Xu was weaned early and sent to his hometown to be raised by his grandparents, Lin Chuxue remembered the age relatively early, and she remembered everything about the age of three. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Some people say that rural people are generally simple and kind, but Lin Chuxue is noncommittal. If it's just that someone has no food to eat, and the neighbors don't hesitate to pick a handful from their own fields and give it as a gift, then Lin Chuxue feels that the villagers in his hometown are indeed kind.

However, Lin Chuxue didn't understand why the neighbors often said in front of her that her parents didn't like her, so she was left alone with her grandparents, while her brother Lin Chuyang was taken by her parents to raise her personally. When she grew up, Lin Chuxue knew that it was a joke made by her neighbors.

That's right, it's a joke, a kind of malicious joke that adults know will hurt the young minds of children, but they still enjoy it. Even now, there are still many adults who are keen to say some ugly things to children, until the childish tears are hazy, and they laugh and ridicule children for being ignorant and loving more seriously.

Therefore, when Su Ning, who was also young at that time, heard for the first time that someone had instilled in Lin Chuxue the idea that her parents didn't love her, Su Ning was like an angry rooster, and slapped the neighbor fiercely, until the other party was speechless and left in a huff. Since then, Su Ning has become Lin Chuxue's idol.

Su Ning is very smart, typical of someone else's child. She does well in school, but she is not the type to study hard. On the contrary, Su Ning was very naughty when she was a child, going into the water to climb trees, doing everything, she was simply a tomboy.

However, Su Ning is precocious and precocious. Lin Chuxue still remembers that some martial arts films were particularly popular when she was a child, and other children watched TV series to discuss how handsome the actor was and how beautiful the actress was, but Su Ning always sighed for a long time about the feelings inside. Su Ning couldn't understand why there were so many bloody and tangled polyamorous relationships in the TV series.

"Isn't it just a breakup, crying like the end of the world, stupid or not."

"The male protagonist is so attentive and attracts bees and butterflies, why do you like this kind of person?"

"Xue'er, this kind of brain-dead drama should be watched less, you know? In this world, few people will really die or live for the so-called love. Look at the female No. 2, the male protagonist obviously rejected her, and she still pasted it upside down, which is cheap. We can't be this kind of unproductive people, you know? ”

Such words, Lin Chuxue said that he didn't hear too much from Su Ning's mouth. At that time, Lin Chuxue naturally didn't understand the meaning of Su Ning's words. When she grew up, she suddenly realized that it was actually Su Ning who was deeply poisoned by the TV series.

may be too precocious, even though Su Ning has attracted a lot of admirers because of her good grades and beautiful appearance, she has spent almost the entire puberty alone.

It wasn't until she met Yin Youqian in the extracurricular math tutoring class in the third year of high school that Su Ning finally ushered in an unexpected first love.

In fact, at the beginning, Su Ning's impression of Yin Youqian only stopped at having a good mind and good motor nerves. After slowly getting acquainted, Su Ning discovered that Yin Youqian was well-informed, and no matter what topic, he could come at hand. Also, very good at chatting. For most of his peers who are immersed in hard reading and don't listen to things outside the window, even if Yin Youqian is not handsome enough, his various advantages are also very attractive. There are not many girls around him.

Even so, Su Ning never had any feelings for Yin Youqian that went beyond friendship. Until the day of the end of the college entrance examination, Yin Youqian asked Su Ning to be his girlfriend with a semi-forced attitude.

Su Ning was very hesitant, this consideration was three days. Yin Youqian couldn't wait, so he made a lot of promises to Su Ning. Su Ning didn't believe in this, but seeing Yin Youqian's sincere eyes, she finally nodded and agreed. It's just that she was a little uneasy in her heart, because at that time, she didn't like Yin Youqian. In other words, Su Ning at that time didn't know what it meant to like.

The summer vacation of the college entrance examination was a bit long, and Su Ning and Yin Youqian had nothing to do, and they visited the entire Y City and surrounding towns. The midsummer when the cicadas were singing and the sky was high and the clouds were faint became the most beautiful and painful memories in Su Ning's heart.

How long does it take to fall in love with someone? I heard that love at first sight only takes three seconds to suffice. Su Ning didn't know when Yin Youqian quietly lived in her heart. I only know that when she came back to her senses, she was already in love with Yin Youqian. Su Ning couldn't tell what she liked about Yin Youqian. Maybe it's his erudition, maybe it's his witty conversation, maybe it's his adventurous spirit, maybe it's his sweet words.

Su Ning admits that she is a layman, so vulgar that when she heard Yin Youqian's love words, she couldn't help but sketch a blueprint for the future of the two in her mind.

However, Su Ning's luck was not good enough, and her first love, which poured out all her feelings, came to an abrupt end in just a few months.

