"She was when I was a freshman, that winter, I heard that the partridge flowers on our mountain were very fond of the other places, the price was very high, and she could earn me a week's food expenses a day, in fact, I think Hao Zehao should know, just 100 yuan. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info went to the mountains to pick it. Walking on the mountain road at night, I accidentally fell into the trap that the hunter hunted, and the clip teeth in the trap penetrated the legs...... "Speaking of this, Zhou Hangyue couldn't help but look at his mother, who was still staggering, and his eyes were moist.

"Later, my dad went to find her, rescued her from the trap, pulled her to the town health center, simply bandaged, and did not take a film to see the condition of the bones, just pain, thought it was a traumatic injury, and raised it at home for a few months, and then the trauma was healed, only to find that the injured bones were not corrected, but the bones have been misplaced for a long time. There is no way but to make mistakes. In fact, at that time, I didn't want to go to school, and my mother forced me to continue. Later, I saved more in school, the original 100 a week, changed to 70 a week, 10 yuan a day, in strict accordance with this standard, I have no ability, I can't earn money to support myself, I can only save, save again and again. Because, that's how my family is. ”

He Ming and I didn't say anything. With our heads bowed and silent, we repent of our previous ignorance.

We are like the mediocre Emperor Jin Hui, treating Zhou Hangyue with his attitude of "why not eat minced meat".

"Later, when I was a sophomore, my brother was able to help me with a part-time job, so I dismissed this idea, but I still saved as always, 70 a week. The rest of the money is saved there for emergencies. Every time I was happiest, I would take out from under my pillow the ten or twenty pieces that had been pulled out of my teeth, and count them there, and I felt that was my biggest money. Unfortunately, recently, my dad passed away due to emphysema. The thought came to my mind, and my mother forced me to drop out of school. But I stretched out my hands and asked her, if you don't drop out of school, who will take care of you? My dad is gone, and you are disabled, even if you starve to death at home, who knows? The degree certificate and graduation certificate are a cage that has been trapped in me for more than 20 years, and I still can't jump out. Pull in a my dad, half pull not a you, even my brother is dragged by me, almost thirty, still floating outside. That's the reality. ”

Zhou Hangyue paused, wiped the tears on his face and continued: "I'm sad not because I'm about to lose my degree certificate and graduation certificate, but because it's worthless for my family to be alone. ”

"Then why did you refuse to solicit donations?" I'm still holding on to it.

"On the one hand, my dad was no longer good at that time, and I didn't want to be saddled with a fraudulent donation, and on the other hand, the word "begging" really made me a little unbearable. I'm poor, but I'm not going to beg. ”

"Brother, what you are doing now is to stop the loss in time, but it is not a cure for the symptoms. You don't have to be guarding your mother back home. You can take your mother out of the mountains with you, have your brother's degree and graduation certificate, and rely on the reputation of our school, you can still find an easy job in the construction industry. It's better than if you were here with your back to the loess. Out of the mountains, you can improve your mother's quality of life, can make your mother's life better, think about it, you have lost your father, you can only love your mother more than you can not hope for your father's trust. "I didn't say something very positive naturally, but I knew very well in my heart that only he could save himself.

"Things before graduation, you don't have to think about it, if you don't worry about your mother, you take her to the city, there is still half a year before graduation, we take turns to take care of you, the rich contribute, the powerful contribution, you can rest assured, we will never spread this matter." He Ming swore and said.

I thought to myself, He Ming's child seems to have grown up overnight. Knowing the warmth and coldness of people, he suddenly became less willful than before.

Zhou Hangyue turned his head to look at his mother, who was stunned, sitting on a small chair, silently washing vegetables on the side, the biting cold wind of winter, just letting them sit there, they were already shivering, not to mention that she was currently putting her hand into the cold water.

Seeing his hesitant appearance, He Ming took the lead in taking out the hot potato from his schoolbag ----- Zhou Hangyue's withdrawal application form. handed it to him and said: "This is the purpose of our trip, looking at the bright chapter, do you have any déjà vu?" The last time I saw it should be on your admission letter, if you think your first twenty years are too good, you can continue to retreat to the mountains and forests, we as outsiders, everything we can do and help have been done, and the rest is up to you. Go back with us to go through the formalities and quit school, but still insist on staying up for half a year and getting the graduation certificate and degree certificate. It's up to you. ”

Zhou Hangyue took the withdrawal application he had written, and looked at the bright chapter, as if he had a thousand strengths to press him.

He crossed his hands, and with one force, the stamped withdrawal application form was divided into two, two into four, four into eight, eight into eight, and just like that, it became scraps of paper. He held it in the palm of his hand and threw it into the open space next to him.

At this moment, my heart was shattered with the pieces of paper.

I closed my eyes, said no more, and gave my destiny.