People always have to have some privacy of their own, of course Xu Dong hopes that he doesn't want so many people to be present to listen to his story, so Xu Dong immediately agreed: "Okay! You come with me! ”

Chu Xue whispered "um", waved her hand at Li Wenke and the three of them, got up and followed. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Outside the house, the night is getting thicker, the wind is gradually gone, outside the school, the mountains are black, some lonely and heavy, the sky of the mountain village is deep blue and quiet, like the lover's affectionate face, the stars in the sky, like the eyes of a lover, with affection.

Xu Dong was walking in front of him, and Chu Xue suddenly stopped Xu Dong: "Xu Dong, why don't we just walk on the playground and talk," Chu Xue looked up at the night, looked at the lonely full moon, and said softly: "We haven't walked together on such a night for a long time!" ”

Xu Dong turned his head and looked at An Yuyan, who was as beautiful as a fairy under the moonlight, and nodded: "We? It's been a long time since we've walked together on a night like this? ”

Chu Xue smiled: "Yes! It's been a long, long time! ”

Chu Xue and Xu Dong walked around the playground in a circle, telling the story of Chu Xue to Xu Dong, starting from the acquaintance of Chu Xue and Xu Dong's first August 15 hometown meeting, about the first date between Chu Xue on the other side, the first time the ocarina ensemble, the first time Xu Dong confessed to Chu Xue, and the first time the two kissed...... Talking about the first time the two fell in love, and about the first time Chuxue went to a private hospital for an abortion......

talked about it until the two of them bought a house, talked about Xu Dong buying the 0.2 carat diamond ring for Chu Xue, talking about the two getting married, talking about Xu Dong's misunderstanding of Chu Xue that led to the death of Xu Dong's mother, talking about Chu Xue going to the hospital alone for a pregnancy test, talking about Ji Bingyi doing uterine clearing surgery for Chu Xue, until finally talking about Christmas Eve, Chu Xue saw the divorce agreement written by Xu Dong, Chu Xue called Xu Dong and Xu Dong did not answer, and sent a text message to Xu Dong to reply to the content of the broken letter, until Chu Xue was sad and desperate and walked in the Beiren Street in a trance in the wind and snow, and Chu Xue made the last phone call to Ji Bingyi in this world.

When Chu Xue spoke, she had the intention to tell the details of many things very clearly, she hoped that these could awaken Xu Dong's memory of the past, and at the same time, Chu Xue spoke eloquently, colorfully, and had a strong sense of substitution, after all, this was her own story, she told it so seriously and so devotedly, so that her expressions and gestures danced happily with the story, sometimes she frowned and was melancholy, sometimes shyly and difficult to speak, sometimes she beat her chest angrily, and sometimes she cried sadly......

Although Xu Dong knew that An Yuyan was telling his story, Xu Dong, who had lost his memory, actually listened to this story from the position of a third party or from Zhang Bo'an's point of view, and Xu Dong would express his opinion from time to time: "Eh, it seems that this Xu Dong is quite righteous!" "Well, Xu Dong can play the ocarina, so to speak, I can play the ocarina......" "Xu Dong is ......" "My mother? He's dead?! "Compared with the children of Zhangjia Village, Xudong's family is not poor!" "Ji Bingyi? Is she Xudong's lover? "Why is Xu Dong so confused, he actually ......"

The further the story goes, the fewer words Xu Dong has, until the end, Xu Dong is speechless.

Chu Xue didn't remember how many laps she had walked around the playground, and when the story was over, neither of them said a word, and still walked around the playground.

