Chapter 411: Becoming a monk
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Xiao Bai looked at the temple in front of him, his heart was empty, and he didn't know what to do at this time.
"She's a monk, she's a monk......"
Xiao Bai silently recited it twice in his heart, and a sad emotion slowly grew in his heart.
Heartache?
And it's more than heartache.
Looking back, are you really too much of a jerk?
Before the kendo conference was held, Jizhou had just decided to select personnel in the internal competition, and Okra secretly told herself the news.
When she was by her side before, Xiao Bai always felt nothing, as if everything was what okra should do, and he accepted all this as a matter of course.
Why? Is it just because okra likes him?
Xiao Bai has been standing at the corner of the street outside Jing'an Temple for almost an hour, he is really in pain at this time, when the storyteller talks about the separation of those infatuated men and women, he will always say how heartache is, Xiao Bai always laughs, it is not a matter of importance at all.
But now, when he experienced it himself, he really experienced the heart-rending pain.
This kind of pain is not traumatic, but it is a thousand times more painful than being stabbed by a sharp sword, and it hurts so much that even breathing will involve heartache.
Xiao Bai stood on the street like a lonely ghost, and at this moment, there was only one person in his heart.
Except for okra, there was no one else in his brain, why did that kind girl choose to come this far?
Why? Don't you Xiao Bai know yourself?
Xiao Bai kept reflecting and questioning himself, he remembered the initiative in the face of okra at the kendo conference, but he retreated again and again, remembered his decision to say goodbye without saying goodbye after the Jizhou incident, and remembered the ruthlessness that he had never written a letter to okra for so long.
At first, because of cowardice, he didn't dare to look directly at okra's confession, and then because of Yangzhou, he also took the initiative to ignore okra's intentions, and now he is no longer cowardly, and things in Yangzhou are over, but his most beloved girl has finally left him.
The girl who always likes to smile, the girl who does everything to help him, the girl who always doesn't know how to express her heart.
Xiao Bai's heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe, and after hesitating, he still knocked on the door of Jing'an Temple.
The one who opened the door was a middle-aged nun, she glanced at Xiao Bai, and asked what was going on.
Xiao Bai didn't say much, just said that it was troublesome for her to report to the okra in the temple, saying that Xiaobai bought her a sugar gourd.
The middle-aged nun looked at Xiao Bai's affection, and probably guessed the relationship, so she said: "There is no okra here, there are just-"
"I'm sorry for you." Xiao Bai raised his head, looked at the middle-aged nun with moist eyes and said, "You go and talk to her, if she really doesn't want to see me, I'll leave immediately." ”
The middle-aged nun nodded, and this was considered to be leaving.
After waiting for a while, the middle-aged nun walked over with small steps, and after opening the temple door, Xiao Bai immediately walked up nervously.
Seeing that there was no other figure behind the middle-aged nun, Xiao Bai was suddenly lost, his heart rose to his throat, and he looked at the middle-aged nun nervously.
Both anxious and scared.
"Donor......" the middle-aged nun said calmly, "she said that she was in a very messy mood and didn't want to see you at this time." ”
Xiao Bai's nose was sour, and tears rushed out of his eyes in an instant.
"Did she say when she would like to see me?" Xiao Bai asked with a choked voice.
The middle-aged nun shook her head and didn't speak again.
Xiao Bai calmed down, glanced at the ground, and asked again without giving up, "Do you really want to see me?" ”
The middle-aged nun said calmly, "Donor, please come back in the future." ”
After saying this, the middle-aged nun immediately turned around and walked into the monastery, and then closed the door.
"Okra ......"
The moment the door closed, Xiao Bai couldn't hold back his tears anymore, he slowly squatted down and kept sobbing.
In the past, he had too many opportunities to shake her hand, Water Village, Chang'an City, whether it was at the Kendo Conference or during the Jizhou Incident, that girl never said a word to him.
When you love thoroughly, you will put yourself in the dust, so humble that you can't see yourself.
If he had agreed once, I am afraid that such a situation would not have occurred now, he missed opportunities again and again in hesitation and confusion, and then missed okra like this.
Life is as vast as the sea, it is not easy to meet, together is fate, once they were infinitely close, but these two straight lines have never been able to intersect.
No matter how big his position is, even if he has become the governor of Yangzhou Sword Mansion and defeated the most powerful Yuzhou in the world, but at this moment, Xiao Bai is just a helpless little boy, and it is not until this moment that he understands that he has lost his most precious thing.
okra, okra......
Xiao Bai wiped his tears, slowly moved his body, and walked towards the back of the temple.
She is now in this temple, separated by a wall, but there is no way to see each other, Xiao Bai stopped, leaned against the wall, and then slowly sat down.
If God gives him another chance, he will never be a hero again, the hero is too tired and stupid, he just wants to be a little man, a little man who can take care of her for the rest of his life.
Even if the world is in turmoil, everyone is dead, what does he care about?
Xiao Bai leaned against the wall, gasping uncomfortably.
He won't go, and he can't go.
Okra, I'm a very selfish person, since I'm so selfish, I won't let you leave me, and I won't let you leave the house.
Xiao Bai looked up at the sky, quietly waiting for the night to come.
At the same time, another person was also rejected outside the Jing'an Temple, Gu Changan also did not leave, he and Xiao Bai made exactly the same choice, and waited quietly for the dark behind the Jing'an Temple.
There are some things that must be asked, and going in now is sure to cause confusion, and the best time to enter the monastery is after dark.
In the northernmost part of Zhulu Mountain, inside a huge palace.
A woman sat on the throne, stretched out her hand to play with a crystal ball, and said with a sneer: "I really deserve to be their master, and even what they will do is so accurate and powerful." ”
The water demon stood up straight, bowed, and said softly, "Don't dare." ”
The woman smiled and said softly: "Bring the two of them up, let them see how infatuated and ruthless their crush is." ”