57 Lost

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A four- or five-year-old child put his arms around his mother's neck and said softly, which made people's hearts soft when they heard it.

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"Sister, come here, can you see if this looks good, is it worthy of me?"

The girl jumped to a jewelry stall, picked up a hairpin with a tassel and gestured it on her head, while asking another girl, the youthful smile was so vibrant.

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"Be careful, don't touch your stomach."

The young man held his wife and looked at his wife's slightly bulging belly, looking nervous.

"It's okay, it's been three months, and the doctor said that my baby is very stable." The wife smiled and comforted the man.

The man did not relax because of his wife's words, but in order to reassure his wife, he still pretended to be fine, but his arms were still hanging in the air behind him.

The wife's face was full of happiness and sweet smiles.

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"Little cub, don't run!" The owner of a steamed bun shop chased out of the store angrily with a rolling pin, "You're stealing my buns again, I'll break your legs!" ”

The little cub he chased had a bun in his mouth, a bun in his hand, and ran with his chest up, bumping into a lot of people along the way, and being scolded a lot, and the street became lively for a while.

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These pictures full of life are constantly happening around Luo Yan, and a thought that has never been before comes to her heart, such a life is so good, and then she thinks that she can live like this.

She has no spiritual vein, she is protected by her father's elixir master, and with the name of the thirteenth lady of the Luo family, she can find a man who loves him to form a family, have children, enjoy the joy of family when she is old, and enjoy incense offerings after death, unlike now, every step is on the tip of the knife, and one accidentally dies.

Why do you have to be a monk?

For revenge.

But why do you have to take revenge?

Isn't it normal for monks to kill people and grab treasures?

In order to cultivate, he did everything he could, and he tried all kinds of means to take advantage of it, Chen Changfeng learned that he had a Nine Clever Exquisite Heart to take away, was it wrong to kill her?

She died just because her cultivation was not as good as a person, even if she paid so much for Chen Changfeng before, it was voluntary.

In the final analysis, her fate is to blame, so what revenge is there.

What's more, did she report it?

Now that she is only refining the third layer of qi, everyone is in the late stage of deformation, and when she reaches the late stage of deformation, will everyone become immortals?

With Chen Changfeng's efforts, it is definitely possible.

Besides, what she refines is soul power, and she doesn't know how to go after building the foundation, revenge, what to get in return?

It's impossible in the first place, so why do it?

If you don't take revenge, you can't cultivate, why do you want to do this?

What to do after living for so long, lonely and lonely, and full of murder and danger, why bother!

Look at how happy these ordinary people are!

Let it go, just leave it at that, go home, your father is waiting for you, your brother is waiting for you, the man who likes you in the future is waiting for you, and the future children are also waiting for you, what are you hesitating about?

The confusion gradually dissipated, Luo Yan seemed to see the direction, but at this moment, she only felt a pain in her arm, and before she could react, a person bumped into her, and a voice came from her ears.

"Follow me!"

She was stunned, looking at the figure that hit her and walked forward, unfamiliar, but the breath was familiar.

The little fox in her arms screamed, and the little paws clung at her clothes, trying to stand up by her arm.

Luo Yan looked down at it, and then looked at the tooth marks left by it on the back of his hand, which was oozing blood.

"You little thing, how dare you bite me?" Luo Yan glared at its dark black eyes.

The little fox's pure childlike black eyes turned, and he turned his head in one direction and snorted in his mouth.

"I didn't expect you to recognize him...... Luo Yan took his body, hugged it, and walked forward.

The person who hit her deliberately stopped and stopped, and did not go anywhere else, went directly to Luo Yan's residence, entered the house, closed the door, and casually laid an enchantment.

This is a thin young man, with an unfamiliar appearance and fairly clean clothes, but his eyes are very familiar.

"Xiaohong, you're here." Luo Yan said hello.

It was the fox demon Xiaohong who had changed her appearance.

Xiaohong looked at her and frowned.

"What's wrong with you just now, standing there like you've lost your soul, you didn't even hide when I hit you."

"Are you looking for me?" Luo Yan asked without answering.

"Hmm!" Luo Yan didn't say anything, Xiaohong didn't ask, and said directly, "There are two people who have been following you, and I hate their breath!" He said with a look of disgust.

Luo Yan was stunned.

"What kind of people?"

Xiaohong casually waved the figures of two people.

"That's them."

Luo Yan looked at it, ordinary looks, ordinary dress, like passers-by, she didn't know her.

Xiaohong accepted the picture and said solemnly.

"These two people are very powerful, I feel that I can't handle it, in case it is not good for you, you better think of another way." After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave.

"That's what you're here to tell me?" Luo Yan spoke up.

"yes, what's wrong?"

Luo Yan took a few steps forward and said seriously.

"Xiaohong, you just feel that you can't handle it, it's not that you really can't handle it, and no one knows what the result will be if you don't face it. In this way, I have some medicine here, you can take it, and if they really come at us, you can cooperate with me. As he spoke, he took out the medicine and gave it to him.

Xiaohong didn't answer, looked at Luo Yan and said.

"I can feel that those two people are dangerous, and I can't help you."

"No, it's for me." Luo Yan said calmly, "Also, you are just secretly cooperating with me, if I can't, you don't have to worry about me." ”

Xiaohong looked stunned.

Luo Yan looked earnest, and his voice was soft.

"I'm not begging you like this because I saved you, but I only have a friend like you to ask for, so please don't leave me alone, okay?"

Xiaohong was touched by something in her heart, jumped hard, looked at her steadily, and subconsciously stretched out her hand to take the medicine.

"Remember, if there is danger, you leave immediately!" Luo Yan admonished again.

Xiaohong came back to his senses, and his mood was a little complicated when he heard this, he didn't believe in human beings, this was instinct, but at this moment he hoped that Luo Yan was telling the truth.

"Were you lost in the streets?" Xiaohong was silent for a moment and said, "Cultivation is the most taboo thing. ”

"Thanks, I remember." Luo Yanxing bowed and thanked him.

Xiaohong's mood is inexplicably better, and it feels very good to educate human beings! Nodded and left.

Luo Yan was puzzled, lost, how could she be lost? She is a human being in two lives, and she has cultivated to the realm of Yudan.

But Xiaohong was right, she was indeed lost just now!

The road of cultivation is full of hardships and dangers, and there are all kinds of temptations, among which Hongchen is the most powerful.

Monks also come from the world, and like ordinary people, they have parents, relatives, and friends.

Even if you are an orphan, you don't remember your parents and relatives, but as long as you survive, you can't be alone, you will have friends, you will have people you like, seven emotions and six desires, joys, sorrows, and sorrows, no one will be less.

But cultivation is to strip all of this, and in the end there is only one person left.

It's a great loneliness, a great loneliness!