(5) There was an appointment in the previous life
When Liu Qing brought Ai Wan back, the drunken mirror was still in the house to treat Liu Nai. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
couldn't bear to see that scene, so she asked her to be outside and accompany Ruoyan. Uneasy, he walked to the house, the drunken mirror just covered his chest, spit out a mouthful of blood, and smiled at him with his eyelids propped up, obviously weak, "Who did your brother offend and do so much to him, huh?" ”
"What poison?" Liu Qingying's sword eyebrows have already frowned fiercely, whoever hurts Liu Nai will undoubtedly hurt the northern country, and he can't wait to find out the people behind the scenes and execute them now.
"I don't know." Drunken Mirror shrugged, "Anyway, my internal strength can't be forced out." He got up, "Take him to the divine doctor to see, with his current state, I'm afraid he won't be able to support the northern kingdom." ”
"A kingdom cannot be without a king for a day." Liu Qing said in a deep voice, "The fact that he is not in the palace may have been known since he just left the palace." And it was the ill-intentioned people in the palace who knew that the person who assassinated them might be that person. If I take him to the miracle doctor, then that person must have succeeded in disguise......"
"What do you mean?"
"He's going to take his place."
"It seems that he has an extraordinary status and has sufficient capital conditions." Drunken Jing frowned and said, "When did the palace become like that?" Is Liu Nai too merciful? To be a king is still ruthless. ”
"Don't talk about him." Liu Qing almost said with a calf, "He's already fine." There was a faint pride in his deep dark eyes, "I am very happy to have this younger brother." ”
Once everything was like ashes, now they are brothers who are closer than brothers in the true sense.
"What's next?"
Liu Qing heard the drunken mirror's question, walked alone in front of the window, stood with his hands in his hands, Ai Wan's face appeared in his mind, closed his eyes and sighed silently.
……
Ai Wan didn't know that the matter had reached this point.
She was cooking as usual, and Zuijing and Liu Qing also walked out of the house as usual. Ai Wan and Ruoyan greeted at the same time, and Ruoyan asked, "Is Liu Nai awake?" ”
Drunken Mirror said: "Not yet." He patted Ruoyan's shoulder a little reluctantly, "You...... Don't worry too much, he's fine, just a little flesh wound. ”
"Don't lie to me." Ruoyan's eyes suddenly became stronger, "I understand you, Senior Brother Drunken Mirror, say it...... He, isn't it serious? ”
"......" Drunken Mirror sat down and took a sip of wine with his head down.
Liu Qing tightened Ai Wan's hand, comforted her and sat down beside her, and then looked at the woman who was standing in place with her back to them, and said with a blank face: "If you want to listen, just sit down." ”
"......" Ruoyan held back the tears in his eyes, sat down opposite Liu Qing, and looked at Liu Qing with a burning look.
She didn't know that there would be such a person in this world, which made her so worried, and even at this moment, there was no man opposite her in her heart.
Liu Qing said quietly: "He was poisoned and unknown." The drunken mirror will take him to a divine doctor for healing. And you, after staying here for two days, will return to the palace as usual. ”
"Liu Nai is not going back?" If he was stunned, "But the palace ......"
"The palace needs to be manned."
Ai Wan's heart was suddenly uneasy, and she looked at Liu Qing in a daze with chopsticks.
Liu Qing couldn't bear to look at her, the big palm on his lap had already been coldly clenched into a fist, he almost gritted his teeth and forced himself out: "I will compensate you to go back together, and in this time, I will replace him." ”
"What?" Ruoyan exclaimed, and then she nodded, compared to Ai Wan, in addition to thinking about Liu Nai, she felt at ease about this plan.
Now, that's all it can be.
In the whole world, except for Liu Qing and Liu Nai, who else can bear the burden of the northern kingdom is already the burden of the world.
"Smack-"
The chopsticks fell to the ground loudly, Drunken Mirror, Ruoyan, and Liu Qing looked over, Ai Wan bent down expressionlessly, picked up the chopsticks, and smiled at them casually, "I didn't hold it steady." ”
“……”
Ask Ai Wan why she was so scared of him going back there.
Not because it's distant, it's not because it's missing, it's just because it's worrying.
Do you know, when the person you love puts yourself in a position that seems to be high up but is actually dangerous, it is impossible not to worry, not to mention that you and him, every moment is worth rare, not to mention, you have nightmares, and you always feel that one day you will see his blood, sprayed on the sword, just like Liu Nai today.
Ai Wan knew that what she thought was a little unlucky.
But wouldn't it be nice if we could avoid that?
And in his heart, there is always a world that he can't let go, and there is always a responsibility engraved in his heart, which has nothing to do with whether he is the emperor or not.
After dinner, the woman sitting in front of the window looked at the blue sky and smiled sadly.
"Should I support you, or should I hold you ignorantly......"
Liu Qing gently hugged her from behind, his thin lips pressed against her neck and kissed, the two were close at hand, and he said slowly, "Wait for me." ”
Wait, I'm ......
Wait for me!
The two words are lingering and compassionate, but they are so cruel that they make Ai Wan want to cry.
This cruel reality is always unsatisfactory.
"You finally gambled with your life and walked out of there, you have to go back now, and someone will kill you as Liu Nai, how can you let me be my wife?"
"You're like that every time, you just make your own decisions and tell me what I need to do, and you tell me what I need to do, and you don't know how I'm feeling."
"Liu Qing, do you think that if you lose anything, you won't lose me? So when you put everything before me, and when you need to choose one or the other, the one who is chosen will never be me. The personnel who make you desperate will never be my ......"
"But my desperation is all given to you, my worries, my heart, all given to you, leaving no room for anything."
"So, between us, who loves whom deeply?"
But what are you doing with talking so much to smart people, smart people know in their hearts, so why should you waste your tongue again?
had to swallow all the words, Ai Wan felt that she was now a woman in ancient history, and she could only passively follow her husband's steps.
“…… You can do whatever you want. At last he smiled palely, did not look back at him, his voice was as soft as a gust of wind, "Whatever you want, whatever you want, I'll wait for you here." ”
She lowered her head, gently tugged at his index finger and said, "As long as you don't love me anymore, I won't leave." ”
“……”
Liu Qing's throat was choked and unable to speak, and his eyes were red unconsciously.
Ai Wan leaned back on his chest and said with a smile in her eyes, "You know, the first time I saw you, I liked you. ”
“……”
"Although you and I are now husband and wife, and we have two children...... Oh, it's insensitive to say this, but some moods still want to tell you, after all, the world is unpredictable, and many things still have to be said in time, even if there is no future, I don't regret this moment. ”
"You know, I'm a great ......," Liu Qing said hoarsely, bowing his head and kissing her forehead, "I will bring myself back safely and return it to you." ”
Ai Wan's heart felt like someone had punched her, and she felt a lot of pain.
I had no choice but to hug him tightly and continue to smile and say: "You didn't turn around at that time, but I still liked you because of a back, I felt that I had known you for a long time, and even at that moment, I was in a trance to think that I came here as if I came here to meet you...... But people are human beings after all, and the outside world can deceive people's feelings, so that later, I didn't treat you, Liu Yu...... It's not bad, and even run away from you three times, feeling that what I should want is always my original home. What are you? Your world is different from mine, and I can't take you to heart, and I can't ask for it. ”