Chapter 151: Love but Can't
Shan Xuyao forced out a smile, as long as Shen Jingshu said that this is good, it is good. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"The minister came this time and asked the queen mother to do a favor."
Shen Jingshu immediately replied: "Okay, as long as it is a matter of Shan Shizi, this palace will definitely help." ”
"Queen Xie. That's the case, the Ping'an Hou Mansion has never had an accident, and the family has dispersed, on the day of the wedding, the second miss not only can't come to her mother's house, but the identity is also very embarrassing, if the Ping'an Hou Mansion was still beautiful, it would be just that, now the Ping'an Hou Mansion has completely declined, the second lady is now going to be the princess of the Shan Guo Mansion It is inevitable that some people will gossip, the minister is naturally not afraid of those gossip, but the minister doesn't want to make the second miss feel uncomfortable, you are the sister of the second lady, yes, but these others don't know, and they don't dare to speak. It can only be said that the second lady, who has no home, has climbed the Shan Guo Mansion. ”
When Shan Xuyao said this, Shen Jingshu probably understood what Shan Xuyao meant by looking for her.
Then Shan Xuyao said: "The queen mother is a kind-hearted person, not to mention that the second lady is your own sister, so I implore the queen mother to give the second miss an identity, so that she will not marry into the Shan Mansion in people's gossip." ”
Shen Jingshu thought for a while and said: "What's so difficult about this, there will be news that the second lady of the Ping'an Hou Mansion had taken care of each other in the Cang clan with the palace during the time she ran away from home, and later worshiped the sisters, and now that the second lady has returned to Kyoto, the palace will find a good marriage for this sister, so even this big wedding is the meaning of the palace." ”
"It's so good, the minister thanked the queen for the second lady."
Shen Jingshu originally wanted to ask Shan Xuyao why Shen Jingxuan didn't go into the palace to see her with her, but after thinking about it, since Shen Jingxuan didn't come and didn't want to see her, she didn't ask, as long as she and Shan Xuyao lived a good life in the future.
Shen Jingshu was about to go back after responding to Shan Xuyao's matter, and after walking a few steps, because she was about to fall down because of the stumbling under her feet, Shan Xuyao stepped forward to help her, just holding Shen Jingshu's hand in her hand.
Unfortunately, at this time, Xiao Yi came out for a walk, and saw Shen Jingshu and Shan Xuyao holding hands.
Shen Jingshu and Shan Xuyao immediately withdrew their hands, and when they saw that Xiao Yi came over with an incorrect expression, they were a little nervous in their hearts, and Xiao Yi's heart was even more uncomfortable with this nervousness.
After saluting Xiao Yi, Shan Xuyao had to explain what had just happened, he didn't want Shen Jingshu to be suspected by Xiao Yi of not abiding by women's morals.
It's just that before Shan Xuyao could speak, Shen Jingshu said: "Fortunately, Shan Shizi helped him, otherwise the palace would have fallen miserably." ”
Xiao Yi didn't mention what happened just now, but asked Shan Xuyao why did he come to the palace?
Shan Xuyao reported what he had just said to Shen Jingshu to Xiao Yi.
Shan Xuyao wants to marry the princess, Xiao Yi is naturally willing, all these years Shan Xuyao has let the position of the princess hang at this age for Shen Jingshu, what does he think in his heart Xiao Yi knew very well in his heart. Fortunately, Shan Xuyao finally figured out that he wanted to marry Shen Jingxuan as his wife, which is really good, Xiao Yi laughed, and said that since she is Shen Jingshu's sister, although she is now talking about her godsister, he will also personally decree marriage.
Shan Xuyao thought about it, Xiao Yi couldn't ask for marriage, although he also knew very well that Xiao Yi's joy was that he was going to marry his rival.
But Shan Xuyao knows very well, now Shen Jingshu is different from the past, she is the queen, even if she likes it in her heart, she can only bury it in her heart, and she must not be as reckless as before, I just hope that Shen Jingshu will always be cared for by Xiao Yi and live happily for the rest of her life, so that he will be at ease and content.
Shan Xuyao thanked him and left.
Shen Jingshu was held by Xiao Yi and returned to Yoga Palace together.
Shan Xuyao married Shen Jingxuan a month later, and Xiao Yi and Shen Jingshu also prepared generous gifts and ordered someone to send them. After noon, Shen Jingshu sat in the garden of the palace in a daze.
When she was young, Shen Jingshu always felt that she was destined to be Shan Xuyao's wife in this life, and her childhood sweetheart had no guesses, but she never thought that the world was impermanent, and so many things would happen in the middle.
