Chapter Ninety-Eight: Under the Same Roof
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Xiao Xi's hand tugged at my sleeve, my hand was in my pocket, and the warm shoulder was close to my arm, and I could feel a faint tenderness.
We just walked in silence, letting Xiaoyu wet her hair, she didn't ask me how I was doing all these years, and I didn't want to ask her if she was okay without me, there was a barrier between us that lost our memory.
I've heard that she has also been erased from my memory, but she seems to have a deep memory of me, as if she has been engraved in the bottom of her heart with a knife, and she looks at me with the color of the closest lover at all times, although she is only holding her arm, but she grasps it very tightly, as if she is afraid of losing me again.
My eyes seemed to lose focus, and I let Xiao Xi wander around, all the familiar and unfamiliar scenes slowly flowed in the bottom of my heart, and there seemed to be something missing, especially when I was at Silvermoon University, the familiar benches, we sat together, and I can't remember what happened here in any case.
I just remember that there were a lot of memories on this chair, and the things that were sealed in the depths tried to collide with my memories little by little, as if they were wailing and as if they were begging, but the net of heaven and earth never let go of it, and it was tightly entangled.
The Walking Dead, or the lost soul, is the best description for me now, and I can't remember anything I want to remember, but there is something deep in my heart that is deeply suppressed.
With Xiaoxi's permission, I temporarily lived in Xiaoxi's rented house.
A hint of pink is the main color, and the gentle fragrance is everywhere, and it will pop out of somewhere and penetrate the nose to the bottom of the lungs, making people's hearts soft.
There is only one bed, of course not my share, in fact, I can see that as long as I want, it will definitely be half of me, but I don't want to make such a request, there is a faint fear in my heart in case I can't think of it, then how sad she will be then, because I am not a person who reluctantly my feelings.
I made a bunk next to Xi's bed, and when Xi turned off the lights, we were both silent and listened to each other's long, but unsteady, breathing.
"Su Mo, if you ......" Xiao Xi emphasized, "I mean what if you can't get up with me!" ”
I was silent, I wasn't too sure about it, I didn't dare to make any promises at all, so I could only be silent, I knew how sad this kind of non-speaking would make her feel sad, but it was not as good as the hope of exterminating with her own hands, because I couldn't remember what happened between us, and finally went back to Yiyi and lived a normal life of death.
Listening to me not speak, Xiaoxi was silent for a while before saying, "Are you still chasing me again?" ”
I turned my head to look at Xiao Xi wrapped in the cup, she looked at me with wide eyes, my vision was as clear as in the night, I could see that her face was full of anticipation and hope, and I couldn't bear to let her down with the glint in her eyes.
"Yes!" I'm not sure and not firm to say, just by mouth, but I'm not sure to talk about the past with a person who doesn't exist in my memory, how can I integrate into my feelings, even if I know that I lost something very important, I also know that such a thing is Xiaoxi on the opposite bed, but without memory, it is impossible to have feelings at all.
Xiao Xi let out a long breath, turned over, turned his back to me, and said, "Actually...... Don't be reluctant, forget it if you can't remember, anyway, after I die, we will still be together, Yiyi promised! ”
"Have you seen any weird people around you lately?" I didn't know how to answer, so I had to divert from the topic.
"You're the weirdest guy!" Xiaoxi turned over again, sticking out her tongue and grimacing at me, she thought I couldn't see it in the dark, I could see it clearly.
"Is it fun to be a Grim Reaper? It's dangerous! Xiao Xi asked, seeing that she was not sleepy, in fact, I couldn't sleep at all without sleeping.
"It's hard to say, it's not interesting, it's dangerous, but it's okay!" I let go of half of my heart and replied to her words casually, it was easy to do before she appeared, I didn't dare to imagine what such a beautiful girl would look like after fusing with the "J virus".
Thinking of the "J virus", I clenched my fists, if I could, Wang Yong, I would definitely kill it with my own hands, this kind of person exists, whether it is in the mines or prisons in the mountains, it is a danger, just because he has this idea about Xiaoxi, he can't forgive, although I don't have an awakening memory, but such a cute girl is also someone I can't bear to hurt.
Xiaoxi told me about her school over the years, and talked a lot about it, and after an hour, the tired girl finally breathed evenly.
I watched quietly in the dark, my heart was not calm, what kind of life did I make, I was in love with this kind of girl, but what is even more damn is that I have no memory at all, only some vague things that can't be strung together into pictures and clips, I can only watch her disappointed look.
