Chapter 144: Suicide

Hearing the woman say this, Shang Xuanyi was a little relieved, at least he could prove that the other party was not a female ghost. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

He whispered, "Girl, who are you?" ”

"It doesn't matter, does it?" A Ning said quietly: "If Gongzi dies here today, then it doesn't matter who I am. ”

Shang Xuanyi sighed lightly, stood up silently, and still couldn't make up his mind after all, remembering what the woman said just now, he asked rhetorically: "What do you mean when you just said that if you were me, you wouldn't choose such a place to end your life?" ”

A-Ning smiled slightly, stepped forward, and said, "The scenery of the Imperial Garden is so beautiful, Childe chose such a place, obviously because he wanted to die a decent and good-looking death. But the Imperial Garden has the most people coming and going on weekdays, and if it's like me and I find Childe halfway, then Childe won't be dead. Besides, I'm afraid hanging is not a decent and good-looking way to die, I heard that after hanging, the tongue will fall out of the tongue, which makes people scared when they look at it, doesn't the son know? ”

"And if it were you, how would you choose to die?"

A-Ning walked in front of the other party, took out a small black bottle from his cuff, and said: "This bottle of medicine, I call it the way back, drink it, and you will die silently, without a trace of pain at all." If Childe is bent on death, I will give it to you. ”

Shang Xuanyi exhaled deeply, his hand trembled slightly, he took the small black bottle, opened the lid, and only felt a fragrance coming, is this really poison? Why does it smell so good?

Thinking of the various experiences he experienced when he came to the Yiguo Palace, Shang Xuanyi only felt that he really had no motivation to live, for seventeen years, he had never even seen his parents and relatives, and he lived a life that was more painful than that of a slave every day, what was the meaning of his own life.

"Childe, what are you still hesitating about, drink it, and you will lose your troubles and all your unpleasantness." A-Ning said faintly on the side: "Of course, you have also lost all hope, all possibilities, you died in the best years, and you are destined to leave nothing for future generations in the future, but how can it be?" You don't care anyway. ”

Shang Xuanyi raised his head and looked at the other party. Does he really not care? He asked himself again and again, would there really be hope for him?

He looked at the black bottle in his hand, he didn't dare to drink it after all, he leaned weakly on the banyan tree behind him, gasped, stroked his forehead with his hand, only felt cold sweat, death was indeed more terrifying than he imagined.

"Who the hell are you, girl?" Shang Xuanyi is not stupid, he knows that this woman is not here to urge him to die, but to help him.

"I'm just a passerby." A Ning stepped forward, stretched out his hand, and said, "Childe, since you are not going to die, then return my medicine bottle to me." ”

"Pill bottles?" Shang Xuanyi was stunned and asked rhetorically.

A-Ning smiled and said, "Yes, this is my medicine bottle, not some poison, this is the palace, where do I dare to run around the palace with poison." ”

Shang Xuanyi handed the medicine bottle to the other party and asked, "Why did the girl save me?" ”

"You saved yourself." A-Ning took the medicine bottle and said quietly: "If you don't want to understand it yourself, one day, you will still walk on this road." ”

Shang Xuanyi lowered his head, silent, and inadvertently saw the token on Ah Ning's waist, which was a token that could enter and exit the palace freely, and he recognized it.

He knelt in front of A-Ning as if grasping a life-saving straw, and he pleaded sincerely: "Girl, save me, I really can't stay in this palace anymore, otherwise I will really die." ”

A-Ning didn't refute, but just asked, "How do you want me to save you?" ”

Shang Xuanyi immediately pointed to the token on the other party's waist and said, "As long as the girl gives me the token on her waist, she can save me." ”

A-Ning smiled helplessly and said, "I'll give you the token, don't say that you can't get out of the palace, even if you leave the palace, how are you going to leave Jingchuan?" Bac Ninh is thousands of miles away, how are you going to go back? Even if you are lucky enough to return to Bac Ninh, how can you guarantee that you will not be sent back to Iraq? ”

Shang Xuanyi was deeply shocked when he heard this, he didn't expect the other party to actually know his identity, and her words also made him understand that escaping from here is not so simple at all.

"How do you know...

"How do I know your identity?" A-Ning explained: "Looking at your clothes, you don't look like the master or eunuch in this palace, let alone a musician or something else, you are obviously well-dressed and outstanding, but you have some calluses on your hands and a thin body, which means that your usual food is not very good." So you are a person who usually looks glamorous on the surface, but suffers a lot. And there is only one kind of person in the palace who will be like this, and that is the Bac Ninh proton, if I guess correctly, you are one of the Bac Ninh protons, right? ”

Shang Xuanyi subconsciously felt that the other party had no malicious intent, so he nodded silently.

"Why do you want to run away so much?"

Speaking of this, Shang Xuanyi's heart couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable, but he didn't cry, he could only be silent on the side.

Needless to say, A-Ning can imagine how sad his life here has been over the years, not physically tortured, mainly mental. In a foreign country, helpless, not to mention as a proton, he was humiliated in this palace, but he called the heavens and the earth unspiritual.

The day of returning home is far away, and it is indeed more uncomfortable than dying.

Speaking of which, A Ning and he are also relatives, the king of Ruyang is the uncle of Emperor Shang Yichen of Beining, counting it, this Shang Xuanyi is his cousin, I heard that when he was in infancy, he was sent here, and he has not seen his biological parents so far.

And the reason why he wanted to commit suicide so much this time was because he accidentally heard the news that his grandfather, that is, the king of Ruyang, had died, and he lost hope of going back, so he begged for death.

"Girl, are you going to denounce me?" Shang Xuanyi raised his head and looked at the other party with a desperate expression.

A-Ning shook his head and said, "No." ”

"Thank you, girl." Shang Xuanyi said sincerely, and A-Ning could feel the other party's sincerity.

Without further ado, Shang Xuanyi walked past the other party, as if he was on trial, and staggered back.

"If I say, I can save you, do you believe it?"

A woman's voice came from behind, and for a moment, Shang Xuanyi felt that he was hallucinating, he turned around suddenly, looked at the other party, and asked, "Girl, what did you say?" ”

"I said, I can save you, do you believe it?" A-Ning looked at each other and said word by word.

Shang Xuanyi seemed to see hope in an instant, tears fell irrepressibly, nodded heavily, and only said two words: "I believe!" ”