Chapter 101: The pain that can't be shared
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Yu Jinjiao suddenly felt a bitterness in her mouth when she heard this, but she still took the decoction, frowned, held her breath, and drank it in one go.
After she drank the medicine and personally tucked the quilt for her, Xiao Qian went back to Qiankun Pavilion to rest.
In the next few days, Yu Jinjiao never came out of the door of Yingyue Pavilion, feeling unwell was one thing, and the most important thing was that she was in a bad mood. Although she didn't go out, she wasn't ignorant of what was going on outside.
For example, about the situation of the black-clothed people in the Tingfeng Pavilion, basically every day Yu Jinxiu will report to her. From Yu Jinxiu's words, she knew that the man in black's injuries were much better than before, and her intuition told her that the man in black should leave the palace soon.
There is also the matter of the Yun family, every day when Xiao Qian comes to see her, he will tell her about the situation of the Yun family. Xie Sirou's ashes have been taken to Yunzhou by Xiao Zheng, the king of martial arts, but Yun Yi is unwilling to go back with him, and the king of martial arts has no choice but to entrust Xiao Qian to help take care of him temporarily.
On this day, it was the death day of the Jade Marquis, and Sister Yu Jinjiao went to the grave to worship. During this period, the heavens also seemed to feel the sadness of people, and a light rain began to fall.
On the way back to the palace, Yu Jinjiao suddenly wanted to see Yun Yi, and heard Xiao Qian say that since Xie Sirou's death, Yun Yi has been accompanied by wine all day long, and she is often drunk, she is afraid that if this continues, Yun Yi will really destroy herself.
She leaned on the carriage and pondered for a while, thinking that there was still jade brocade in the car, and it was inconvenient to take her with her, so she dispelled this idea, thinking that she would go again tomorrow, so she went back to the palace directly.
Yu Jinjiao wanted to tell Xiao Qian about going to see Yunyi, but she didn't expect that Xiao Qian didn't come back until she finished drinking the medicine and was about to fall asleep at night.
As soon as she woke up the next day, Yu Jinjiao asked Xiao Qian if she was in the mansion, but the answer she got was that Xiao Qian left the mansion after coming to see her early in the morning.
It's not that he has to agree to go. Yu Jinjiao sighed and was no longer entangled.
This time when she came to the Yun family, Yu Jinjiao's mood was not only sad but also sad, especially when she saw the white thick hanging on both sides of the mahogany gate of the Yun family, she only felt dazzling, as if she had seen the scene when her father and mother died a few years ago.
She blinked, took a deep breath, and ordered her entourage to wait outside before she personally stepped forward to call the door.
This time, instead of opening as quickly as it had done before, it stayed for a long time before a sound could be heard from within.
The person who opened the door was no longer the doorman he was familiar with before, but a strange face, tall figure, cold and hard facial features, looking like a family guard.
Without waiting for the other party to ask, Yu Jinjiao had already reported to her family and said, "My surname is Yu, and I am a friend of your young master, I want to meet him." ”
The other party said indifferently: "My young master has orders, and no one will see him." ”
At this moment, another voice suddenly came from inside the door: "Miss Yu? At the same time, a head poked out of the crack in the door, and when it was sure that it was right, a bright light suddenly appeared in his eyes, and he pulled the door open and said excitedly: "Miss Yu is here, my young master is inside, please come in." ”
Yu Jinjiao nodded and stepped in. Although she didn't recognize who this little guy was, she thought that this person should have seen her when she came to the Yun family before.
The first man to open the door wanted to stop him, but he was grabbed by the elbow of the little guy and explained: "Although the master left you here to protect the young master, you also saw that the young master didn't do anything except drink all day, and he didn't listen to us when we persuaded him, and something would happen sooner or later if it went on like this." This Miss Yu is a person that the young master likes very much, maybe she will go in and persuade the young master, and the young master will be fine. ”
The man didn't speak again.
Today's Yun family seems to have become much more depressed and more deserted. Along the way, I didn't see a few maids, presumably the original servants were disbanded, too, now there is only one master, Yunyi, how can so many people take care of it.
Listening to the maid, Yunyi has been in Xie Sirou's room these days.
As the distance got closer and closer, Yu Jinjiao's footsteps became heavier and heavier, she didn't dare to think about what Yunyi in the room had become, and she didn't know how to comfort him to alleviate his pain.
Although she empathized with the pain of his loss, the pain she felt was not on the same level as the real pain. The pain can only be borne by himself, and others can't share it.
"Bring the wine...... Wine...... I'm going to drink......"
"Wine ...... Wine...... I'm going to drink......"
Yu Jinjiao stood still in front of the hidden door, and heard a hoarse low shout from inside, accompanied by the sound of porcelain falling to the ground. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before gently pushing the door open.
Although she had been prepared, Yu Jinjiao was still shocked by the scene in front of her.
The first thing that catches my eye is a man lying on his back on the ground, almost submerged in various jugs and jars. His messy hair covered his face, and his white robe was stained. At this time, he didn't know whether he was asleep or drunk, lying motionless, and his whole person was decadent and depressed to the extreme.
Is this the elegant and handsome Yunyi who can attract everyone's attention wherever he goes? Yu Jinjiao couldn't believe it, and moved to his side with difficulty step by step, squatting down, and brushing the hair from his face with trembling hands.
The face had long since lost its luster, and the stubble was long and pale, and there was no trace of its former glory.
Yu Jinjiao's lips opened and closed, wanting to wake him up, but found that his throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound.
Yun Yi on the ground felt that someone was approaching him, closed his eyes and stretched out his hand, and roared hoarsely: "I said, except for bringing me wine, no one is allowed to come in, get out, get out." ”
Even if Yun Yi is drunk and dreaming of death these days, and her strength is not as good as before, it is not something that Yu Jinjiao can bear, so she was defenseless and was pushed down by Yun Yi and sat on the ground.
She instinctively used her hands to support the ground to stabilize her body, but she didn't expect to press it against the sharp broken porcelain piece at her side.
However, as if she didn't feel the pain, she didn't look at her pricked hand, but just looked up at the sky. It hurts more than the pain in the hand, but it hurts more than the heart.
Although Yun Yi didn't open his eyes, he also knew that the people around him had not left, and roared again: "If you don't leave, I will let you never get out of this room." ”
Yu Jinjiao still didn't move, just looked at him with sad eyes.
Yun Yi sat up from the ground and punched her.
When she saw those bloodshot, hateful, and angry eyes, Yu Jinjiao suddenly felt a tingling pain in her eyes, and tears slipped down her face uncontrollably.
Yun Yi's fist that was about to hit her suddenly stopped, and the whole person froze there.
In the messy room, there was silence.
The two of them looked at each other and were speechless for a long time.