So, Li Jiaying pursed her lips, tilted her head and thought for a moment, then blinked her big pure eyes and said with expectation: "Okay, I will be obedient, Mom, you have to talk and count." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Feng Ling immediately smiled, "It's so good, Xiao Jiajia is the most well-behaved and cute......"

Li Jiaying was even happier, hugged Feng Ling and kissed her on the face.

She forgot about this matter the next day, but when Li Mengying was holding the doll and showing off, she remembered that Feng Ling still owed her a doll, so she ran to take Feng Ling's hand and said: "Mom, Mom, you said you wanted to buy me a doll, did you buy the doll for me?"

Feng Ling squatted down again, touched her head, and said, "Xiao Jiajia is the most well-behaved, there is no money at home recently, and that doll is very expensive, can you buy it when you have money?"

Li Jiaying nodded obediently at the warm gesture again, and said with a bright smile: "Okay, Xiao Jiajia, I'll buy it when my mother has money."

At a young age, she had no concept of money at all, and she didn't know if the family really had no money at that time, but she knew that Feng Ling would definitely buy her a big and good-looking doll in the end.

Therefore, she compromised again and again, disappointed again and again, and in the end, she found that Feng Ling would no longer touch her head, would no longer call her Xiao Jiajia, her smile would always be so kind, and there would never be real love in her eyes.

She also felt confused and sad, but she never doubted her identity, never doubted Feng Ling's love, she only thought that she was not good enough, she was not obedient enough.

So she will always let Li Mengying, even if Li Mengying is older than her, even if the person who should be let is her, she still lets go. She took the initiative to learn, knew how to play piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and would follow Li Yuancheng to various drinking parties and charity clubs, playing games and telling stories with the children in the welfare home......

will also participate in many drinking parties with Wen Yizhen, Wen Yizhen took her to many places and met many people, he also likes to touch her head and look at her dotingly, she likes this kind of warmth, so she always likes to stay by Wen Yizhen's side, just like a brother, full of security.

Li Jiaying is getting better and better, she is praised by the outside world as the kindest, most beautiful, and most shining, but Feng Ling rarely praises her, and even when she has achievements, she will be a little cold.

While she was lost in her heart, she worked harder.

And these, she only now understands that when she has made something, Wen Yizhen will also be by her side to guide and accompany her, and she will also be escorted by Li Yuancheng. Although Li Mengying is also studying, she is always less than half of her, close to Wen Yizhen, Wen Yizhen is indifferent to Li Mengying, and Li Yuancheng also spoils her the most......

Therefore, all of Feng Ling's indifference was because it seemed that she had invisibly snatched Li Mengying's things.

That's her daughter, Li Mengying's mother, and she has been calling her mother for so many years, but every response is like a joke mocking herself.

She had been crying under the covers for a long, long time, and couldn't figure out why.

Now that I think about it, I'm really stupid, and I can't tell the difference with such an obvious attitude.

……

Feng Ling hugged Li Mengying's body, her body trembled like a sieve, she was really scared suddenly, today's events happened too suddenly, and her accumulated sense of fear exploded together.

Li Mengying felt that Feng Ling's body was shaking abnormally, but it made her feel like she had eaten gunpowder, and suddenly ignited her newly sunken heart, she pushed Feng Ling away suddenly, and without thinking too much, she stood up and said, "Don't touch me."

Feng Ling was suddenly abandoned, lost her center of gravity, sat on the ground and looked at Li Mengying in astonishment, Li Mengying's tears hung on the makeup marks she spent, and she looked so embarrassed.

Li Mengying glanced at Feng Ling, who seemed to be very disgusted, then turned around, glanced at the bag next to the bed, picked it up and left, and when she walked to the door, her center of gravity was unstable and shook a few times, her high heels were crooked, and she almost fell down, and she grabbed the door frame to stabilize her body.

walked out of the door and walked to the door of Li Jiaying's bedroom, but her body was still shaking, she didn't feel dizzy just now, and now her head seemed to be a little heavy, she shook her head, trying to sober herself up.

Shaking her head even more dizzy, there was even a feeling of nausea, as soon as she closed her eyes, the whole person hit the doorknob hard, at first she was still a little confused, she didn't feel that she had hit her face, until a heart-piercing pain spread to the brain, she didn't realize it.

With a "bang......" sound, as Li Mengying hit the doorknob, there was also a "bang" sound in Li Jiaying's room.

Li Jiaying was still unable to extricate herself from her memories, and suddenly a crashing sound disrupted her thoughts, so frightened that the white fungus soup she had been holding slipped from her hand, and the porcelain bowl shattered after it fell to the ground, and the white fungus soup grew wildly after sticking to the ground, forming a terrible river of hypocrisy.

The white fungus soup had already cooled and soaked into the soles of Li Jiaying's shoes, and as a chill hit, her eyes became more and more hollow.

……

After Li Mengying hit the doorknob, the whole person slipped to the ground uncontrollably, her head was dazed, the whole world was shaking, when her face hurt hotly, her brain also hurt, her eyes were hazy, and she didn't know whether she was closed or open.

When I wanted to get up, I found that I couldn't. After a few moments, she slowly stood up, her body still shaking as she stood up, and she held on to the wall to slow herself.

She covered the hot left side of her face and rolled over so that her back was against the wall to support her body. Both hands flipped through the mirror in her bag, her movements were unsteady because her brain was still wandering, and her hands were shaking when she unzipped it.

Finally turned out the mirror, her hand shook, the mirror slipped out of her hand, she squatted down to pick up the mirror, the movement slowly and sluggishly shone on her face.

A clear red mark in the middle of the left side of her face was reflected in the mirror, and the red mark was still a little swollen, she just breathed like this, and there was a swollen pain on the left side of her face, mixed with headache and eye pain.

There are traces of makeup on both sides of the cheeks, and the whites of the eyes are already red, which is extremely ugly.

Suddenly, a wave of grievances crawled all over my heart, feeling lonely and helpless, feeling that I was worthless.

The face that came to mind at this moment was Wen Yizhen's cold silhouette, his upright posture......

She also told herself that people who don't love themselves should let go as soon as possible and let go of themselves in order to find a new life. even told herself that a man who treated her so indifferently and ruthlessly, no matter how good she was, she was not uncommon.