On the day Yin Youqian proposed to break up, Su Ning realized that the plot in the bloody drama really came from reality. Because at that moment, questions such as "why did you break up", "did I do something bad", "has all this time been false, is the love you said to me fake", "have you really loved me", etc., filled Su Ning's entire brain. She even wanted to hug Yin Youqian, crying and saying that she didn't want to break up. However, after seeing her pale face in the mirror and Lin Chuxue beside her who was dazed, Su Ning forced back the tears that were about to roll down and swallowed the words of redemption that were about to blurt out.

Except for Su Ning's last sentence that seemed resolute, "It's impossible to be friends again after breaking up", the whole breakup process can be described as calm and abnormal. Yin Youqian's tone carried a hint of guilt, but he did not mean to withdraw the breakup proposal. Su Ning choked up, but she also didn't cry to save her lover.

Su Ning was not disturbed by this sudden breakup call, although her eyes were red, she sent Lin Chuxue back to the Lin family very calmly. It's just that the moment she got home, Su Ning fainted without warning.

Lin Chuxue thought that Su Ning was just overly sad, and she tried her best to suppress her sadness to cause fainting. But she didn't want to, in the evening, Su Ning actually launched a high fever, and the frightened Lin Mu hurriedly sent her to the hospital.

It was the most serious of Su Ning's disease, and Su Ning, who had never had a drip since he was a child, fell down that time and was injected with a needle for three days.

After being discharged from the hospital, Su Ning returned to school, and her life did not seem to have changed because of her breakup with Yoon Youqian. But Lin Chuxue was sensitive to the fact that Su Ning's mentality was no longer the same.

Su Ning is sweet and her grades are not bad, in college, she has only a lot more suitors, but she has never accepted anyone else. When Lin Chuxue was in love for the first time and could understand what the relationship was, she asked Su Ning if she still cared about Yin Youqian.

"I don't know if I still care, I just know that he carved a scar in my heart, and it can't be better." That's what Su Ning replied at that time.

"If he came back to you, would you still accept him?" Lin Chuxue asked.

"Of course not." Su Ning raised her eyebrows, her tone firm.

"Why?" Lin Chuxue was puzzled, she thought that the people who loved each other should eventually become married.

"Because I missed it." Su Ning's words were light and light, but the shallow smile on her lips was bitter.

Lin Chuxue never expected that after ten years, Su Ning would really meet Yin Youqian again.

Since that chance encounter at the airport, Yin Youqian has found many classmates, got Su Ning's phone number, and called her from time to time to invite her out to dinner. It's just that Su Ning didn't go to the appointment once.

On this day, after Su Ning rejected Yin Youqian again, she finally impatiently pulled him into the blacklist. When Lin Chuxue saw it, she couldn't help but wonder what Su Ning was thinking at the moment: "Sister, what does this Yin Youqian mean, I invited you to dinner three times and twice, and it looked like I was chasing you." ”

"What does he mean, what does it have to do with me?" Su Ning threw away her phone and refreshed it with her notebook.

"You say, is he really going to chase you?"

"Don't you see that everyone else has children?" Su Ning glanced at Lin Chuxue and said coldly.

"Maybe divorced?" Lin Chuxue guessed.

"Your sister and I have a habit of cleanliness and don't like second-hand goods."

"If he regrets it, he loves you so much that you have to love him, and you won't give him a chance?" Lin Chuxue thought about it and asked.

"You've read too many novels." Su Ning rolled her eyes, not bothering to respond.

"But, you haven't talked to someone again for so many years, isn't it because you can't let him go?"

Hearing this, Su Ning finally raised her head, looked at Lin Chuxue, and replied seriously: "At first, I really couldn't let it go, but later, it was just because I enjoyed my single life." I remember telling you very early on that no one has to be with another person. Even if that person is the person you love the most. ”

After that, Su Ning turned off the computer: "Don't let irrelevant people affect your life, go to sleep." ”

"I always felt that Yin Youqian was not worthy of you, so I was curious, what do you like about him, sister?" Seeing that Su Ning was about to sleep, Lin Chuxue continued to ask without giving up.

"Then what do you like about Han Ge?" Unexpectedly, Su Ning didn't answer the rhetorical question, "Like his family background and handsome appearance?" ”

"Of course not." Lin Chuxue flatly denied it, and only after seeing Su Ning's teasing smile did she realize that she had been put on the table.

"You have someone you like now, but you can't tell what you like about them, right? Family background, appearance, interior, knowledge, and all aspects may be the reasons why I like him, but they are not just these simple things that can be summarized. Su Ning paused, and gave Lin Chuxue an unfathomable look, "The so-called love doesn't know what to do, that's what happened." ”

Lin Chuxue was a little speechless, but after thinking about it carefully, she felt that what Su Ning said was not unreasonable. She thought that she and Han Gexing would never be possible, and she was once angry at all the actions that brought her and Han Gexing together. But feelings are always so unfathomable and unexpected. In the end, she gradually got used to the existence of Han Gexing, and even recognized the relationship between the two.

Even if Han Gexing didn't make a romantic confession to Lin Chuxue, or other enviable behaviors. But for Lin Chuxue, perhaps it was this kind of bland rhythm that made her unload her heart little by little, and finally accepted Han Gexing.