Chapter 196: Half a Life of Bitterness (Xu Shuwen, Zheng Xiuqing, Fanwai 1)

He was born without a mother when he was three years old. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

His grandmother kept him by his side and pampered him to the fullest.

He had lived in Songhe Garden since he was a child, and when he was thirteen years old, he was taking a lunch break when he was woken up by a burst of laughter.

He pushed the door out in a daze and saw his father Xu Zhengli hugging a girl. At this time, people walked in from outside, and the sound came from far and near.

Xu Zhengli stood up immediately, slapped the girl in the face, and shouted, "Splash the girl, even the second young master seduces." ”

Later, the girl didn't know where to go, and there were two such things, and gradually, his reputation as a gentleman spread.

Later, as long as a girl is kicked out, others will automatically count it on his head.

Sometimes he hates in his heart, sometimes he doubts which one is himself, and he begins to become more and more like himself in everyone's mouth.

The first time he saw her, it was in the Qingliang Pavilion, separated by a thin curtain. When Miss Lin's girl sent the message, he swept over and looked at the girl he was very interested in, Jiang Lingyi, who was sitting next to Jiang Lingyi at that time.

Dressed in a crescent-white dress, her face was plain, and her eyes were dull. The two of them sat tightly together, both of them looked indifferent, and when his eyes were attracted by Jiang Lingyi, he would unconsciously compare her.

Jiang Lingyi's gentle and harmless expression was fierce at any time, but she was different, her gentle and watery expression was deeply suppressed forbearance.

Obviously, sitting next to Jiang Lingyi, she is becoming more and more bleak.

Just like that talent show, her piano voice is also excellent, her feelings are delicate, flexible and poignant, but when Jiang Lingyi opened her mouth to sing, her piano sound became a foil.

The next time they saw him, it was his father's funeral.

At that time, he had already heard about the marriage with her.

At that time, he was already in love with Jiang Lingyi to the bone marrow.

At that time, he saw Jiang Lingyi kill his father, and he did not hesitate to protect the woman in his heart for the sake of his humble love.

Although he also hated his father, the love that went deep into his blood collided with an unattainable love, and since then he has been on the verge of pain.

He knelt in front of his father's coffin with a sense of etherealism.

Then a gentle voice sounded in my ears, "You have to mourn." ”

He raised his head and looked at her seriously for the first time, still with a pale look like water, but there was a trace of concern between his eyebrows and eyes, and there seemed to be a trace of shyness between his cheeks.

The third time I saw her, it was at the marriage of the eldest brother and Jiang Lingyi.

The red dazzle in the sky dazzled his eyes, he stood next to his eldest brother, urging makeup through the door, she raised her voice in the door and said, "I have heard that Brother Xu is very good at writing, and there is no makeup, how can I open the door?" ”

The voice was as bright and brisk as the sun of that day, and when he remembered it again, it was like an illusion, for he had never heard her voice again.

The fourth time they met, it was the day of marriage, and he had infinite thoughts in his heart, and there was no one in his eyes.

On the second day of the wedding, Wang's mother and Zheng's mother argued over a piece of white silk, and he knew that he could no longer escape, and he drove a room of people out of the house.

hugged her and pressed her on the bed.

She was docile and didn't say a word, but her cheeks were wet with tears.

He was shocked, looking at the scars in her eyes, at that moment, he regretted it very much.

From then on, he didn't know how to face her.

Even though he shared the same bed, he never touched her again.

She was silent day by day, even if he deliberately ignored her, he could still feel the loss faintly emanating from her,

Even if he deliberately ignored her, she still kept his diet and daily life in order, but this atmosphere pressed him and made him breathless.

Before, he was fine talking about business in other places, but since the eldest brother transferred the business back, he has stayed at home more and more.

Finally, one day, he couldn't take it anymore. He molested her maidservant in her presence.

She's really fierce.

I moved out immediately.

The handmaid was carried up as an aunt.

They never said a word again.

He always knew that Cheng Jin'er was pregnant with his child, and he never cared, this had become a secret of the Xu Mansion.

The child was not born.

He secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and blamed himself more for his deep sins.

He never looked at her again.

In his heart.

She is different from Jiang Lingyi.

Jiang Lingyi's gentle appearance has an inviolable aura. It was this strange temperament that attracted him at the beginning.

Since getting along with her.

He felt more and more that she was a lotus flower on the top of the snowy mountain, clean and unblemished, and he was full of sin, and he felt a kind of inferiority in front of her.

Until that day.

He heard Cheng Jin'er rushing into the courtyard like crazy.

Then he knew that the debt collector was coming.

His heart was relieved.

The day has finally come.

He saw her standing in front of the window and asked urgently, "What did you just say?" Who killed whose child? ”

She never said a word again. Just standing there, as if blurred.

After a long time, Cheng Jin'er was taken away by her eldest brother, and the people in the courtyard seemed to be petrified, and no one dared to move.

He only heard a very soft, soft voice coming from, "Is what she said true?" ”

The sound seemed to pass through snow and ice, cold without a trace of temperature, and when it reached his ears, he shivered.

In his peripheral vision, he saw her turn away.

Jiang Lingyi went in.

He stood there and didn't move.

Not long after, he heard Jiang Lingyi's cry coming from inside.

He was shocked and hurried to the east wing. When he stepped into the door, he heard Jiang Lingyi say, "You mean, let me combine them into a pair and make you happy, right?" ”

He looked at her, and she had fallen on Jiang Lingyi's shoulder. The corners of his lips seem to be expressions that want to laugh but don't laugh.

At that moment, he felt like something had been stripped from his body. His eyes were dry.

Jiang Lingyi said something, but he didn't listen to a word.

He walked slowly towards her.

It was the first time he had seen her so clearly.

Her eyebrows are faint, her eyes are closed, her long eyelashes are slightly curled, her complexion is very good, she is a complete beauty, no worse than anyone at all.

A large tear fell on her face, slowly sliding down, but she couldn't see it.