Chapter 20: Change
On the way home from the bar, Zhuo Meng kept her head down, and when she got home, she still didn't dare to look at Jiang Chufan's appearance, she followed him like a child who had done something wrong, she followed when he walked forward, and when he stopped, she stood cowardly aside. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Jiang Chufan irritably ripped off the tie around his neck and threw it on the sofa, turned around and sat down, he closed his eyes tiredly, pressed his temple with one hand, and he relieved his fatigue self-sufficiently.
Sneaking a glance at him, Zhuo Meng moved behind him in small steps, stretched out her hand, she wanted to rub his shoulders for him to relieve fatigue, but when she was about to touch him, he dodged him, his movements were fast, she couldn't react, and her outstretched hands could only fall in the air.
His face was ugly, she didn't dare to force it, she was a little lost, and she could only withdraw her hand. Exhaling the hot air that was burned from between her nostrils, Jiang Chufan blamed her sentence by sentence.
"Do you know your identity, you actually went to a place like a nightclub to mess around and make trouble, are you not conscious or do you think that I Jiang Chufan's face has not been lost enough?"
"No, I ......"
She wanted to explain, but when the words came to her mouth, she thought about it and felt that it was unnecessary, the matter had come to this, she explained that he was just a cover-up, she might as well admit her mistake as soon as possible, and let him dissipate his anger as soon as possible.
"I'm sorry."
"You! ……”
He glared at her angrily, and she didn't explain, and every time he got angry she didn't explain to him, not even a word of coaxing! Without anything to say, he got up and was about to walk to his room.
"Wait!"
She grabbed him suddenly, and he turned around, surprised, he saw ...... A faint pink glow on her face.
"The ......"
Her eyelids were lowered and shy, and she asked him in a low voice.
"Tonight...... Do you still want to sleep alone? ”
He glanced at her, not wanting to add too much emotion, his voice was cold and unwarm.
"Otherwise, do you think I can still be interested in you?"
He said to her with some sarcasm. She froze, looking into his eyes, her face pale. Knowing that he wasn't joking, she averted his eyes and let go of her hand, she took a step back, away from him and she stopped stopping him. Seeing her disappointed look, he snorted through his nose and walked away quickly.
He entered his room and closed the door, Zhuo Meng listened to the sound of the door colliding with the wall, the feeling in his heart was very complicated, I don't know whether it was the emotional loss or the sadness of being abandoned, it turned into a breath of gas and blocked her chest, making her very uncomfortable.
It's past the middle of the night, Zhuo Meng hasn't fallen asleep, sitting at the dresser, she looks at the bracelet in her hand very fascinated and infatuated.
It's been half a year since she married Jiang Chufan, and she still can't forget his bits and pieces, perhaps, Jiang Chufan also knows her selfishness, so she has always refused to accept her, it's her fault, she can't blame him.
She smiled bitterly, thinking about it carefully, it seems that she has more faults in her marriage with Jiang Chufan, in the past half a year of marriage, whether it is physical or mental, she has not accepted the fact that he is already her husband, she acts like a wife on the surface, but her heart has never been open to him, so can she still expect him to accept her.
Perhaps, she should make a break with the past, and after making a break, she can start a new life!
She can't forget the emotions of the past, and if she can't do it, she must at least pretend to forget. She is already someone else's wife, no matter how deeply she loved in the past, it has become a thing of the past, and now she has another responsibility that she needs to treat wholeheartedly, and she will eventually let go of that relationship, at least she can't touch it again in this life.
With her mind set up in her hand, she put the bracelet in her hand into the jewelry box, locked it layer by layer, and she put it at the bottom of the cabinet.
Locked in the closet, she crouched in front of the closet, and she said her final goodbye: farewell, my eternal bracelet; Farewell, my unforgettable love; Farewell, the man I love most in my life......
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The air in the early morning is the freshest and pleasant, Zhuo Meng got up early, stretched out to the rising sun outside the window, refreshed, she was full of energy.
After working in the kitchen for a while, she finally made a hearty breakfast before Jiang Chufan got up. Finally, the browned toast slices were served on the table, and there was a noise in Jiang Chufan's room. The sound of the door lock turning sounded, she looked in the direction of Jiang Chufan going downstairs, and gently raised the corners of her mouth, her smile was brighter than the morning sun outside the window.
"You're up."
This was the first time Jiang Chufan had seen her appear in front of him like this, and he couldn't react for a while.
"Hmm."
He nodded to her succinctly, and went downstairs on his own. His lukewarmness did not discourage Zhuo Meng, and with her eyebrows bent, she continued to talk to him.
"I made breakfast, you can eat something and go to work."
She made breakfast? Surprisingly, he never thought that she, a rich lady, would also cook. He straightened the folds in his sleeves, hesitated, and sat down at the head of the table, a little surprised to glance at the food on the table.
"You did all this?"
He was still a little skeptical. Zhuo Meng sat down in the seat where he started, took a piece of toast and smeared it with jam, and when she handed it to him, the smile on her face was shallow but gentle.
"Yes, I made these things, I learned a little bit in class before, but I haven't done it for a long time, I don't know if it tastes good."
He nodded understandingly, and took a bite of the toast, it was sweet and sweet, it was delicious, and there was a special taste in the toast, he didn't know what it was, he only knew that it tasted very sweet......
After eating breakfast, Jiang Chufan got up to get the suit on the hanger, and he had already taken the lead before he met Zhuo Meng. She took off her suit and unfolded it in front of him, holding it and looking at him playfully. He was slightly stunned, but turned around and put his hand into his sleeve. She snickered and dressed him, and when he turned back, she stood on her toes and straightened his collar.
"What do you want to eat at noon, I'll ask Sister Zhang to buy some back."
She carefully straightened his collar, she didn't realize how ambiguous her movements were for him at the moment..... her breath gently hit the skin of his neck, warm, itchy, so that he couldn't help swallowing the saliva in his throat.
He frowned, she had intervened too much, making him a little ...... Not adapting. Pulling her hand down, his eyes a little evasive.
"I won't come back at noon, you can ask Mama Zhang to cook some of your favorite food."
She was a little disappointed, but she still answered.
"Oh."
He suddenly felt guilty and didn't want her to find out, so he turned around and grabbed his briefcase and was about to go out.
"And what about that night?"
She asked a little eagerly, Jiang Chufan stopped and turned around, he wanted to push it away, but when he saw her eager eyes, he was a little reluctant.
"There's a lot going on today, and I'm not sure when I'll be able to come back in the evening."
"It's okay, I can wait for you."
She still insisted. He laughed secretly in his heart, and the expression on his face softened a lot because of the smile in his heart.
"If you can wait for me, I'll accompany you to dinner."
"Really?"
She asked.
"Hmm."
He nodded, counting as yes.
"Then I'll wait for you to come back!"
She replied, with a playful smile that comforted him in the morning. Once in a rare time, he showed her a sincere smile, although shallow, but it could also make someone happy for a while. But Zhuo Meng didn't expect that the "late" he said was really late.