331 Lotus 2

"You may not have known what was going on with the monks back then, but now you should know, right? Not to mention that monks and Taoists are ordinary people, and no one can guarantee eternity! Chen Changfeng continued, "The three memories you showed me recorded the three stages of our together, can you deny that my feelings for you were fake at the beginning?" You can't, because it's true, and I liked you from the bottom of my heart. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoI've paid a lot for this too, do you admit it? For more than 300 years, except for the last time I asked for your exquisite heart, you asked yourself how I treated you? You are away all the year round, sometimes it is decades when you leave, whether I am in the teacher or out, I have never done anything to be sorry for you, I can say without guilt that you are the only lover in my heart and life! ”

These words made Luo Yan unable to calm down, she looked at him in a daze, and the fire in the center of the earth weakened again.

Chen Changfeng watched the change in her gaze.

"Don't you believe it? I swear by my heart that I have never liked anyone but you, even in the years since you died, and if you tell half a lie, I will not die well! ”

Luo Yan knew that what he said was true, not to mention that she had never suspected the other party, but she didn't realize it.

"I'm loyal to you, and I'm not sorry for you, isn't it? You say that I am all up to you for what I am doing today, do you think this is possible? In the years you went out, I didn't wait in the master without wind and rain, I was also looking for opportunities everywhere, I also died nine times, I almost fell, I can get to where I am today because of my hard work, isn't it? ”

Yes, Chen Changfeng is right, he worked his own, not relying on his own elixir to get to where he is today, which she can't deny.

Luo Yan had to admit it.

"Without you, or without anyone, I wouldn't be where I am today, it's ridiculous!"

Chen Changfeng saw that Luo Yan's attitude was becoming more and more relaxed, and he was more confident, and he became more and more generous.

"I know you're unwilling, and you're not willing to be anyone, I understand. However, what I can't accept is that you say that I betrayed you, you said that I understood, I did not betray you, and I don't know what to understand, I think it should be you who should understand. You gave me those three memories to tell me that you have paid so much for me, and that you have given me today, and I am so heinous to you, right? But I want to ask you, why do you pay so much for me, I didn't ask you, you are voluntary, right? Conversely, if you don't get what you want in return, I'm just heinous, is that fair? In addition, do you dare to guarantee that without your efforts, I really wouldn't be where I am today? Don't you dare! ”

Luo Yan was at a loss in his heart.

She never expected to hear such a statement.

Chen Changfeng was right, he didn't ask himself to do anything, everything was voluntary.

If it weren't for what he did, Chen Changfeng might not have come so far, maybe his achievements would have been even higher, after all, these didn't happen, can you make it clear?

Since none of this is valid, in the end, Chen Changfeng burned her to death with the fire of the heart of the earth and took away her exquisite heart, which was just a life-and-death plunder between monks, there was no betrayal and harm, and there was no regret or guilt.

She smiled, and after retracting the center of the earth, she looked at Chen Changfeng.

"What you said is so good, it makes sense, I figured it out, all this is my own opinion, it has nothing to do with you, I misunderstood, our liking is true, your plundering of me is also true, the former is a need, the latter is also a need, you are not wrong, is that so?"

Without the fire in the center of the earth, Chen Changfeng felt much better, of course, his body was still in pain, but he could still bear this pain. What's more, hearing Luo Yan say this, this pain is nothing.

"Luo Yan, we have known each other for more than 300 years, I know what I know, I still remember what you said back then, you don't like monks killing each other, especially life and death plunder, you don't want to be that kind of monk, now you are a human being in two lives, you should understand that this is not what you want, the world of monks will not change because of your preferences, you are hurt and wronged for this, you can only blame yourself, you can't blame others."

Saying that, Chen Changfeng sighed and said earnestly.

"Actually, you're not fit to be a monk, it's just that you don't know it."

Luo Yan looked at him.

"What do you want to say?"

Chen Changfeng looked at her deeply.

"I don't think you will believe what I say, but I still have to say that you should go to the red dust to practice, so that you will understand why I said that you are not suitable for a monk."

"Really?" Luo Yan seemed to be a little loose.

Chen Changfeng nodded.

"Yes, you don't have to go in person, as long as your consciousness enters the red dust, take a look, and you will gain something by taking a walk."

"Consciousness take a look, take a walk?" Luo Yan repeated, "What does that mean?" ”

Chen Changfeng further said.

"Do you know what Master's magic weapon is?"

Luo Yan was stunned and shook his head.

"Although our master is a small sect, it also needs magic weapons to support it, and the master got an ancient magic weapon because of a chance, so we have our master."

"You know that magic weapon?"

Chen Changfeng nodded.

"Master passed it on to me, and I naturally know that it is a mirror, and when you enter the mirror, you can enter the secular world to experience, and what enters is consciousness. This treasure mirror, Master said, has reflected the truest thoughts in his heart. If you want, I can give it to you. Back then, I relied on this mirror to experience, and I entered the red dust for 999 days, only less than a thousand days away, if I was consummated, maybe I could advance to the Holy Age. Now that I think about it, this may also be predestined, imperfect, flawed, this is true, perfect, and consummation will be damned. ”

The last sentence made Luo Yan moved, perfection and perfection were punished by God, is that so?

So she has gone through great and small immortal tribulations, but she can't understand the meaning.

Is that so?

"What have you been through, in the red dust?"

Chen Changfeng thought for a moment.

"It's the life I didn't enter the teacher's life." He further explained, "What would life be like if I were not a monk? In the mirror, I experienced such a life. I became a medicine merchant, I worked hard to make money, married and had children, raised children, supported my parents, made friends, enjoyed life, and often worried about birth, old age, sickness and death, and finally died in the cry of my children and grandchildren. This is the life of an ordinary person, and this is what I experienced in the mirror. ”

"And what did you realize?" Luo Yan asked.

"I, I didn't realize anything, I just didn't want to be reconciled, when I was dying, I was tormented by illness, I thought that there were still many things I didn't do, and I thought about what was the point of living like this in my life, and finally I came to the conclusion that this is not the life I wanted! My life shouldn't be like this! I thought of the monk, who could pursue the Great Dao, who could pursue immortality, who could be free and free, and that was the life I wanted! ”