Chapter 245 Everything Stems from Low Self-Esteem
Gao Shan is a very ordinary girl. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Perhaps, she is more ordinary than ordinary.
She originally had a good upbringing, her parents were veterinarians, and she had a stable income. She was the only daughter of her parents and was pampered. In order to allow her to get better learning conditions, after she graduated from primary school, her parents took her from the county seat to the city, and entrusted her to enter the junior high school in the city. Her parents rented a yard outside the city, opened a pet hospital, and continued to work as veterinarians to earn money.
When she was in the county, Gao Shan's grades were excellent and her family conditions were enviable, so even if she had some shortcomings, it would not affect her too much. But when she transferred to a key junior high school in the city, there were many people with better family conditions than her, and there were not a few people with better grades than her. The rest are the shortcomings that she thinks are magnified......
Gao Shan is a girl with small eyes and a collapsed nose and a somewhat baby fat face, which makes her very unconfident. Moreover, she doesn't know how to dress herself up, and most of the clothes and shoes she wears are prepared by her mother, and Gao Shan even thinks that it is her mother's old vision that makes her earthy. Since the first semester of the first semester, her grades have begun to decline, and she has conflicts with her family at every turn.
One day on the road, she was walking on the road and received a flyer, which was an advertisement for a plastic surgery hospital. That was the first time she knew that there was a way to change her appearance. She brought up the idea to her parents, but at the time, Gao Shan's parents strongly objected to her surgery to change her appearance.
In the second semester of the second year of junior high school, Gao Shan, whose grades had been declining, finally couldn't bear the pressure and began to skip school. A lot of time soaked in the Internet café, in that online world that does not feel real at all, so that she really has self-confidence, no one will know what she looks like, no one cares about her grades, she can be completely irresponsible like people on the other side of the network to brag about how good she is, and then, be worshipped.
Later, she came into contact with games and began to indulge in the game world of nothingness, where there are mountains and rivers, heaven and earth, and in an ordinary shrunken world, what she has to do every day is a daily copy, and then she asks her family for money again and again under the pretext of paying fees from various schools, and spends it on games. She enjoyed the pursuit, and in that world, it attracted bees and butterflies like blooming flowers, which greatly stimulated her vanity.
But all this is not eternal, and finally one day, someone touched her cheese.
Two girls who are as addicted to the network as she is. Chen Yang and Jiang Yanyan, they are self-confessed good sisters in Gao Shan's game, playing together and copying together. Later, I learned that everyone was in the same city, and in the face of Chen Yang and Jiang Yanyan's invitation, Gao Shan met them with trepidation.
The first date of the three girls was completely to break through that small game world and really meet who the other party was. At that time, Gao Shan had just entered the first year of high school, and unexpectedly found that Jiang Yanyan was actually a senior sister who was one year older than herself. Jiang Yanyan is a rich second generation and plays very boldly, Chen Yang is a vocational high school, and he mixed in society very early. Gao Shan felt that compared to them, she was simply an ugly duckling to the extreme.
"However, is her own feeling really what Chen Yang and Jiang Yanyan showed?" Sun Heyang had a different view on Huo Xi's statement.
"It's not. It's just that when Gao Shan faced Chen Yang and Jiang Yanyan, she once again stimulated her self-esteem, so she would magnify the inferiority complex in her heart. Huo Xi said, "If you analyze it from the perspective of the other two people, they want to see Gao Shan, and they just want to know what this girl who is sought after in the game world is like." Women are mostly vain, and Jiang Yanyan and Chen Yang, judging from the photos of them before their deaths, these two girls have excellent appearance and are also very fashionable, they should be very confident in themselves. When they saw Gao Shan, they found that Gao Shan was not as good as them, and they cared more about themselves in their hearts, and they didn't pay too much attention to Gao Shan......"
So, Gao Shan completely misunderstood their reactions.
Low self-esteem will cause people to lose their independent subjective consciousness, and then produce a desire to cater to others.
"I found several posts from Gao Shan's ID in the forum related to the large online game they played, and the post mentioned that after she met the good sisters in the game, she found that they were all beautiful, and she was very envious of them. And in the interaction below the post, I found Jiang Yanyan's ID, because Jiang Yanyan's ID avatar, and even some of her previous posts can be found in her photos. Judging from their interactions, there are three other people involved, and they are very affectionate in the tone of sisterhood. Therefore, it can be inferred that in addition to Chen Yang and Jiang Yanyan, who were killed by Gao Shan, the other three people should be Yan Fang, Zhao Yingying, and Zhang Yong's last target he is looking for. ”
Because from the interaction in the post, Jiang Yanyan and the last person showed a very close state, and even understood each other's living habits, and even once the last person was still replying to Jiang Yanyan that she would not come back to live at night, so it is not surprising that Zhang Yong decided that these two people were in the same bedroom.
