Chapter 36: Qin Nianxin's Story
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Qin Nianxin's hands and feet were a little trembling, and letting her drive was tantamount to suicide.
Shen Yi didn't touch the car after he got his driver's license, but fortunately, the car was automatic and didn't operate so much.
I don't know how long I drove it, Qin Nianxin, who was sitting in the back seat, couldn't help but cry bitterly.
Shen Yi glanced at the rearview mirror, and the senior sister buried her head in her arms, her body still trembling.
I don't know what Manager Ding's bastard said to Qin Nianxin that made her suffer such a big impact.
Shen Yi didn't know where to take Qin Nianxin, and he couldn't shout several times, so he had no choice but to drive towards the community where he lived first.
The main reason was that she didn't know which aspect of Qin Nianxin was stimulated, and Shen Yi didn't know where to comfort her at all.
"Senior sister, if you can't get angry, I'll beat that guy up at night." Shen Yi deliberately said in an angry tone, "Cover his head with a sack, drag him into an alley where no one is there, and beat him to death!" β
"Don't ......," Qin Nianxin opened his mouth to stop.
Where is the current Qin Nianxin who is strong in the past, both eyes are swollen from crying, his hair is messy, and he looks weak.
"Shall you go to my house first?" Shen Yi asked.
Qin Nianxin didn't speak, and nodded.
When passing by the convenience store at the entrance of the community, Qin Nianxin asked Shen Yi to get out of the car and buy a case of beer, apparently planning to borrow wine to kill his sorrows.
Shen Yi compared it in the convenience store, and found a box with a relatively low degree, so as not to wait for the two of them to drink too much. Thinking that there was nothing in the house, Shen Yi took some peanuts and lo-mei.
Qin Nianxin tore open the packaging film on the outside of the beer can with his hand, opened it and drank it all. A little beer foam spilled out, and Qin Nianxin directly wiped it off with his hands, and wiped the tears on his face by the way.
It's not home yet, it's so strong? Shen Yi was a little frightened by Qin Nianxin.
finally carried wine and snacks into the house, Qin Nianxin was already half drunk.
Looking at the beer that Qin Nianxin had drunk for a small time, Shen Yi couldn't cry or laugh, he knew that he would let her drink it below before coming up, and it would save Shen Yi from being tired and tired.
"Junior brother, drink with me!" Qin Nianxin sat on the floor and shouted at Shen Yi.
Shen Yi tore all the snacks open and coaxed her: "Eat something to cushion your stomach, otherwise it will hurt your stomach~"
"Don't! Drink with me! Qin Nianxin's eyes were drunk and hazy, and he didn't listen to Shen Yi's words at all.
The wine shows the character, Qin Nianxin's character is good, the wine is barely qualified, and the noise is only limited to the mouth, and there is no movement of hands and feet.
Shen Yi drank a can with him, and Qin Nianxin could be regarded as resting.
Qin Nianxin picked up the potato chips, grabbed a handful and stuffed them into his mouth, and a lot of crumbs fell from the corners of his mouth while eating. Eating the vacuum-packed lo-mei, he didn't care about any lady's posture, opened and closed, and threw it to the side before he had gnawed it clean.
Shen Yi looked uncomfortable.
With Qin Nianxin's amount of alcohol, these are just appetizers. If you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk, Qin Nianxin needs to be drunk to escape, so she gets drunk so easily.
"I'm almost drunk." Shen Yi said distressedly.
Qin Nianxin put down the beer and threw it to the side.
"Why can't you get drunk! Woo~~"
"Why!"
Shen Yi went over and hugged Qin Nianxin, who was constantly whimpering, and gently patted her back.
Shen Yi didn't mean anything else, he just felt that this would give Qin Nianxin something to rely on.
Qin Nianxin hugged Shen Yi tightly.
It's not that Qin Nianxin can not get drunk for a thousand cups, it's just that even if she is drunk, Qin Nianxin still can't forget it, this is the reason for her distress and pain.
There is a famous saying that says: Share your distress with others, and you will only have half of it; Share your happiness with others, and you will be able to get two happiness.
Shen Yi felt that if Qin Nianxin could say the pain in his heart, maybe he would be able to do a little better. No matter how bad it is, Shen Yi can also help Qin Nianxin think of a solution.
Qin Nianxin was tired of crying, and lay directly on the bottom plate. The weather in May was already very hot, and Shen Yi was not worried that this sad girl would catch a cold.
"I was in fifth grade at the time......"
Qin Nianxin suddenly talked about his past, and Shen Yi silently became the best listener and the only listener.
In fact, when Qin Nianxin first started, he was not called by this name, but by Qin Ying. She also has an older sister named Qin Xin.
The story is very bloody, Qin Xin is the elder sister, two years older than Qin Ying.
Qin Xin is a good boy of other people's families, whether it is in the world or in academic performance, he is impeccable in the eyes of the neighbors. As a younger sister, Qin Ying is much worse.
"I can't compare to my sister." Qin Nianxin cried and said, "I don't study well, I don't listen to my parents, and I always go against my sister." β
The care of parents is quantitative, and when it is distributed between the two children, there must be a difference.
