looked into the distance, his eyes were colder than the stars in the sky.
The heart is dead? So no longer accept yourself, would you rather stay by the grave for the rest of your life and be alone?
Maybe it's time to take her away.
She knew that Yuexi was not a ruthless person, but she was angry that she had deceived her and used her, so he planned to take Yuexi to a place where there were only two of them, and Yuexi would naturally feel that she had truly forgiven herself when she got along with her.
It's just that she didn't expect her to settle here first, there are only two people, and it doesn't matter there, so she stayed here with peace of mind, thinking that she would use time to heal everything, but Yuexi actually told herself today that she would stay in front of his father's grave for the rest of her life, and never asked about emotional matters.
Every day when he sees it, he will not forget that although it is cruel to take her away, he has to do it, and only then will he turn his mind to himself and accept himself again.
Before falling asleep, it is a bitterly cold winter, but when you wake up, it becomes a warm and warm spring.
Yuexi lifted the quilt and walked to the window, looking at the green willows and green grass outside, wondering if she was dreaming, blinking hard and opening it again, the scenery was still the same.
The light green window lattice attracted Yuexi's attention, she turned around slowly, the golden chrysanthemums were brilliant, there was a faint fragrance of flowers floating in the air, and the walls were all made of green bamboo, this is not the bamboo house of Qingquan, let alone the thatched hut before.
"Do you like this place?" Leng Chen put the prepared meal on the table, "Come and eat." ”
Yuexi silently walked to the table and sat down, frowning.
Leng Chen said, "The porridge is a little mushy, and it will get better and better in the future." ”
Yuexi was puzzled.
Leng Chen sneered, "It's my first time cooking, I don't know the essentials, but it will get better slowly." ”
It is said that the gentleman is far away from cooking, and the cold morning in the past seemed to be cold in his eyes, as if he did not eat the fireworks of the world, but such a person was willing to cook for himself.
Seeing that he didn't move his chopsticks, Leng Chen pretended to be angry and said, "It's the first time I've cooked, don't you cheer for it?" ”
"Why did you bring me here?"
"The air here is good, it's good for your body."
"Send me back."
The smile on Leng Chen's face faded, and he said seriously, "I know that what I did in the past hurt you deeply, so that you don't believe in feelings or believe in me now, I will try my best to prove it to you, so that you can accept me and fall in love with me again." ”
Yuexi was indifferent to Leng Chen's words, knowing that he would not let himself leave here, Yuexi began to eat, the pasty porridge was a little bitter, and the food she usually ate was very different, but there was nothing else to eat except these.
Seeing that Yuexi was willing to eat the food she cooked, Leng Chen smiled and put a piece of meat into her bowl, "Try this." ”
Yuexi glanced at her with disgust, "I don't like things that endure hardship." ”
Leng Chen said, "Why don't I learn to cook in the future?" In the future, we will find a place to open an inn, I will be responsible for cooking, you will be responsible for collecting cash, and then hire a young man to serve the food. ”
"Although my cooking skills are not good now, I will definitely get better after practicing slowly, and our inn will be full of friends by then, and you will have to queue up to eat my dishes."
Leng Chen seemed to really plan to open an inn, and planned carefully, "The place must find a prosperous area, so that there will be more people to eat, but as long as my cooking skills are good, I am not afraid of no guests." ”
"If there are a lot of customers, there must be someone in charge of buying groceries every day, so should we find another person to be in charge of grocery shopping?"
"The proprietress is so beautiful, there will definitely be disciples who come to the door, don't be afraid, I am strong in martial arts, if someone comes to the door to make trouble, I will teach them a good lesson, so that they can't eat and walk around."
Leng Chen said energetically, Yuexi deliberately said the opposite, "I don't like to open an inn." ”
"Don't like it? Then don't open it. Leng Chen said, "In the future, I will only cook for you to eat alone." ”
Yuexi added a piece of fried charred and blackened meat and held it up in front of him, "Let me eat this every day?" ”
"Learning is always a process."
A plate of meat, only Yuexi was eating, and Leng Chen didn't move at all.
"Why don't you eat it?"
"I like vegetarian food, I don't like meat."
Yuexi stretched out the chopsticks, and she seemed to know very little about Leng Chen.
He knew that he liked red clothes, washed chrysanthemums, liked desserts, and knew all his preferences, but for him, Yuexi suddenly found that he knew nothing but that he was a skilled doctor.
He always doesn't talk much, there is a faint sadness between his eyebrows, he buries everything in his heart, he always says that he likes him, but he doesn't know anything about him, he doesn't know the pain in his heart, he doesn't know that he is young and bears the hatred of destroying the door, he doesn't understand the pain in his heart, and he doesn't know what he thinks in his heart.
When he didn't know the truth, he silently endured everything, and the loneliness of a person was full of hatred. After he knew the truth, he also suffered everything, his own misunderstanding.
However, he always kept silent in front of himself.
Yuexi's heart lake rippled lightly.