Chapter 33: Sister and Brother Talk
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Shen Jingshu told Ling'er and Cui'er to go outside.
After the door was closed, Shen Jingshu picked up the wine glass and said, "You have treated me very well as a concubine since I was a child, and I have kept it in my heart. ”
Shen Wenyu also picked up the wine glass, his face was bright, and said, "I'm a man, it's right to protect my sister." ”
After speaking, Shen Jingshu took a sip of wine, and Shen Wenyu drank it all.
Then Shen Jingshu said softly, "This time I dragged you down, causing you to be imprisoned by your mother until now." ”
"The fourth sister said this, and it seemed that she was angry." Shen Wenyu looked at the scar on Shen Jingshu's hand, and said, "Mother is a little ruthless." ”
Shen Jingshu said: "I am your sister-in-law, you have to take into account your mother and second sister when you speak in the future, there is a difference between relatives and relatives, and no matter how you say that you and them are the real blood thicker than water." ”
Shen Wenyu felt that Shen Jingshu was talking a little differently today, so he drank another glass of wine and waited for Shen Jingshu to continue.
Shen Jingshu said slowly, "I remember when I was a child, it rained once, and the second sister deliberately pushed me into the puddle, and you fought with the second sister without saying a word, for which your mother punished you for kneeling in the corridor for a stick of incense." I still remember one time we had dinner together, the second sister said that I was a concubine, and I was not qualified to drink the soup made by my mother herself, and when you were angry, I poured all the soup, and then my mother punished you for not eating for a day, and one time, my mother asked me to beat her legs, I didn't hammer well, which made my mother angry, and you knew that my mother was mean to me, and my mother beat you for this. ”
Shen Jingshu said, the corners of her eyes gradually moistened, "You are the flesh of your mother's heart, he loves you the most, every time he punishes you and beats you, it is because of me, over the years, I don't know how much I have affected you, and I feel really guilty in my heart." ”
Shen Wenyu seemed to understand what Shen Jingshu was going to say, and said in a low voice: "My second sister and I are sisters and brothers, and so are the fourth sisters, although we are not the same mother, but we are both father's children, and in my heart, you are also my own sister, and there is no difference between concubines." ”
Shen Jingshu was very moved when she heard this, "I know it myself, otherwise you wouldn't treat me so closely, I am the most unfavored daughter in the family, and now I have enough of you, I think it should be enough." ”
Shen Jingshu finally opened her mouth what she was going to say today, she and the eldest lady and the second sister were inevitably enemies, she didn't want Shen Wenyu to be caught between them one day, he was a good brother, why bother to let him suffer.
Although Shen Wenyu had guessed a few points from Shen Jingshu's previous words what she was going to say in the end, Shen Jingshu really said it, and he still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. said: "I never felt that the fourth sister was burdening me, but because my mother and the fourth sister felt that they owed the fourth sister a lot. ”
Shen Wenyu is so good to Shen Jingshu, not only because Shen Jingshu has a good temperament and treats him well, but also because he has always hidden it in his heart.
That day, in the old lady's room, he not only heard that General Yongda was borrowed by the Hou Ye by the emperor's hand, but he also heard the old lady say that the son of the fifth aunt actually died in the hands of the eldest lady, and he was afraid that one day Shen Jingshu would not be able to save his life.
He didn't know what the specific thing was, but the old lady was a person who had gone through strong winds and waves, and her mind was delicate and meticulous, and what she said was naturally the truth.
So Shen Wenyu was worried about protecting her sister at that time, and he was very worried when he heard that Shen Jingshu had something, just like when he came back from a study tour before, he should have gone to the eldest lady's courtyard to report his safety and ask for peace, but when he heard that Shen Jingshu was grounded, he couldn't care about anything, so he came directly to Qingmeiju, afraid that Shen Jingshu would make a mistake.
Although he had also heard that the fifth aunt had harmed the eldest wife's son, that is, his eldest brother, Shen Jingshu was so innocent, how could she let her bear this revenge.
The fifth aunt has no son, she is stupid and stupid, it can be regarded as retribution, and it is time for the matter to end after many years.
Shen Wenyu will not tell Shen Jingshu about this matter now, and he will not in the future.
Shen Jingshu knew that her words made Shen Wenyu feel a lot sad, but she still continued: "It's better that you will come less in the future, if you come less, there will naturally be less trouble, if I have something, I won't bother you anymore." ”
Shen Jingshu thought to herself again, Shen Wenyu might feel that he was worried about him even more, so he would treat himself better. Then he said: "You treat me well, in fact, what I treat is more of my mother's exclusion, she doesn't want you to be close to me, but you treat me better than my second sister, so I am not a thorn in my mother's side." ”
Shen Wenyu knew that Shen Jingshu was doing it on purpose, and thought: "Fourth sister, even if I don't get close to you, you are a thorn in my mother's side." ”
said on his lips: "I will pay attention in the future, but the fourth sister should not deliberately avoid me." ”
Shen Jingshu wiped away her tears, and then smiled: "Well, I know, I also want to ask you a word, have you ever felt sorry for me, my mother and my second sister." ”
Shen Wenyu frowned, he didn't expect Shen Jingshu to ask such a thing, and replied: "Yes, almost every time something happens, there will be something difficult, I often think, isn't it okay for our family?" ”
Shen Jingshu saw that Shen Wenyu's answer was also frank, and said with a smile: "You are also honest." There are too many families in this big family, and people are different, and it is good to be able to be harmonious on the surface, even the maid and the maid are still rushing to be favored in front of the master, not to mention the wives and aunts in the courtyards and the young lady, and when you become a family, you will probably understand everything. ”
"The fourth sister is not married yet, how do you think she has seen it thoroughly?"
How could she not see it thoroughly, wasn't her previous life a good lesson, and she also thought that it was not good for her family to be together? But in the end, a bowl of poison, a fire, his bones are gone, his death is unknown, and he is confused.
This is the so-called not paying attention to one's eyes, not knowing how to calculate, and not even knowing how to die.
Shen Wenyu saw all Shen Jingshu's thoughts, and shook his hand in front of her eyes, and Shen Jingshu came back to her senses.
Shen Wenyu asked, "Fourth sister, what's wrong?" What do you think? ”
Shen Jingshu forced a smile and said, "It's okay." Although I say this, I also think how nice it would be if we were all ordinary children, and it would be simple to be happy in a peaceful life. ”
Shen Wenyu was deeply touched by this, his black eyes looked at the flower window, and he seemed to have seen the outside through the flower window, and couldn't help but sigh: "What the fourth sister thinks, I don't know how many times I have thought about it." ”
Shen Jingshu looked at Shen Wenyu's appearance at the moment, and felt a little strange, it turned out that in addition to his impulsiveness, he also had this delicate sensibility in his heart.