The moment she saw Zhao Yan for the first time, Jiang Li knew that he was the person she wanted to entrust in this life, even if he was just a proton who was looked down upon at that time. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Later, she was finally able to be by his side, but in the most humble and even lowly manner, she always had the illusion that the only affection in her life was to the wrong person, but why did she still believe that he was her lover in her heart??????? -- Inscription

(1) ???

A few months ago, Zhao invaded Jiang's border despite his agreement with Jiang, and took five of Jiang's cities by surprise.

King Jiang was furious, personally led his troops to the battlefield, and recaptured the lost city in just one month, but the anger did not subside, and King Jiang still wanted to attack the territory of Zhao. Seeing that the big thing was not good, King Zhao hurriedly sent an envoy to negotiate peace with King Jiang. King Jiang hated him for breaking the contract and refused to withdraw his troops. King Zhao had to offer to sign an agreement without war for five years, and would send 10,000 taels of gold as compensation. After eating a trench and growing wise, King Jiang no longer believes King Zhao's so-called agreement.

After such a stalemate for more than a month, King Jiang proposed that Zhao Yan, the eight-year-old prince of Zhao State, come to Jiang State to work as a proton for five years before he was willing to collect troops. After feeling the good fighting of Jiang's soldiers and looking at the precarious border, King Zhao had no choice but to agree???

The appointment had arrived, and King Zhao personally sent Zhao Yan outside the gate of King Jiang's palace, and the eight-year-old boy already knew what kind of life he would live in the next five years before he set off.

That is when Jiang Guo's phoenix flower is in full bloom, the leaves are like the feathers of the flying phoenix, the flowers are like the crown of the phoenix, magnificent, full of trees like fire, it should be a color that makes people feel happy, but in Zhao Yan's eyes, it is the fire of hell, which will burn him to ashes. Looking at the Jiang royal family standing opposite, timidity spread in his heart, but he still forced his composure. From this moment on, what he represents is no longer just himself, but Zhao Guo, and his every move represents the dignity of Zhao Guo. The boy raised his head and smiled faintly at his father, his still immature face was resolute and unmatched for his age.

Seeing his son look like this, King Zhao was both relieved and heartbroken, his dry lips opened but he couldn't say a word in the end, he could only shake his son's little hand vigorously, and then led him towards King Jiang's palace.

Zhao Yan's gaze swept over the faces of the Jiang royal family, and those unfamiliar faces were all filled with arrogance and contempt. The boy's self-esteem was hit, and a small flame quietly ignited in the bottom of his heart.

Suddenly, the boy noticed a different gaze. Curious, that's right, there was a little girl looking at him with a curious face, those eyes were like the Xuanqing Pool in King Zhao's palace, he could see the depths of her soul at a glance, pure without a trace of impurities. Looking at each other, the little girl was slightly stunned, and then lowered her head with a red face, which was very cute.

Zhao Yan looked away, but still paid attention to her with his peripheral vision, and sure enough, the little girl raised her head again when she saw that he didn't look over there, biting her lip and staring at him stupidly, and after a while, she actually laughed to herself, her big eyes flashed brightly, and the two dimples were playfully embedded in her pink little face. The corners of Zhao Yan's lips hooked up an imperceptible smile, and he had a hunch that this little girl would be the only light in his dark life for the next five years.

Jiang Wang was kind on his face, but from beginning to end, Zhao Yan didn't see half a smile in his eyes. Looking up inadvertently, Zhao Yan saw that the little girl was still looking at him in a trance, with a sweet smile on the corner of her lips.

Zhao Yan thought that such a pure person should not be defiled by the dark world, no matter who she was, he hoped that she could always be so simple. He also hoped that when she remembered him in the future, she would still smile so sweetly and movingly???

Zhao Yan's personal attendant Ah Yao told him that the girl was Jiang Li, the youngest princess of Jiang Kingdom, and Queen Jiang died in childbirth when she gave birth to her. King Jiang cherishes the queen, and Jiang Li is smart since childhood, pure and good-natured, and looks seven points similar to Queen Jiang, coupled with the innocence and liveliness of the little girl, King Jiang loves her very much, and regards it as the pearl in his palm, so the Jiang royal family also loves her in every way. Proton and princess, he and her are different from each other at the moment.

(2) ???

Since ancient times, he has never heard of treating protons well, and Zhao Yan's life in Jiang Country will not be easy??? Zhao Yan was arranged to live in the long-abandoned Yunhua Hall in the northwest corner of King Jiang's palace, and there was no one to serve him except Ah Yao. Although three meals are delivered to the dining room every day, the quality of the food is really unbearable???

Zhao Yan didn't think that he would have an intersection with Jiang Li, and she took the initiative to find him. The little girl secretly brought the palace maid to bring him dinner when it was dark, two bowls of rice, a plate of pearl balls, and a piece of jade tofu. It was the first decent meal Zhao Yan had since he arrived in Jiang Country.

The next day, fresh food was delivered from the dining room, Zhao Yan looked at the food in the food box, and was grateful to Jiang Li in his heart, in this palace, she was the only one who could speak for him.

