It turned out that some time ago, I don't know who leaked the fact that Shen Jingxiang was insulted by Liu Ze'an and had a fetus, although it was not spread in Kyoto, but the people around Mofu knew about it, so it became a topic of pastime for them after tea and dinner, and at the same time, they all despised Shen Jingxiang to the extreme, they didn't know the details, let alone how Shen Jingxiang was tortured, they spread the word of mouth that Shen Jingxiang and Liu Ze'an had an affair, and they hadn't beaten a child yet. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

When Shen Jingxiang married Mo Ping, the surrounding neighbors didn't know that she was the third lady of the Ping'an Hou Mansion, plus Shen Jingxiang rarely went out and knew few people, even if they knew her, they all called her "Mofu" or "Mrs. Mofu".

And now, the people around know that the housewife of the Mo Mansion is the third lady of the Ping'an Hou Mansion who was raided at the beginning, and said that Shen Jingxiang was the daughter of the Hou Mansion at that time, and Liu Ze'an was her uncle, she has been staying in the boudoir, if she hadn't seduced Liu Ze'an, how could she have that kind of relationship with Liu Ze'an, no matter how stupid Liu Ze'an is, she will not run to the Hou Mansion to go to the daughter of the Thin Mansion, it must have been Shen Jingxiang who took the initiative to send it to the door, this Shen Jingxiang is really cheap enough.

At that time, Shen Jingxiang's words were really as ugly as they were, and she usually didn't dare to talk about them when Mo Ping was at home, but Mo Ping, who was a lot of people, also heard some of them, so he comforted Shen Jingxiang that these words were regarded as their farts and not taken to heart.

But these rumors are becoming more and more difficult to listen to, what broken shoes, what lewd I cheap women, what ** shameless, these embarrassing words continue to pour into Shen Jingxiang's ears, she occasionally goes out, and she will be scolded by these unbearable words and return with shame, but she is very aggrieved, go and defend it, and know that it is useless. In this way, Shen Jingxiang's heart was under tremendous pressure, and later the child was born, and Shen Jingxiang was quiet in the confinement, but on the day of the full moon wine, several daughters-in-law went to see the child, and one person in front of her actually said that it was good that the first child was not born, otherwise the identity would be embarrassing.

Shen Jingxiang was stunned at the time, and after reacting, she had always been quiet and scolded the daughters-in-law, and then cried heartbreakingly. After Mo Ping found out, he wanted to settle accounts with those daughters-in-law, but was pulled by Shen Jingxiang, saying that if Mo Ping went, those open-mouthed and bitter daughters-in-law would definitely make things bigger, and she really didn't know how to live at that time.

In the past, even if she had a child, Shen Jingxiang cared about these gossips very much, for fear that it would be detrimental to the child's future growth.

It's just that Mo Ping didn't expect Shen Jingxiang to leave suddenly, the child must have just been full moon, although Shen Jingxiang said that it was uncomfortable, but this matter was also a few days, the children had already been born, Mo Ping thought that Shen Jingxiang would take this matter lightly for the sake of the child, and it must be the most important thing to take care of the child at the moment. What's more, no matter what Shen Jingxiang has experienced before, it is all in the past, and in his heart, because Shen Jingxiang has been hurt like that, he wants to treat her better.

I didn't know that Shen Jingxiang was still defeated by these gossips after she was strong, but her desire to leave was not revealed for half a minute, so that Mo Ping couldn't accept her disappearance for a while.

This matter is obviously someone deliberately attacking Shen Jingxiang and wanting to make Shen Jingxiang collapse, and now the goal has been achieved.

Xiao Yi and Shen Jingshu also learned about this matter from Mo Ping's mouth, but they really couldn't think of anyone who would deal with Shen Jingxiang, the people in Liu Mansion would not, because Liu Ze'an's accident had nothing to do with this matter, even if it was to deal with Guo Wanning, and those people in Liu Mansion all knew that Mingzhe would protect himself, who would do anything for Liu Ze'an again, naturally not. Not to mention the Ping'an Hou Mansion, no one will hurt Shen Jingxiang anymore now.