Now that things seem to have settled, Shen Jingxiang, Shen Wenyu and Ling'er, and Shen Jingxuan all have their own families, in fact, this result is really good.
Shen Jingshu showed a shallow smile, Shan Xuyao has been lonely for her for so long, he can finally have a home of his own, and after waiting for a long time, he has children, he will definitely gradually forget his feelings for her, and then he can be completely happy and happy.
Thinking of this, Shen Jingshu felt a lot more relieved.
Shen Jingshu is happy for Shan Xuyao's wedding again, and Wu Hongsleeve on the side of Yuexuan Palace has been crying from morning to now, her eyes are red and swollen and she can't go out to meet people at all, the palace maids in the bedroom have been driven out by her, only Lian Xin is waiting on the side, Chi Qingcheng doesn't care about her feelings, and she hid when she heard that she was crying in the morning. Lian Xin also looked frightened, although Wu Hongsleeve regarded her as a confidant, but she knew Wu Hongsleeve's temper, and if she was in a bad mood, she would take out her anger with the slaves and maids in the palace, unlike Yuexuan Palace, but she looked dignified and virtuous.
Lian Xin watched Wu Hongsleeve cry is pear blossom with rain, so he was not sad, he also wanted to comfort the master, but when he thought that if he said the wrong thing and made Wu Hongsleeve unhappy, then wouldn't he be unable to eat and walk around, so he could only watch from the side in order to protect himself.
In the end, maybe Wu Hongsleeve felt that Lianxin was watching her jokes on the side, and yelled at Lianxin, "Are you laughing at this palace again?" ”
Lian Xin quickly knelt on the ground and shook his head, "No, the slave doesn't dare." ”
"Don't dare, that's to have this heart, good for you, this palace treats you well on weekdays, and you dare to laugh at this palace." Wu Hongsleeve had lost his mind angrily.
Lian Xin was so frightened that he shook his head and said no, and was finally kicked out by Wu Hongsleeve.
It's better to drive it out than to wait inside in fear.
"Why, why don't you even look at me, I'm not good there, how many times have you entered the palace and thought of seeing you, but you are all cold, why?" Wu Hongsleeves covered his chest, only feeling unusually uncomfortable.
Shan Xuyao has also entered the palace several times since Wu Hongsleeve was bitten by a snake last time, all of them came to visit Concubine Shan. Wu Hongsleeve bought off the people who watched the palace gate, as long as Shan Xuyao came to the palace, he would secretly inform her. So during this period, she also met Shan Xuyao a few times, but no matter how tender she is, even if she is dignified and polite, this Shan Xuyao is like a stone that can't be hot, and she refuses to look at her at all, once Wu Hongsleeves grabbed Shan Xuyao's hand in a hurry, saying that as long as Shan Xuyao nodded, she would definitely give up everything here to follow Shan Xuyao, but Shan Xuyao just pushed her away and told her to keep her duty, she couldn't be the emperor's woman and didn't keep her way like this, if it was rumored that the two would be a capital crime.
Wu Hongsleeve was very painful in her heart, when she was in the Ping'an Marquis Mansion before, she thought that Shan Xuyao didn't like her because she was a family child and had a low status, but now she is noble and still has a deep affection for Shan Xuyao, but Shan Xuyao is still so indifferent, what glory and wealth, what noble status, Wu Hongsleeve can't feel the slightest happiness with these, without Shan Xuyao's love, all this is meaningless.
Wu Hongsleeve thought to himself that Shan Xuyao had lost in the hands of Shen Jingshu in this life. Even marrying Shen Jingxuan must be to make Xiao Yi's side feel at ease, otherwise the position of the princess will always be vacant, and Xiao Yi can only feel that Shan Xuyao still wants to snatch Shen Jingshu away.
Shan Xuyao, you are willing to do anything for Shen Jingshu, even if it is to marry a woman who is not actually in love, you are willing, as long as you are good to Shen Jingshu.
The day before yesterday, Wu Hongsleeve had already sent someone to check the princess of the world, and when she looked at the portrait she sent, she was surprised and understood why Shan Xuyao wanted to marry this princess, Shen Jingxuan, but she looked similar to Shen Jingshu, Shan Xuyao couldn't ask for Shen Jingshu, so she could only transfer this feeling to Shen Jingxuan to talk about comfort, in the final analysis, it was just the emotional sustenance of the pavilion's self-comfort.
But to explain this, Shen Jingxuan is also happier than her, if Shan Xuyao is willing to accept her, even if she is a stand-in, she is willing to be a roommate.
Wu Hongsleeves sighed, thinking about the use of these, Shan Xuyao likes Shen Jingshu and marries Shen Jingxuan, so she doesn't have a place in the end.