The night is like water, the moonlight is like silver, the temperature in the mountains in the middle of the night suddenly dropped a lot, the first snow couldn't help but shiver, his hands tightly hugged his shoulders, and rubbed his hands a little frozen, Xu Dong suddenly said when he saw this: "Thank you for telling me a lot of things about Xu Dong and Chu Xue, thank you!" It's too late, it's cold in the mountains, let's go back and rest early! ”

Chu Xue's face was slightly disappointed: "Listening to me say so much, don't you remember a little bit of the past?" ”

"Sorry, no! I think I should think carefully about whether or not I want to go back to Luan with you. ”

Chu Xue was shocked: "Why?" ”

Xu Dong smiled astringently: "Will Xu Dong, who is the director of the Personnel Department of Luan Outer Hospital, be happier than Zhang Boan of Zhangjiacun Primary School?" Xu Dong and Chu Xue are too tragic! ”

When they said this, the two happened to walk to the front of the office, and Xu Dong smiled at Chu Xue, waved his hand and said, "Go to bed early!" A puff of smoke ran towards the office.

At this moment, a bitterness rose from the bottom of Chu Xue's heart, and he went straight to his mouth, and said in his heart: Is he Zhang Boan or Xu Dong? Looking back at the bright moon in the night sky, he let out a almost inaudible sigh, and walked towards the library again.

It's just that Chu Xue didn't take a few steps, and a tall figure suddenly rushed out from behind her, so frightened that she opened her mouth to shout, but she was covered by a strong hand, just when Chu Xue was frightened, Xu Dong's deep voice sounded in her ears: "Don't be afraid!" It's me! Then the strong hand moved away from her lips.

Chu Xue glanced at Xu Dong angrily: "What are you doing?" I'm scared to death! ”

Xu Dong rubbed his hands uneasily and laughed: "An Yuyan, right...... Right...... I'm sorry! ”

Seeing Xu Dong's embarrassed look, Chu Xue couldn't help but laugh softly: "What's wrong?" You're ......."

It turns out that after listening to the story of Chu Xue, Xu Dong, who is now simple or even a little naïve, suddenly feels that the color of his future life is all gray tones, if he is really Xu Dong in the story, if the kind Chu Xue who has died is his wife, if the ruthless Ji Bingyi really removed Chu Xue's ovaries in private...... Now Xudong is like a child, he only feels that these are unbearable burdens in his life, he is a little scared, a little cowering, he is afraid of returning to Liluan, afraid that he is really the tragedy of the first snow of that tragedy.

He only felt that for him, Xudong was a dream, a nightmare that was difficult to face, but An Yuyan spoke so truthfully, so real that he couldn't refuse that he was the tragic Xudong.

He prefers today's Zhang Bo'an, he doesn't have to worry about anything, he doesn't have to think about anything, he just needs to be happy with those children every day, teach them English, teach them to draw, play and frolic with them carefree, no intrigues, no need to observe words and looks, no need to choose between loving and being loved, so he wants to escape in the name of cold and late nights.

However, when he put one hand on the doorknob and was about to push the door in, he heard An Yuyan's almost inaudible sigh, this sigh was like a drum in this silent night, this sigh seemed to be a distant call from another world, Xu Dong's figure suddenly stood still, he only felt An Yuyan's sigh indescribable resentment, that sigh endless sorrow, that sigh was full of thousands of tiredness, revealing all kinds of helplessness, Xu Dong turned around, Go to An Yuyan.

Xu Dong looked at An Yuyan, and felt that his heart was pounding, and he felt that his palms were sweating in this cold night, and Chu Xue saw that Xu Dong was only looking at himself in such a daze but didn't speak, and couldn't help but say tenderly: "Xu Dong, you have something to say to me, right?" ”

Xu Dong was silent and nodded.

Chu Xue laughed silently and encouraged Xu Dong: "Then you can say it!" ”

Xu Dong took a deep breath, and then said, "You talked about Xu Dong and Chu Xue tonight, why don't you talk about yourself?" What is your relationship with Hatsuyuki? ”

Chu Xue smiled bitterly: "Chu Xue and I are the best and best friends in the world, it can be said that I am Chu Xue, Chu Xue is me!" ”

However, Chu Xue never expected that Xu Dong's eyes would suddenly become extremely deep, but he said lightly: "But why do I think you are Chu Xue?" ”