"I was 14 years old and in my second year of junior high school. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"I hid a couple of campus romance novels and read them secretly in bed. When I was on my way to school, my dad rummaged through my stuff and found those novels, and he got so angry that he took my books and threw them away. ”

"Later, he secretly looked through my diary and began to reprimand me when I came back from school."

"But I was even more angry than he was, and asked him, 'Why don't you mess with my things, with my permission?'

"My dad said, 'Where is your stuff?' your stuff is bought with my money, what kind of mess do you buy? I usually give you money, and you spend it on these? ”

"He began to speak at length, reprimanding me from head to toe, and criticizing me to the fullest."

"I was angry and didn't listen. I don't think it's right for him, he can't touch my personal belongings. ”

"So I retorted to him, and he became even more furious and threatened to throw my favorite rag doll in the trash."

"I scolded him loudly: Why, that's my stuff, why are you throwing my stuff?"

My dad sneered at me, he said, "It's yours?" What's in this home that's yours? What didn't Dad buy for you? What didn't I buy with my money? ”

"I cried and said, 'But what you bought for me, you gave me, is mine.' Also, it's clear that you're rummaging through my diary and throwing my books around, it's your fault. ”

My dad sneered again, he said: You eat me, wear me, and dare to talk back to me? I bought the rag doll with money, I can give it to you, I can throw it away. ”

"I was very angry and said loudly: Okay, what you bought with your money is yours, and I will give it back to you, I am not rare, I don't want it."

"With tears and hatred, I threw my favorite rag doll in the trash with my own hands."

My dad sneered and said: In addition to the rag dolls, your favorite dresses were also bought by your father, if you are disobedient, you will get them all back to your father!"

I listened, cried and pulled out a few clothes from the closet that I thought were my favorite, and said, 'Are these these things?' I'll give it back to you, I don't want you to give it all back to you! ”

"I threw my clothes on the ground, and my father said: You have grown your ability, you are raised by me, you eat my food and drink mine every day, you don't listen to teaching, your wings are stiff, don't eat my food when you have the ability, don't drink the water at home."

"I cried and cried: Okay, if you don't eat, you won't eat, what's the big deal, I'll starve to death, no longer eat your food, no longer spend your money, no need you to support me!"

My dad laughed angrily: Okay, since you are so hard-mouthed, and I bought the house with money, you don't want to live, get out of here for me, and beg on the streets!"

"This time, when I heard it, I immediately panicked and cried, but I gritted my teeth and stubbornly said: No, this is my home ......"

I thought to myself: You are my father, this is my house, you want to drive me away?

Want to throw me away like a rag doll?

Throw me away like garbage and make me a child with no one to raise?

"But my dad said: This is not your home, you don't listen to me, what's the difference between me and raising a white-eyed wolf? If you don't have your daughter, the house is mine, and you get out if you don't listen. ”

"Perhaps, my dad just wants me to bow my head, let a child succumb, and maintain his paternal authority, this is his education for me."

"His education to me was: I have nothing, and he gave me everything, and I have to listen to him."

"But I couldn't accept such a coercive education, so I opened the door angrily, stood outside the door, and said to my father: I don't live in your house!"

"Actually, he wants me to be soft, so why don't I want him to say a word to me kindly and educate me with love."

"What child doesn't want to lean on his father's arms and feel the warmth of his father's love to protect him?"

"However, my father didn't, he saw me standing outside the door and sneered again: Okay, if you have the ability, you can run away from home, don't come back in the future, I save some rice and raise a dog to watch the door, what's the use of me raising you."

"He didn't mean to keep me at all, like a big kid getting angry with a little kid. But he is the father, he gave birth to me, he has everything, and I am just a weak person with nothing, and when I leave him, I have nothing to rely on. So he tried to use material things to suppress me, and used power to force me to bow my head, submit to softness, and recognize the reality, what is a father! ”

Looking at his contemptuous eyes, it seems that I will be obedient and soft, as before. But my heart was crying blood, and the world I saw in my eyes was all blood. ”

"He was wrong, but I still didn't give in, and I hated to say: I will never come back."

"I pretended to turn around and leave."

"But my dad suddenly stopped me, and I thought he was going to back down."

Unexpectedly, he said expressionlessly: Okay, then I will treat you as a brute, and if you want to leave, don't come back in the future. Also, you have to go, don't take my things with you, I bought the clothes on your body with money, you have the ability to take them off, and sleep on the street. ”

"I was completely embarrassed, without my father's love, my world was lonely and insecure, and the clothes on my body were the last fig leaf for girls."

I seem to have finally realized what my father was going to tell me to "educate" me, and what he wanted to teach me was: I can't live without him, everything in my body is given by him, and if I don't obey, he will get it back. ”

"So, I'm going to give in and listen to discipline?"

"No!"

"I screamed wildly, I was angry, I was unwilling, I cried to death, I cried desperately, but I still didn't give in!"

"I took off the last fig leaf."