In her life, she can't ask for love like Shan Xuyao, Shan Xuyao can still find a similar sustenance, but she can only stay here all day long in the empty room, Xiao Yi never comes to her, as if there is no concubine in this harem.
"I don't accept it, I don't have a choice as a child, now I am already a high-ranking concubine, why do I have to live so hard, why do I want nothing to get, since I can sit from a slave to today's noble position, I will definitely be able to get other things I want."
"Shen Jingshu, you elevate your status for Shen Jingxuan, and the emperor gives them marriage, it's all you, it's all your ghost, you want me to suffer, just let Shan Shizi marry another woman, you are so vicious, you are a good calculation, now you are happy, but I will not let you be happy in the future. I don't believe I'll always lose to you, and I'll always lose to you. Wu Hongsleeve took a deep breath and showed a hint of a smile, so that he didn't look too embarrassed.
Lian Xin stood at the door of the bedroom, listening to Wu Hongsleeve talking to himself inside, and she was also convinced by this concubine, she is now the emperor's woman, but she still thinks about that Shan Xuyao, which is not right in itself, not to mention that Shan Xuyao doesn't like her, even if she likes it, she has to avoid it, just like Shan Xuyao likes Shen Jingshu, the queen mother, no matter how deep her love is, she has to bury it in her heart, and now she is married to another woman, in short, the emperor's woman will always be the emperor's woman, no one can touch it, and no one dares to touch it.
It's just this, Wu Hongsleeve, who is already crazy in love, doesn't want to do this, or she still refuses to let go even though she knows it.
Why are there so many crazy men and women in this world, they really find guilt for themselves.
Even thinking about this, I feel that the future days may be even more difficult, Shan Xuyao's wedding, Wu Hongsleeve's temper is estimated to rise a lot, and when the time comes, they are afraid that they will be punished by Wu Hongsleeve for not serving well, and they will be punished.
I was really afraid of something, and at this moment, Wu Hongsleeve's roar came from inside, "Lianxin, Lianxin-." ”
Lian Xin was so frightened that her legs were a little weak, and she didn't know what this angry master was going to call her to do.
"Yes, the slave is here." Lian Xin's voice was obviously a little trembling when he answered, and he even looked nervous when he walked.
Wu Hongsleeve looked at Lian Xin with a frightened look, and when he saw her, he was like a mouse seeing a cat, so he said angrily: "Look at your cowardly appearance, I'm afraid that this palace will eat you." ”
Even with his heart bowing his head, he didn't dare to speak.
"Go and go, prepare some food for the main palace." Wu Hongsleeve has not entered a drop of water since the morning until now because of Shan Xuyao's wedding, and she is only sad and sad, but the matter is a foregone conclusion, she is still waiting to see Shen Jingshu's fate, and she can't just slump like this.
Lian Xin listened to Wu Hongsleeve telling her to prepare a meal, and her heart was not so nervous, since Wu Hongsleeve was willing to take the initiative to say that she wanted to eat, she must have already figured it out, and it would not be too difficult to be a slave for them.
"Yes, slave and maid will go." Lianxin should leave the dormitory.
Waiting for everything to be ready, Wu Hongsleeve did not have any appetite in the face of the delicious food on the table, but her stomach was indeed hungry, and everything was just in the mood, so she reluctantly ate a little, otherwise she had consumed a lot of strength by crying too much just now, and if she didn't eat something, she would have no strength at all.
Waiting for the food to be finished, when Lianxin was cleaning up, Wu Hongsleeve saw Chi Qingcheng come back.
Chi Chengcheng came before Wu Hongsleeve had dinner, because she didn't know what Wu Hongsleeve's situation was, whether it was better, so she avoided observing, and when she saw that Wu Hongsleeve was willing to eat, she was willing to come out to show up, but she didn't want Wu Hongsleeve to spill her anger.
Chi Qingcheng came in and gave Wu Hongsleeve a blessing, and turned around to help Lian Xin clean up the table together.
Wu Hongsleeve could see that Chi Qingcheng was careful about it, but she didn't pay attention to it, she knew that Chi Qingcheng was not here to serve her, and she also needed Chi Qingcheng, a chess piece who was willing to serve her, so she turned a blind eye to Chi Qingcheng's cleverness.
During this time, Wu Hongsleeve also knew that Chi Tingcheng had not gone out to meet Xiao Yi by chance, but the encounter was the same as her, although Xiao Yi was not indifferent to Chi Tingcheng, he was very polite, and he naturally didn't like her.
Wu Hongsleeve sighed in her heart, and she was also a little bitter, she and Chi Qingcheng were really unlucky, they were both begging for their lovers, but they were also infatuated people.