With her, his proton life might not really be so sad. ??? Five years may not seem like a long time, but it is enough for a prince to grow into a qualified king.

Jiang Guo probably pinched the time when Zhao Yan grew up before he put forward the request for him to be a proton. After being a proton, Zhao Yan's life is completely under the control of the Jiang royal family, and in order to prevent his growth, Jiang Wang naturally will not allow him to touch books.

It's been five years, and what Zhao Yan craves most is books, and the only one who can help him get books is Jiang Li. She always knew what he needed, and before he could say anything, she secretly brought him the book. She even found a master for him to teach him martial arts riding and archery. She really did everything she could for him???

For five years, Jiang Li has been quietly by Zhao Yan's side. When the phoenix flowers in the Yunhua Hall bloomed like fire, he played the flute, and she offered a dance that was only for him to learn. She was the only light in his dark days, and he was the sun she sought all her life???

She said she hoped he would become a gentleman in the future. And he is working hard every day to become a Ming Jun, and the flame that ignited in his heart when he first arrived in Jiang Guo has not been extinguished for a day. For him, a country is a country, and a home is a home. Zhao is his country, Jiang Li is his home, but in front of the country, home is always insignificant, because in the future he is destined to be a king, the king will sacrifice everything for the hatred of the country, and will also blind everything because of the national shame???

Time flies, and time flies. Five years have passed, Zhao Yan has grown into a young man, and Jiang Li has also begun to show her alluring appearance. At the time of parting, Zhao Yan took off the jade pendant he was carrying, promised Jiang Li a promise of a future emperor, and exchanged this jade pendant for a wish. She hung the jade pendant around her waist and stroked it every day, full of lovesickness. I looked at it from afar several times, but I saw the phoenix flowers that were still like fire in the Yunhua Palace.

(3) ???

In two years, the smoke rose again, and Jiang and Zhao met each other. Jiang won, King Zhao died under King Jiang's sword, and Zhao Yan succeeded to the throne. King Jiang was also seriously injured and died in a few days, and the eldest prince succeeded to the throne???.

Three years, time has passed, the situation has reversed, Zhao Yan has tried his courage, and finally made Zhao the most powerful country. The revenge of killing his father and the humiliation of his childhood, he personally led his troops to attack Jiang Guo, and he was unstoppable all the way. The Zhao army attacked the city of Jiang, raising troops and accumulating troops just to take the Jiang country in one fell swoop???

That night, Jiang Li sneaked out of the palace alone and came to the Zhao State military camp to meet him. In the manager's tent, Zhao Yan sat on the right seat and looked at her, although Jiang Guo was about to die, she still maintained the dignified beauty that a princess of a country should have, and she hadn't seen her for several years, her eyes were still clear??? Jiang Li presented the jade pendant he left for her when he returned to China: "You have no jokes, I hope King Zhao can let Jiang Guo go." ”??? He picked up the jade pendant and played with it, raised his head and looked at her playfully, and said as if provocatively: "Yes, but this king wants you to go back to Zhao with me." ”??“ Good. Jiang Li replied without hesitation, just calmly looked at the king who had grown up with her help, and her emotions could not be seen in her watery eyes, whether she was sad or happy, and only she could understand???

The next day, Zhao Yan made an appointment with King Jiang to negotiate outside the city gate, and he arrogantly announced that he wanted to take Jiang Li away from Jiang Guo. King Jiang was furious, and would rather die on the battlefield than exchange his most beloved sister for being alive and well???

Jiang Li smiled slightly, and a faint flush appeared on her fair cheeks: "Brother Huang, I volunteered, I thought about him for five years, so it not only fulfilled me but also saved Jiang Guo, the best of both worlds, why not?" ”??? Jiang Wang looked at her little daughter-like shyness in confusion, and was reluctant to do anything in his heart, but he was helpless. He was reluctant to sacrifice Jiang Li, but if she was really willing, then this was the best ending.

(4) ???

?? Ten years ago, Zhao Yan was forced to go to Jiang, and ten years later, Jiang Li came to Zhao of his own volition???

She was left in his dormitory, and on the first night, Zhao Yan announced to her that she was his property, however, without a name and no point, she was not even as good as a palace maid.

She regarded all kinds of work as normal, verbally humiliated her silently, and bullied her powerlessly. He even wanted her to watch him pamper other women, to let his concubines trample on her, and even the palace maids to humiliate her??? But no matter what Zhao Yan did to her, Jiang Li stubbornly refused to show a sad appearance in front of him, that was her last self-esteem and pride, no matter how much humiliation she suffered, she would not say it.

She stayed here, by Zhao Yan's side, for the sake of her country, and yes, she wanted to see him more, very humble, humble to the dust. She didn't know how many layers of masks she needed to still be stubborn in front of him and not bow her head, pretending to be poisonous and let him hurt without frowning, but Xin, she was already broken and didn't even have a chance to fight together. Really, Jiang Li never thought that one day she would live so carefully???