After that meeting, Gao Shan's state obviously fell to the side of attachment to Jiang Yanyan and Chen Yang, Chen Yang and Jiang Yanyan also seemed to know that Gao Shan was dating a man in the same game online, and the replies under Gao Shan's posts often joked with her about this person. They knew that Gao Shan wanted to see him, but they felt that they were not beautiful enough and were afraid of rejection, so they began to suggest that Gao Shan do a little microplastic surgery, starting with double eyelids and slimming face...... "After Gao Shan has gradually lost her subjective thoughts, she has become almost she listens to whatever they say, and the idea of plastic surgery has been born when Gao Shan was in junior high school, but at that time her parents rejected it on the grounds that she was still young and indefinite.
And their proposal just made Gao Shan's idea of becoming beautiful revived.
As a result, she kept making trouble with her family, thinking that it was the family's responsibility that she was not good-looking, and Gao Shan's parents had to agree to let her have plastic surgery in order to let her live well. "According to the division of time, from their chat replies on the forum in the later stage, it can be seen that Gao Shan often asks them for their opinions and where they should move."
"This is the same little girl now, you say you can't study hard, and think about how to become more beautiful every day. Even plastic surgery and such a thing as using a knife on the face, they are not ashamed but proud, and they can discuss it generously on the forum. The old policeman on the side was speechless.
"Although I don't support plastic surgery, I also won't object to others doing it, after all, the ages are different, and women have the opportunity to pursue making themselves more beautiful. Besides, not all girls will behave like this, and from the perspective of this case alone, I think the only thing that disgusts me is that a girl is completely passive and wants to change her appearance. Huo Xi said.
If a girl changes not because she is confident, but because she wants to be confident, even if she changes, she will still not be confident.
The old policeman stopped talking.
Huo Xi paused for a moment, and there was silence in the conference room for a moment, and she breathed a sigh of relief before continuing. "Then at this time, the existence of a fourth person was highlighted, this person was the classmate who was in the same dormitory as Jiang Yanyan and me, that is, the last target that Zhang Yong was looking for. Sorting through the transcripts of their conversations shows that this person has had plastic surgery, and it is very successful and beautiful. It was because of this person that Gao Shan was convinced that she could become so beautiful through plastic surgery, so she started the prelude to the road of no return to plastic surgery. ”
From cutting eyes, tattooing eyebrows, planting false eyelashes, removing freckles, slimming face...... to her trying to receive fillers and so on......
"When we were sorting out Gao Shan's relics, we found a photo in her computer that Gao Shan took together when she came to your dormitory to celebrate Jiang Yanyan's birthday." Da Gao said that he couldn't understand, "There are eight people in your dormitory in the photo, even if Zhang Yong sees this photo, he knows that this person is in the same dormitory as you, but how can he be sure that you are the last target he wants to kill." ”
"Didn't Huo Xi say it? Aren't they the two of them who stayed in school for cram school because of the summer vacation? Officer Song continued.
"But even if there are only the two of them, although the case happened during the summer vacation, but this incident happened before the summer vacation, Zhang Yong can't be stupid enough to think ......" Da Gao and Officer Song argued, in fact, Huo Xi was a little unsure about this.
"Okay, okay, are you really stupid or really blind." Sun Heyang knocked on the table, and he pointed to the photo on the table, "If the last goal is very successful, it will prompt Gao Shan to decide to have plastic surgery." So this last target ......"
Sun Heyang looked at Huo Xi, and the reason was self-evident.
"I was born." Huo Xi said quietly.
There was a burst of laughter in the conference room.
Among the eight people, Huo Xi's appearance is the best, even if she is usually low-key, Zhang Yong doesn't know. Zhang Yong looked at the appearance of several people and thought that Huo Xi was more like she had moved, plus she stayed in school with Jiang Yanyan this summer, so the relationship must be good. In this way, it was determined that Huo Xi was the one who made Gao Shan decide to have plastic surgery.
"Zhang Yong is awake." News came from the hospital that although Zhang Yong was shot, the operation had been successful, and the bullet was taken out of his body, and he was now out of danger.
"Okay." Sun Heyang got up.
"I'll go with you." Huo Xi also stood up. "I still have some things I don't understand, and I want to ask him personally."