In the new semester, a large wave of students came one after another, and the juniors were all over the place. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoAs seniors, for the first time, we feel that those recruits can't do anything, and they can't eat anything.

And we, at the beginning of the schoolgirls coming to the new environment, did not do our best to fulfill our landlord friendship, and all the sophomores participated in military training. Through the cracks in the fence of the sports field, we watched as groups of students entered their dormitories.

I wanted to follow those seniors to join in the fun.,Greet the juniors or something.,By the way, I licked my face and asked for a contact information or something.。

But I just can't get past myself, I'm just shy.

The days of military training, every day are boring and boring, repeating the same movements over and over again, which reminds me of the week of military training in the army in high school, prostrate, lying down, and fighting. Knees, elbows, and ankles were all ravaged to the point where they could not be seen.

In the scorching heat of August, I lay down on the hot cement floor for half an hour, and my palms were hot and unconscious.

Every time I fight with my opponent in a routine, I don't expect that my pig-like teammates often don't take it lightly, and they step on my stomach with one foot, and suddenly I almost don't have a mouthful of old blood sprayed on his face. We're like animals in a zoo, and every time we train is time to perform. The surrounding instructors and girls surrounded the city in a square, and we performed in it, and every time we went to a fierce place, there were bursts of warm applause, which made us hold the screams of pain in our stomachs. I think that's probably the kind of despair that people should have.

Later, when I looked at our training photos, I couldn't help but repeat to them the tragic situation of my training, but how could people who didn't understand how much pain it took to lay down and raise the dust was formed by how much pain it took for our elbows, knees and ankles. Every time I laughed and didn't say a word.

Another military training made my expectations for him far less intense than they came from high school. Sure enough, it didn't disappoint me, it was really unfazed.

I thought that after the military training was over, it would be liberated. It's just that Bai Xin's phone call broke the tranquility of military training.

"Hey, can you come out in the afternoon? I have something to tell you. ”

"I'm done with dinner in the afternoon, I'll wait for you on the tennis court."

Hung up the phone, and I arrived as promised.

She had apparently been waiting for me there for a long time. I dared to step forward and hand her a cold drink as an apology.

She took the cold drink, bowed her head and said thank you.

I noticed that her eyes were red. Apparently traces of just cried. I couldn't help but think of her falling out of love again.

"I may not be able to train in the military, I have to go to the hospital." As she spoke, she wiped the tears from her eyes and sniffed her nose.

As soon as I heard about the hospital, my head suddenly short-circuited, why did I go to the hospital so well?

"What's the matter, you're going to cure your lack of heart? That's an incurable disease, don't go. "In order to make him happy, I deliberately teased her.

Woowoo.......

There was no suspense, she cried again, I really don't understand, why does she love to cry so much. I crouched down and helped her to the nearest seat. Looking at the wide camouflage uniform she was wearing, and looking at the camouflage uniform I was wearing, the two of them sat together and always felt that it was not like that.

"Why don't I take leave tomorrow to accompany you to the hospital."

"No need." She wiped her tears with her camouflage uniform and said firmly. "It's not that I'm sick, it's that my mom has breast cancer and is in the hospital, in an advanced stage. The cancer has spread, and the doctor said that even if chemotherapy and conservative treatment are treated, it will not be able to survive for half a year. ”

"Cancer?" I tried to search my mind for keywords about cancer, but I found nothing. My knowledge of it is limited to proto-oncogenes and tumor suppressor genes in high school biology textbooks. They all coexist in the human body, but one day the proto-oncogene is very naughty, breaks free from the shackles of the tumor suppressor gene, becomes uncontrolled, infinitely replicates, and with the blood, its offspring through mitosis, throughout the body. until they die with their hosts. That is, death in the human sense.

This is the first time I feel that death is so close to me? There is also uncertainty in the people around us all the time.

Those terrible cancer cells are growing with a big mouth of blood and devouring our relatives and friends.

I froze in place, knowing that the end of terminal cancer was death, but I didn't know what words to use to comfort her. All the words of comfort seem so insignificant in the face of death. Because, it is not us who is facing death, but her. She is also the one who bears the pain of losing her mother, not me.

"I'm going to take a leave of absence to stay with my mother." She calmed down and spoke her mind.

"Let's go to the hospital and spend more time with your mother. Don't make any decisions when you're at your most desperate. ”

"I didn't dare go. Every time I see his hair falling all over the floor, I can't contain the despair in my heart. ”

"Then I'll go with you tomorrow, okay? There are some things that we have to face sooner or later. ”

She looked at me and nodded heavily.