The wind was blowing in the yard, and the Lu family was still sitting on the stool, and then Lin Xuan came quietly. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Mother......" Lin Xuan called softly, "What's wrong?" ”

"I told her about her background, and I guess she won't be as hostile to me as she used to be."

Lu Shi opened his eyelids, because he had been in a daze for a long time, his eyes were a little dry, as if he was blinded by the wind.

Lu Shi smiled bitterly and said, "When do I need to please someone in order to win the trust of others?" ”

Lin Xuan hurriedly took her hand and comforted: "Mother, since it is for more important things, don't worry about these trivial details, my mother has endured it for so many years, can't she be generous to Mei Xueyan this time......"

Lin Xuan's voice was soft and glutinous, making the Lu family feel less miserable.

"Well, go ahead, I'll sit alone for a while."

Lin Xuan said "um", and Lianbu moved out of the courtyard with brisk steps. Mrs. Wang came out of the back room, holding a small gown in her hand, the texture was thin and cool, and she clothed the Lu family with a shield from the night wind.

"Xuan'er is right." Lu Shi muttered: "I have not been valued by anyone in my life, I have been ignored by the mean, and when I am old, what kind of anger can I not swallow?" ”

"Why is Madame so depressed?" Mrs. Wang persuaded her with good words, "Madame was born in the Hou Mansion and married to a general, her status is top and noble, how can she not be taken seriously?" ”

"You don't have to say nice things to coax me."

Lu Shi gathered her gown, obviously it was still hot during the day, but she felt a little cold at this moment.

"What's the use of the scenery? Outsiders don't pick nice things to tell you, but in fact, they don't know how to ridicule them behind their backs. I was born as a maid in the Hou Mansion, although my mother carried the house, and was spurned all my life, I reluctantly married into the Lin family but I was also a concubine, such a background, who would afford it? ”

Mrs. Wang had no choice but to snort: "Actually, the master is the best for you, and there are ...... Miss May. ”

"Do you know why the master is so good to me?" Lu Shi said with a wry smile, "Because San Lang and his mother have never been able to conceive, he heard that the young lady of the Hou Mansion is easy to give birth to, so he married a maid at will, in fact, I know that he is good to me, but because I gave birth to two sons in succession, what makes me a wife, it is all a lie, make me happy, in the end, I am just giving him a lineage, some credit, otherwise I don't know where I was kicked now." ”

"Madame, don't be presumptuous, who is disrespectful to you in Lin'an? Even when you were in the Hou Mansion, those grandmothers also liked you the most......"

"Heh......" Lu Shi said lightly, "You see, except for the subordinates, who else can look up to me, the brothers and sisters in the Hou Mansion, all of them can bully me and insult me...... Only later, later Sister Xiaofu, she treated me sincerely. ”

Mrs. Wang seemed to have found the words, and said with a smile: "Yes, Miss Mei is kind-hearted, and she will never treat Mrs. best like those who climb high and step on low in the Hou Mansion." ”

Lu Shi said distractedly: "I remember that there was a banquet at that time, my sisters refused to take me, saying that it was a shame for me to show up, it was Sister Xiaofu who saw it, pulled me along, and also took the lead for me, and taught those people a lesson, she had any delicious and fresh things, and she would bring them to me, and often came to the Hou Mansion to see me, in fact, at that time, I had been out of the Hou Mansion only two or three times, and she took me out, otherwise, I would not dare to step out of the gate." ”

Mrs. Wang said with a smile on her face: "Yes, yes, I also remember that Miss Mei is really a good person." ”

"You see, even you often praise her." Lu Shi's face suddenly changed, and said, "But the more she treats me, the more I hate her, she dragged me to the banquet and stood up for me, but she put me in front of people to see jokes, always reminding me of inferiority, she brought me good things, made me feel that I was low, I am the young lady of the Hou Mansion, why don't I have those things from her?" She is kind-hearted, everyone likes her, and she is the delicate daughter of the Mei family, compared to her, she is like a phoenix on the plane tree, bright and dazzling, lining me as a sparrow in the grass. ”

Mrs. Wang didn't know what to say, she knew, originally the Lu family and Miss Mei were also very good, it was Miss Mei who took her to see the outside world and would talk to her, otherwise the Lu family would be alone in the Hou Mansion.

But gradually, Lu didn't want to see her anymore, and didn't go out with her to play, she came to the Hou Mansion, Lu deliberately avoided it, she said that her daughter's family should stay in the boudoir to learn what she should learn, and she shouldn't run around like Miss Mei, which is not in accordance with the rules.

Mrs. Wang later learned that the more cheerful Miss Mei was, the better she was to the Lu family, and the darker the Lu family became, and the Lu family became jealous and resentful.

"You say, why was she born well-off? I can only be ignored by others. ”

Lu Shi clenched his fists and said: "Do you know, once I went to a Mobao shop with her, there were all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, she was able to discuss with the shopkeepers, and everyone said the truth, I admired her at first, and I also envied her...... But then I found out that she seemed to know everything, smart and eloquent, and I could only stand aside every time, and occasionally someone saw me, and swept by, and I was almost non-existent by her side, but she liked to invite me out, but just to set off her dazzling ......"

Mrs. Wang didn't speak, in fact, in her opinion, at that time, the Lu family was too introverted and taciturn, and Miss Mei took her out to play, making her more cheerful and good-hearted, but the Lu family was too sensitive and suspicious, so she became more and more disgusted and resentful towards Miss Mei.

She thought she was kind, but what did she know? Does she know how I feel about being pointed at and ridiculed every day? Lu Shi bit his lip and said, "So I also want her daughter to taste it, to taste the feeling of being trapped in the mansion, dark, and indifferent." ”

"Madam, do you still resent Miss Mei?" Mrs. Wang asked tentatively, "Actually, Yanniang was saved by you, it can be said that you raised her, and you didn't hate Miss Mei so much, otherwise how would you rush back to Taiyuan Mansion when something happened back then?" ”

"Hate! How can I not hate? ”

Lu Shi suddenly couldn't stop her tears, she covered her face and cried, Mrs. Wang couldn't bear it, but Mrs. Wang had never been like this for so many years, I think it was because she had been holding back her emotions for too long, so it was good for her to vent.

"But...... Mother Wang, I have hated her for so long, I hate and hate, I don't know who to hate......"