In this way, this matter is even more foggy, when Shen Jingshu was leaked, at least it seems to have something to do with the old Yong family, but Shen Jingxiang has no quarrel with the world, and who will harm her if she is bored in Mofu all day long.

"Weichen still has to take someone to find it, so he will retire first." Mo Ping was so confused that he didn't know where to go to find Shen Jingxiang.

When I left the Yoga Palace, I thought about the letter that Shen Jingxiang left when she left, and I was very scared.

The epistle says,

Maupin, when you read this letter, I have already left, please forgive me for not saying goodbye, don't go to me, you have to take good care of Rui'er, but don't let him know that he has a mother like me.

In fact, when I was young, although I was quiet and withdrawn, but I also longed for a beautiful love with other women, thank you, let me realize this wish, gave me such a happy and beautiful time, I have countless times in the middle of the night to think of the unbearable past, countless times I want to be how good it would be if that thing did not happen, the love between us will be flawless, but the facts are the facts, and no one can change what has happened. So I thank you, thank you for not disliking, thank you for your love for me all the time, I am very glad to meet you, but also regret meeting you, if you don't meet me, you can have a clean wife, not me, I feel unworthy of you, so in front of your pity, I am a little humble, I secretly swear in my heart that I must be as good as possible, can not live up to your inseparability to me, I want to treat you as my god, I want to be with you for the rest of my life.

But maybe I'm destined for a bad fate in this life, the things of the year were finally leaked, I tried to ignore it, but after all, I still can't do it, if it was before, I would have smiled faintly, saying that it was all in the past, as long as you treat me well, I don't care about anything, but when Rui'er was born, I looked at his cute appearance, and I knew that I couldn't hide from those gossips, I was an unclean woman, this is a fact, I can't let these things affect my children, such things are extremely shameful for children. So I have to leave, and you must find another qualified and innocent mother for Rui'er, so that his future will be good, I believe that even if you marry another wife, she will definitely be virtuous, and she will treat Rui'er as her own. And I also asked the queen to take care of Rui'er, I believe the queen will definitely do it.

Maupin, you have paid so much or have been abandoned by me, I'm really sorry, you can hate me, but please understand me, I can't make you and your children look up because of your unbearable past, I should do something for you, leaving, is the best choice.

Time will forget everything, you will have a new wife, others will gradually forget that there was a person like me, you and I will still have a fate in the end, I just want to return your affection and dislike in this life in the next life.

What is written in the check-in is that I'm sorry for your people.

Mo Ping read this letter at that time, almost went crazy, he found that Shen Jingxiang was not there when he got up at night, after reading the letter, he immediately sent people out to look for it, and found many places but there was no news. Thinking that Shen Jingxiang had come to Yuhua Palace yesterday, I wanted to ask Shen Jingshu if she would know where Shen Jingxiang might have gone. Right now, Mo Ping didn't get any useful news in the Yoga Palace, and suddenly felt that he was also frightened by Shen Jingxiang's sudden departure, and in the early morning, Shen Jingshu sent someone to Mo Mansion because she was not worried about Shen Jingxiang, how could she know where Shen Jingxiang went.

If Shen Jingxiang really wanted to leave and disappear from everyone's sight, how could she reveal where she might go.

After looking for three days in a row, Shen Jingxiang still had no news at all, Shen Jingshu was afraid that Rui'er would be wronged without Shen Jingxiang by her side, so she asked Ning Xiu to go to Mofu to take Rui'er to the palace. First, Rui'er can be well taken care of, and second, Mo Ping doesn't have to be distracted by worrying about Rui'er, so he can go to find Shen Jingxiang wholeheartedly.

"It's been three days, and the third sister still hasn't had any news, I don't know if she's doing well outside, will something happen?" Shen Jingshu said with a sigh.

It was getting late, Shen Jingshu didn't eat anything during the day, this time Xiao Yi was here, and asked Ning Xiu to make a bowl of white fungus lotus seed porridge for Shen Jingshu to drink, although Shen Jingshu said that she had no appetite, but she didn't want Xiao Yi to worry, and thought that she was still pregnant with a child in her belly, and she couldn't lose the child, so she took the initiative to let Ning Xiu make more food, forcing herself to eat a lot, she must not be hungry, it can be said that it will be easier to be hungry with a child, but she doesn't want to eat something in her heart, but she thinks that she can keep up with the nutrition of the child. But you can eat a lot.