Xiaoxi in her sleep was not happy to meet me, her tight brows were locked with a hint of melancholy, sometimes it makes sense that it is better to see each other than not to see each other, but is it because of me that she opened a café, my favorite colors and inexplicably familiar songs, and the weird coffee that can hook my tear ducts, if it is not because of me, there is no reason at all.
I looked at the delicate face in a mess, and the silent sobs came faintly, and the tears from the corners of her eyes slipped down the pillow.
It's so sad to fall asleep, it's because of my appearance, if it goes on like this, I haven't appeared, maybe she just misses, there will be another life in ten or twenty years, and then bury me in the bottom of my heart and quietly take it out occasionally to reminisce, as a memory in the best times.
But I suddenly appeared, and cruelly could not remember anything between me and her, which was the cruelest thing to him.
It's so sad when I fall asleep.
"Amo......" the voice of the dream.
In the silence and narrow space, this sound is exceptionally clear, although it is a dream, but the deep affection contained in the sound and enough heartbreaking thoughts make my heart sting.
There was a little sadness and sadness overflowing from the cracks in the depths of my heart, and my tear ducts were a little uncontrollable, looking at the girl who was still crying in her dreams, my heart was clenched tightly by guilt, what if I couldn't remember.
This is a problem that I need to face squarely, I am not a very decisive person, not the kind of person who can make decisions once I have an idea, especially in terms of emotional hesitation has become the biggest shortcoming of my life.
I even began to hesitate about what state to use against her tomorrow.
"Amer ......" was another sound, and my heart almost melted when I heard it.
I stood up and sat down on the edge of her bed, quietly looking at the beautiful girl with the moonlight shining on her face, and unconsciously reached out and gently stroked her face.
Xiao Xi in her sleep unconsciously stretched out her hand, grabbed my arm tightly, put her slightly cool face on my palm, and showed a gentle smile at the corner of her mouth, with tears in the corners of her eyes.
This state is her most reassuring state, I haven't seen her have this expression all day, the girl who has been nervous and deep in her feelings, how much courage and perseverance does it take to suppress that hard-earned feeling, there is no gaffe crying, just quietly crying.
"What should I do to you!" My head is as big as a fight, and I'm not as good as a junior high school student in terms of feelings, if it weren't for the initiative at the beginning, I probably wouldn't be with her, and now I'm looking hesitant in the face of Xiaoxi, which one is more active when we fall in love?
I think Xiaoxi should take the initiative, because I know that I am not an active person in the first place, especially in terms of feelings, and I am a stupid person who is afraid to move forward.
Xiaoxi's slightly cool face rubbed against my palm, and the wetness in the corners of my eyes also remained on my hands, and tears with a faint temperature seeped into my skin, and there was some indescribable sadness hidden in it.
I stayed like this all night, looking at her stupidly, thinking about all kinds of thoughts.
Early the next morning, when the sun had just revealed half of her face, Xiaoxi woke up.
Rubbing his sleepy eyes, he saw that he was holding my hand in his arms, and asked embarrassedly, "You stayed like this all night?" ”
"I don't have to sleep, you know I'm a god of death, and my physique is different from ordinary people!" I laughed a little and said I didn't mind.
"That's great!" Xiao Xi rubbed his little face in my palm a few more times: "This is the happiest sleep I have slept in all these years!" He smiled happily.
Xiaoxi, who is used to being lonely, doesn't seem to be uncomfortable with me suddenly appearing next to her, she runs to wash her face and brush her teeth in her pajamas, and buys breakfast, I want to say that I don't actually have to eat.
But it didn't take much effort to make her happy once in a while, so I didn't talk nonsense and ate the breakfast I bought downstairs with her.
Seeing Xiaoxi sleeping for one night supported by my palm brings great satisfaction, what a girl who is not greedy.
"After eating, do you want to go to the coffee shop as usual?" I asked.
"Business as usual!" Xiao Xi tilted her head, her long hair fell diagonally, flashing in the morning light, the whole person became different, and sure enough, the happiest girl was the most beautiful girl.
Quickly cleaned up the table.
We walked to the coffee shop together, Xiao Xi firmly thought that I drank a few more cups of coffee would help me recover my memory, I can't think of her, she has been mentally prepared, for this reason this coffee shop has been open since she just graduated, although the performance can be described as dismal, but in order to wait for me, she has been insisting on opening.
Luckily, I showed up much earlier than she thought.