Qin Nianxin can't surpass his sister through study, so he can only use rebellion to get the attention of his parents. Children are always so naΓ―ve, and childish actions only add to the disgust of their parents.
Qin Nianxin fell into a kind of memory.
"When I was in elementary school, students formed cliques, and many boys liked to bully girls."
"I used to be withdrawn and always bullied by other people. My sister is two levels older than me, and she often beats away the people who bully me, but I don't thank my sister at all. β
"My teachers also taught my sister, and in their eyes, I was just a bad student, so I always had a lot of resentment towards my sister."
Qin Nianxin's sister, as a good child, is two years older than her sister, and she is much more sensible, and she feels that her sister's rebellion is just an age stage, so she naturally includes more.
However, my sister's tolerance and generosity could not be understood by Qin Nianxin at that time, but I felt that my sister was very hypocritical and hypocritical, which greatly exacerbated the contradiction between Qin Nianxin and the family.
In Nanjing, collapse is a character trait that goes deep into the bone marrow. Qin Nianxin's primary school is just ordinary, and the style of study is not very good, and there is no margin when it comes to playing.
Facing the heartache of his family and teachers, Qin Nianxin was proud in his heart.
My sister wanted to alleviate the conflict between Qin Nianxin and the family, but many attempts almost ended in a quarrel.
"My mother said that if I didn't give birth to a daughter, I would simply live in my classmates."
Shen Yi has to say that he has seen it since he was a child.
Breaking away from the family and living in the same school under the fence, Qin Nianxin's current character can be seen in his elementary school days.
Qin Nianxin was half drunk and half awake, and talked endlessly about his previous affairs, but the story that happened was reversed, and Shen Yi could listen to it enough.
Sister Qin Xin died in a car accident.
Qin Xin wanted to persuade his sister to go home, so he went directly to the school gate and blocked Qin Ying. However, the stubbornness of her sister was not something that her sister who was only in the first year of junior high school could convince, but it made Qin Ying extremely excited and ran away.
At that time, drunk driving was not yet criminalized, and people with good alcohol drank a pound of liquor and still dared to drive on the road.
When Qin Yin saw the speeding car, he was directly frightened, and Qin Xin on the side rushed over, which allowed Qin Yin to get out of danger.
"I just watched my sister being crushed by the car~"
"It should have been me who should have been damned!" Qin Nianxin pointed to himself and said.
After dealing with Qin Xin's funeral, Qin Yin went home.
The drunk driver was fully responsible for the accident, but Qin Ying always felt that he had hurt his sister. If it weren't for her temper, my sister wouldn't have come to the school gate to look for her. If it weren't for the quarrel between himself and his sister, he wouldn't have noticed the speeding car.
If...... Then my sister wouldn't have died.
Both parents chose to forgive and accept their biological daughter, but Qin Ying was always obsessed.
Later, Qin Ying changed his name to Qin Nianxin, and his parents were surprised, but they also agreed.
"I studied hard, got admitted to university, and started my own business. I just want my sister to know that I can take care of my parents and that I can make a living......"
When Qin Nianxin said this, he couldn't cry anymore.
Obviously, the biggest impact on her is not from Manager Ding's coercion, but the distance between reality and her ideals.
There is a limit to what people can endure, and no matter how strong a person is, he cannot always hold on to a string.
Qin Nianxin just tightened her strings too tightly, and the sudden break made her collapse directly.
Shen Yi wanted to persuade her very much, this was just a small setback in the road of life, and after this stage, it would definitely be smooth sailing.
With this bowl of chicken soup, we can still challenge the world!
But Shen Yi also remembered what the cross talk actor said: I hate a kind of person who doesn't understand any situation, so I advise you to be generous. You should stay away from this kind of person, because when the lightning strikes him, it will affect you!
Shen Yi has not experienced Qin Nianxin's life, so she is not qualified to make her strong at all.
The knife didn't have a machete on you, how do you know how much it hurts?
All Shen Yi could do was to hold Qin Nianxin and silently listen to her talk about the past.
The complete catharsis of the spirit, coupled with the anesthesia of alcohol, Qin Nianxin soon fell asleep in his arms.
Before leaving, Qin Nianxin had painted light makeup, and after crying so much, the makeup had already been spent. False eyelashes and eyeshadow stick to the eye and look awkward.
Shen Yi took a little hot water and helped Qin Nianxin clean up his face.
Qin Nianxin was lying on the bed and kept muttering, Shen Yi didn't dare to turn the temperature of the air conditioner too low, and covered her with an air conditioner quilt, afraid that she would catch a cold at night.
The rented house has two rooms, but there is no corresponding bedding. Fortunately, the summer in Shanghai was only a little more humid, and Shen Yi could only grieve himself.
Nothing was said all night.
When Shen Yi got up in the morning, Qin Nianxin had already left, but he left a note, saying that he had nothing to do.
Shen Yi sighed.
Saying that she is okay means that she is still troubled and has not stepped out of the shadow she has created.
Shen Yi still made a phone call and asked about Qin Nianxin's whereabouts. The phone was quickly choked off and a text message was returned.
"I'm really fine, I just want to be quiet."
Qin Nianxin could only come out on his own, and Shen Yi couldn't help anything, so he had to put the senior sister's affairs aside first.