Xiao Yi looked at Shen Jingshu from the side and was also distressed, Shen Jingshu was older and heavier, so she needed to rest more, not to mention, and pay more attention to her diet, but Shen Jingxiang disappeared at this time, so that Shen Jingshu couldn't sleep steadily, not to mention, and she ate very little food, and she suddenly ate so much at this time, and she thought that she couldn't wronged the child in her womb because of Shen Jingxiang's matter.

"It's good that you figured it out on your own, otherwise I still have to think about how to coax you to eat more, even if you are an adult who can stand it, our children may not be able to stand it." Xiao Yi said and added some vegetables to Shen Jingshu's bowl.

Shen Jingshu took a big bite and said to Xiao Yi after swallowing a bite: "Of course the concubine can't wronged our child, otherwise don't wait until the third sister comes back, our child is hungry in the stomach, but blame the mother of the concubine for not taking good care of him." ”

Xiao Yi listened to Shen Jingshu's words, touched Shen Jingshu's head dotingly, and said, "So, no matter what happens, you have to take good care of yourself and your children, otherwise I won't be able to spare you." ”

Shen Jingshu grinned, and then said dejectedly: "Your Majesty, do you think there will be any accidents for the third sister?" ”

Shen Jingshu thought of the scene of dreaming of Shen Jingxiang in her dream that day, and her heart began to think crankily again, she had never dreamed of Shen Jingxiang before, but that day she unexpectedly dreamed not to mention, the scene in the dream turned out to be Shen Jingxiang left, how could she catch it, would such a dream mean that Shen Jingxiang really had an accident?

Xiao Yi saw that Shen Jingshu was worried about Shen Jingxiang again, and she was still thinking nonsense, so she hurriedly comforted: "Look at you, just a little bit of cranky thinking again, you don't want to think about it, are you the third sister to be such a ruthless person?" Her child has just been a full moon, and she can still survive strong after such a thing happened, not to mention that today is because of those gossips, how can she find a short-term view for some unbearable remarks, she must be reluctant to Rui'er. Just like you, you also think that motherhood, you ask yourself, if you need to leave your child, do you want to know what kind of life he will have in the future, will he live well? ”

"Of course it will, of course I want to know if my child will have a good life in the future, and I still think that if it is not good, I will find a way to help, and if it is good, I will be happy for him." Shen Jingshu replied immediately.

"So, your third sister must be the same, this child is not easy to come by, you and I both know, so she will be extremely distressed when she treats Rui'er, since she feels sorry for Rui'er in her heart, how can she not want to know what kind of life Rui'er will have in the future, and she must also want to know what kind of mother Mo Ping will find for Rui'er after she leaves, whether this mother will treat Rui'er, and whether Mo Ping will live happily and happily, so many reasons are here, your third sister will definitely not be unable to think about it."

Shen Jingshu nodded, but maybe she was really worried about Shen Jingxiang, and then asked Xiao Yi again, "Even if the third sister won't kill herself, but she is alone outside, what if she meets a bad person?" What if someone else hurts her? In case ......"

"There's nothing in case, but I look at you and think things are too dangerous. Besides, you were alone when the carriage overturned, not it was okay, but you were rescued, and you returned to me by fate, and now you have become my queen, so there are not so many in this world, you should think about the good in everything, when your third sister was insulted by Liu Ze'an and was almost sold, how miserable the situation was at that time, it was not saved by us, so this time your third sister will be fine, you, just put your heart in your stomach, and then chat with our baby with your heart. ”

"However, back then, it was because we knew the whereabouts of the third sister, and you could find a way to save her, but if you look at it now, we don't even know where the third sister is, let alone how she is doing. The third sister has a great favor to the concubine, the concubine will naturally be worried, she can't even find a personal shadow, where can the concubine think about everything for the good, if something happens to the third sister, the concubine really doesn't know what to do. ”

Xiao Yi watched Shen Jingshu become so worried, and he was thinking about Shen Jingxiang's matter, the more he talked, the more entangled he became, he was really helpless, and he didn't know how to persuade him.