Chapter 47: Entanglement
Jiang Lingyi looked at Cheng Jin'er, her heart was mixed, she didn't like Cheng Jin'er, seeing this scene of Miss Jin'er, who was high in front of her, whether in her previous life or in this life, she felt very relieved for a moment. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
A moment ago, the girl was still thinking about making her ugly. Now he is crying without an image in front of people. It's a feeling that can be described as exhilarating.
But there is only a moment of happiness, she knows too well the feeling of asking for nothing, so after the pleasure, she actually felt painful, through the process of Jin'er, she seemed to see herself, she remembered the lost love that did not belong to her, she looked at the scene of the girl crying in front of her, and thought in her heart, even if she lived another life, even if she loved deeply, for a man, she still couldn't do such a public faux pas.
In the previous life, she didn't have the guts to do it.
In this life, she didn't think it was worth it. After all, love is more important than a quiet life.
Of course, Jiang Lingyi thought that maybe it was because she had never gotten it, so she couldn't understand Cheng Jin'er's sense of loss that the duck that came to her mouth flew away.
She didn't want to look any more and quietly withdrew from the garden.
Xu Boqing stepped forward to help Cheng Jin'er.
Cheng Jin'er tugged his hand, "Cousin, you said, you told your aunt and grandmother that you didn't want to marry Miss Wu." ”
Xu Boqing looked at Cheng Jin'er with an almost crazy look, is this the cousin he missed in his previous life? Is this still the knowledgeable and talented Cheng Jin'er?
Xu Boqing's actual age is now twenty-six years old, he looks at the words and deeds of this teenage cousin, he really feels like a child, he can't love her like he did in his previous life, they are two lives apart, seven years apart, he doesn't love her, he never thought about marrying her from the beginning.
Even so, he still hopes that Cheng Jiner in this life can marry someone who loves her and live a peaceful life.
He slowly let go of his hand.
Cheng Jin'er shook her head and cried, she didn't know Xu Boqing's thoughts, she was just thinking, they had always been ignorant, although they never said that sentence, but she knew that he liked her, she knew that he was ready to marry her, what did he start to change, his eyes were so strange, has he really changed? Do you want to marry that Miss Wu?
Mrs. Cheng looked at her daughter who was brought up single-handedly and felt extremely embarrassed.
She stepped forward and dragged her daughter, "Let's go, let's go home." ”
Cheng Jin'er shook her head, only looked at Xu Boqing and said, "I want you to tell me in person." ”
This is already very immoral.
Old Madam Xu couldn't help but shout, "Cheng girl." You go back to your room with your mother first, I still have important things to do. ”
Mrs. Cheng called the girl and forcibly dragged Cheng Jin'er away.
Xu Boqing raised his head, saw Cheng Jin'er's back and said, "Jin'er, you will always be my cousin." ”
Cheng Jin'er turned her head violently, her eyes full of hatred.
The girls who watched the excitement also dispersed.
The yard was empty, as if nothing had just happened.
When Xu Boqing came to the full garden.
Jiang Lingyi was laughing with Jiang, and her silver bell-like laughter could be heard across the courtyard.
"Auntie, Sister Keling's dancing is so good, I can feel it through the curtain, and Miss Wu's Gonghou, I have never seen such a musical instrument, it is played so well, Miss Lin's painting is also good, you can paint the lotus flowers all over the lake in an instant, it is really lifelike."
Her words were extremely playful, and Jiang couldn't help laughing.
Jiang Shi looked at his niece and felt sour, "Aunt Ming'er asked your cousin to find you a teacher, what do you want to learn?" ”
Jiang Lingyi was stunned, her nose was sour, she half-squatted down, lay on Jiang's lap, and pulled up a smile, "Auntie, I don't learn, I'm much better than them, you don't know, they proposed to let me sing mountain songs, I couldn't shirk it in every way, so I sang a song at random, and scared them all." As he spoke, he raised the jade pendant in his hand, "The old lady rewarded me, and I and the sister of the Zheng family are one by one." ”
Jiang Shihu said suspiciously, "You sang mountain songs, and the old lady rewarded you?" ”
It's not that the Jiang family doesn't believe it, the wealthy family looks down on the lowly people the most, the Jiang family has been married into the Xu Mansion for more than ten years, and the old lady Xu looks at her in every way because of her identity.
Jiang Lingyi didn't have time to answer.
The depression in Xu Boqing's heart was diluted a little, and he walked in with his feet raised, "Mother, what my cousin said is right. ”
Jiang Shi was slightly surprised, and hurriedly said, "Boqing, why are you here?" ”
Xu Boqing said, "Grandmother has something to do with you." Let me come over and talk about it. ”
Jiang immediately became worried, "What will happen?" Lingyi, come with me! ”
Jiang Lingyi glanced at Xu Boqing, and said with a smile, "Auntie, let Jingyu accompany you, I'll pick you up later, okay." ”
Jiang also sensed that it was inappropriate to let Jiang Lingyi accompany him, so he had to help Jingyu go.
Xu Boqing stood there without moving.
Jiang Lingyi didn't pay attention to it, and was about to go out with her feet raised.
"Lingyi." Xu Boqing called.
It was the first time he had called her name. His mind was in turmoil. Solved the plague puzzle. Xu Zhengli is meritorious and goes to Beijing to face the saint.
He succeeded in changing his father's fate. But he couldn't be happy anymore.
The difference between his identity and hers was even greater. walked a Cheng Jin'er, and another Miss Wu came, he wanted to be with her, but he had to level the identities of the two people. She is an orphan girl, even if she is good at words and deeds now, she is versatile, she will not fall into the eyes of her grandmother, Mrs. Xu, and the only way is for him to destroy his reputation and make the young lady in the city shy away from him.
He looked at her, but, after all, he wronged her.
Jiang Lingyi was furious, took his sleeves to cover his appearance, turned around, and said, "What are you doing?" ”
Xu Boqing sighed, "I just want to talk to you." ”
He looked so sad, Jiang Lingyi couldn't help it, "Are you sad for Cheng Jin'er?" ”
She remembered that he said that he wanted to grow old with Cheng Jin'er, she looked at him, "Actually, there is nothing wrong with this, if she marries you, I am afraid that I will repeat the fate of the previous life, if you really think about her, it is better to break it off." ”
There was genuine concern in her eyes. She only thought of herself as an outsider, and said what advice she thought was most appropriate.
She really didn't have any feelings for him.
Xu Boqing's heart was extremely confused, he just reluctantly asked, "Then what do you think of Miss Wu?" ”
Jiang Lingyi suddenly realized, no wonder she refused to go, it turned out to be a roundabout way to find out the appearance of her future wife, she replied very generously, "Big eyes, curved eyebrows, skin like clotted fat, blowing can be broken, you can be called both talented and beautiful, compared to your sister Jin'er, there is more than that, young master, what a blessing." ”
She described it in great detail, and she rejoiced for him regardless of her previous suspicions.
Xu Boqing's eyes were full of anger, he took a step closer and looked at her, "Jiang Lingyi." ”
Jiang Lingyi was suddenly a little flustered, she took a step back, "What do you want to do." ”
Xu Boqing looked at her, he wanted to take her into his arms and tell her that he had her in his heart, and she wanted to marry her, he suddenly remembered that song in his mind, remembered the pain she hid in his heart, he didn't dare to say anything after all, for fear of frightening her, he just brushed his sleeves away.