"I took off my clothes, I took off my fines, and stood outside the doorway, shivering in the cold wind, looking at him with hatred."

"What you gave me, I will give you back!"

"I'll give you everything back!"

"Are you satisfied?"

"My act of undressing completely angered him, and his face turned pale, and without saying a word, he slammed the door and shut me out."

"I'm in the cold night, red. Standing naked in front of his own door, looking at the warm home, looking at the warm lights, but his heart was extremely desperate. ”

"I gave everything back to him."

"I tried to think if there was anything I had that I was going to take with me and leave him and never come back."

"But no."

"I have nothing."

"I was even desperate to find out that even my body was given by my father. I really can't get rid of him? Just because he is my father, can he take everything from me and make nothing in this world belong to me? ”

"Even myself from head to toe is only his personal property?"

"Rag dolls, clothes, snacks, warm house, it's all his."

"Even my body, even me as a person, was born and raised by him."

"At that time, I even thought of Nezha who cut bones to return his father and flesh to his mother, and I couldn't wait to scrape off the blood, flesh, and bones with a knife, cut off inch by inch, and return all the flesh and blood he gave me to him."

……

The story is long and far away.

On that night, Mo Xiaoxiao was locked out of the door, looking at the once familiar and warm home that no longer had anything to do with him.

She faced the house and stepped back, letting the darkness consume her, letting the house sink into the night.

She left alone, she was red. Naked and naked, he walked down the street.

Like a wandering ghost, let the dark world devour her mercilessly; Let the icy cold wind howl by, freezing her body without a wisp; Let the people passing by, with strange eyes, look at her wantonly and coldly, foul language, joke and scold, and she has nothing to hide from head to toe.

She could only helplessly cover the shame on her body, lowered her head in fear, endured the knife-like heart-cutting gaze, like a walking corpse, and wandered in this backward city in confusion.

She wandered aimlessly, subconsciously to places with few people, to remote places, to mountains and forests, to uninhabited places...... And then quietly died.

However, there is no such place in the world, at the end of the dark night road, there is a remote and desolate city, and then she encounters a group of thugs.

A group of unscrupulous young people with dyed hair, when they saw a young girl wandering naked in a remote and desolate street, the eyes of that group of young people glowed with cyan light, that kind of gaze, Mo Xiaoxiao will never forget in his life, that gaze was glowing in the dark night, greedy, and lustful.

She broke into the wolf territory alone in the form of a lamb, and the two sides paused in unison, and the wolves noticed the lone lamb, and the lamb found the wolves that were greedy for hunting.

In an instant, the group of thugs laughed and pounced on her!

Mo Xiaoxiao was frightened, turned around and ran away, running for his life, crying in fright, and struggling to escape heartbreakingly.

It was a nightmare of a lifetime.

All she knew was that she was fleeing in the boundless darkness, a bunch of crazy devilish. Laughing and chasing after her back, the laughter was like a demon, the laughter made people's scalps tingle, the laughter made her heart tense suddenly, as if she was clenched by a fist, pinched and exploded!

She runs.

She ran as hard as she could.

She ran like crazy.

She tried her best to escape.

Fleeing in the dark world, falling again and again, naked and naked. The naked body was smashed into a bloody blur.

But she didn't feel heartache, because this body was given to her by her father, and it was her father's "property", and it was best to break it.

The more she fell, the worse she became, and the more she damaged her father's "belongings", the more she felt happy.

There was a kind of crazy revenge in my heart.

However, she did not dare to stop, she fell to the ground, hurting her body, and was caught up by the group of demons behind her, hurting her soul.

After running like a nightmare, and finally getting rid of the magic sound behind him, Mo Xiaoxiao fell to the ground and passed out.

In her unconscious escape, she unconsciously ran in the direction of home, and finally fell unconscious in the weeds on the side of the road in front of her house.

The next day, her father found her in the weeds on the side of the road, and when he saw his daughter covered in bruises, his father frowned and threw a set of clothes over, scolding why he didn't squat at the door, wanted to run around, and wanted to leave the house.

While scolding, her father took her home, but he didn't ask what happened that night.

There is no need to ask, because children who do not obey their parents deserve to die.

On the third day, Mo Xiaoxiao put on her favorite clothes and brought the money that belonged to her father.

Yes, the money that belongs to her father, she stole her father's money, and at the same time, she stole this body that belongs to her father, the daughter's body, loaded with the soul of upheaval, and silently left this place that did not belong to her.

Nothing in this world belongs to her.

She dropped out of junior high school and ran away, ran far, far away, worked everywhere to make money, cheated everywhere, borrowed money everywhere and spent it indiscriminately, as long as she fancied, she wanted to get it.

Because she has money, she wants to use money to buy this world, to buy this material world.

She is greedy for money, and she gets it for nothing.

She worships money, she loves vanity, and she is willing to waste herself for money.

Nothing belongs to you in this world, so buy it with money.

Spend money to buy the whole world.

……