Chapter 4 Helplessness

"Miyano!"

Her voice!

He stopped but didn't dare to turn around immediately, he was afraid that it was just his hallucination. The pen www.biquge.info turned around slowly, and she stood not far away, panting, and appeared in front of him alive. He sneered, and there was a bright light in his eyes.

She did come eventually, but ...... Did she bring the answer? Just as she was thinking, she had already run towards him, grabbed his waist, and bumped into a full bosom.

"I decided ......"

Before the air in her chest could be combed smoothly, she couldn't wait to announce her decision to him, and he hugged her back in a daze, he was still a little uncomfortable with her sudden enthusiasm, and her headless words made him even more confused.

"Even if there are too many obstacles between us, I want to give it a try...... Miyano, I want to marry you, I want to be your bride. ”

"You...... Say it again. ”

He clearly heard what she said but didn't know why, his mind was in a mess and he didn't have any memory of that sentence, he thought he had heard it wrong again, obviously she said it in his ear. His silly look amused her, and she leaned closer to his ear again, and she whispered to his ear, "Miyano, I'm going to marry you, I'm going to be your bride." ”

This time, he heard it clearly, she promised him that she would be his bride, and his mood at the moment was indescribably excited. He hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to carry her into his body, the corners of his mouth curved into the most tender arc, but his eyes were already filled with warm tears.

When the pedestrians passing by them in the airport can't help but stop and look at them hugging each other, they whisper, some blessings and some disdain, but so what, here and now, all they need is each other, others, just passing by......

On the way home, she kept thinking about his words, his kiss, shallow and faint, sweet into her heart.

Before going to him, she may still have some scruples, but now, she is completely relieved, even if they can't be together in the future, as long as she can remember the sweetness at this time, she is already very satisfied.

Wait for me......

These were the words he left when he left, and although they were only two words, she had received all his thoughts. She knew that he would come to marry her, and she would be his bride.

Zhuo family.

As soon as Zhuo Meng stepped into the room, the joyful atmosphere inside instantly cooled down.

Zhuo Shiwen, who was sitting on the main seat, frowned, they were already having dinner before she came back, and there were more and more unruly, he really didn't know who she looked like.

"Dad......"

She called Zhuo Shiwen cowardly, she was always afraid and cowardly in front of him, even if she longed for him to pay attention to her, she didn't dare to take the initiative to approach him again.

Zhuo Shiwen had a calm face, and Xu Qing and Zhuo Yu, who were sitting on the side, looked coldly at the silence of the father and daughter. Zhuo Shiwen didn't want to talk to Zhuo Meng more, and the drama that others were looking forward to being staged naturally couldn't be staged.

"Mother Xu, add a pair of dishes and chopsticks to the eldest lady."

Zhuo Shiwen commanded Xu's mother in a cold voice, without even looking at Zhuo Meng. Her father didn't scold her, but Zhuo Meng still felt sad.

In this family, he had never disciplined her like a father, and sometimes she felt that he only regarded her as an insignificant stranger, even stranger than a stranger.

"No need...... I've eaten out. ”

For the first time, she wanted to disobey him.

The three people at the table were taken aback, and Mama Xu, who went to get the dishes and chopsticks, listened to her words and stopped where she was, not knowing which way to go. The eldest lady, who has always been obedient and obedient, will have dinner out and come back, and her behavior is really surprising.

"Now that you've eaten, Mother Xu, you don't have to go to get the dishes and chopsticks anymore."

Zhuo Shiwen's tone was a little angry, but it didn't let it attack.

"Okay."

Mother Xu answered, stepped aside and had nothing to do, she didn't want to be affected in the center of the storm.

Zhuo Shiwen ate her own dinner by herself, didn't look at her again, she wanted to be angry, but her anger had been suppressed for too long, and she couldn't express it at all.

"I'll go back to my room first."

No one paid attention to her, and she didn't have to be here to attract people, so she lowered her eyelashes, and she quietly went upstairs.

......

Zhuo Meng turned off all the lights in the bedroom, and only turned on the small lamp on the bedside table. She didn't need that much light, she asked for very little, just a little. In the dim light, she held the necklace left by her mother, and looked at the smiling face of her mother holding her in the sun in her pocket watch, holding her a few months old, and her eyes began to moisten again, warm and warm.

Mom, why is he my dad?

She stroked Meng Xue, who was smiling so gently in the photo, and asked her this question over and over again in her heart, but she just smiled and didn't answer her words. Mother couldn't answer her questions, she knew, she also knew, since a long time ago, Mother would only tell her that Dad loved them very much, and Mother made her believe so, and kept her believing and didn't want her to complain.

She really didn't understand in her heart, why did her mother believe in her father so much, he never cared about her mother, and he refused to see her for the last time even on the day her mother left.

She was thinking about it in her head when a sudden knock on the door instantly brought her back to reality.

"Come in, the door is unlocked."

She said to the people outside the door. After the sound of the door lock turning, Xu Zishan came in with a bowl of hot noodles.

"Mother Xu?!"

Seeing her, she was surprised and delighted, took the noodles in her hand, and hurriedly helped her to sit down.

"Mother Xu, I've already eaten it, why did you get me food again?"

Xu Zishan looked at her lovingly, with a smile on her face.

"Others don't know you, don't I know you yet, you have been a well-behaved child in the Xia family carefully, you have never done anything deviant, how could you have eaten outside, you, you always can't help but force yourself."

Zhuo Meng couldn't help but feel the urge to cry, in the Zhuo family, at least there was at least one person who cared about her. It was Xu's mother who brought her into the Zhuo family at the beginning, and Xu's mother took care of her the most in the Zhuo family.

"Eat it, the noodle soup is much hotter."

Xu Zishan is a straightforward person, she can't stand the tenderness of others to her mother-in-law.

"Hmm."

She agreed, picked up her chopsticks and stirred them in the bowl a few times, only to find that she couldn't eat at all.

"Xu Ma ......"

She called her softly.

"What's wrong?"

Zhuo Meng raised her head and met Xu Zishan's eyes, and she opened her mouth with great difficulty.

"Am I not doing well enough...... Dad, he never liked me, and he never smiled at me. ”

Xu Zishan's eyes were red, looking at the girl in front of her who had grown up, Xu Zishan didn't know what else she could make up to coax her. She grabbed Zhuo Meng's body and stroked her long hair with her hand, at this moment, she just wanted to use her still warm body to warm up the child's already injured weak heart.

"Zhuo Meng, you have to accept your fate, all this is the arrangement of fate, you have to learn to accept it."

If there was no such thing at the beginning, how happy she should be, Meng Xue would not leave, I don't know whether she is dead or alive, Xu Zishan also has to believe in fate, fate always adds a handful of salt when people are most painful, when it can pass, no one can guess.

Life......

Zhuo Meng lay in her arms, silently reciting this word in her heart, is she going to succumb to this word in this life?