Finally, unbearable humiliation, Jiang Li sought death several times. For the last time, Zhao Yan pulled her back from the Hades Palace, and told her through gritted teeth that if she dared to die, he would destroy Jiang Guo the next day. Jiang Li only smiled bitterly, the pride she once had was gone, her life was not hers, the person was not hers, her dignity was not hers, and her freedom was not hers. All she had now was humble silence, she didn't even have the right to cry and cry out in pain, and she had finally learned to be submissive???

Three years, so it is three years.

(5)??

One day, Zhao Yan's favorite concubine Zhen "missed" and pushed Jiang Li into the water, she didn't know how to water, but fortunately, Ayao passed by and rescued her and picked up a life. Zhao Yan reversed his usual connivance, and in a fit of anger, he actually sent Concubine Zhen into the cold palace. The palace was terrified, only Ah Yao's heart was like a mirror - Zhao Yan was reluctant to lose Jiang Li. ???

Jiang Li was in a coma for three whole days, and Zhao Yan stayed by her bedside for three days without sleep. After checking the pulse, the doctor told him that Jiang Li was pregnant for more than a month. Zhao Yan scolded her in her heart for not saying a word to him, but suddenly remembered Jiang Li's several times a few days ago, what she wanted to tell him was him, and he didn't give her a chance to say it. For three days, all kinds of childhood and her kept flashing in front of her eyes, the simplicity and loveliness when she first saw her, the tears in her eyes when she was worried about him in Yunhua Palace, and the reluctant attachment she couldn't talk about when she parted. He once hoped that she could live a carefree life all her life, but now it was he who crushed her beauty little by little. He is an unforgivable sin???

Seeing Jiang Li lying on the couch with a pale face, the only pair of eyes that could keep him from looking closed tightly, Zhao Yan realized how afraid he was of losing her. He has not forgotten that he was the one who started it all. He hated Jiang Guo, but he promised her to let Jiang Guo go, so he transferred all his hatred to her, dominating her, threatening her, humiliating her, and hurting her, and he did almost all the ways he could think of to retaliate against her. But who is torturing whom in all this????

Jiang Li finally woke up, fortunately in misfortune, the child is still there, although her body is really weak to the extreme, but her child is still there, she and his child are still there. Zhao Yan invited the best doctor to recuperate for her, but she could only guarantee that she could give birth to the child. Those months were the gentlest times for Zhao Yan after coming to Zhao Kingdom, although she was still domineering, but she was very warm???

When she was about to give birth, she exerted all her strength to give birth to their daughter.

?“ You promised me that you would let Jiang Guo go. Jiang Li stretched out her hand to grab Zhao Yan's clothes, trying to sit up, she knew that she was running out of time?????

"At this time, will you only worry about your country?" Zhao Yan still had a vicious tone, it seemed to be the same as before, but his body carefully protected Jiang Li in his arms and supported her to sit up, he hugged her very lightly, he was afraid of hurting her again, he hurt her so much, he didn't want to hurt her again.?

?? As if she didn't hear his words, Jiang Li just looked at the little girl who was sleeping sweetly in the nurse's arms, with a hint of relief on her tired face, "You'll treat her well, right?" ”???

"I will, I will treat her well, watch her grow up, she will be as beautiful as you." His tears can't be stopped, does he still want to lose her? This is the punishment, the punishment for all the harm he did to her. He would rather she survive and do everything he did to her again, than in a way that would make him regret it for the rest of his life???

"The first time I saw you, I felt that you were the love of my life. In the three years of Zhao State, I also asked myself, are you really? I wonder if I have paid the wrong person for this affection, but every time I think about it, I will be rejected by myself, and I don't know why I believe that you are my beloved......" It was the first time in three years that she had said so much to him, but it was also the last time. Jiang Guo quietly stayed together for five years, alone for five years, Zhao Guo endured humiliation for three years, her life ended before she had time to get more favor from him, she didn't give him much time to take care of her after repentance, and she didn't give herself much time to enjoy happiness???

Jiang Li is gone and will never come back.

(f)

After Jiang Li left, Zhao Yan ignored the opposition of the ministers and made her the queen, and buried her according to the queen's etiquette, saying that he would be buried with her after he was a hundred years old. When she was buried, he put a night pearl in her mouth with his own hands, and his little princess had suffered so much in the world, and he could only hope that she would no longer be bullied in another world. In fact, his posterior position has always been reserved for her, blaming him for not knowing how to cherish it. So, in the future, there will only be her tablet above him???

Since then, no one in the harem dared to be presumptuous in front of Zhao Yan, on the day of Jiang Li's funeral, he gave Concubine Zhen to death, and the concubines were afraid that the next unfortunate person would be themselves, because there was no concubine in the palace who had not hurt her.

He never set foot in the harem again, except for the eldest prince who was the prince, he almost did everything to love their little princess, which was the only thing he could do for her again???

Later, Zhao Yan changed the name of the dormitory to Yunxuan Palace, and deliberately moved the phoenix flower of Yunhua Palace. The phoenix flowers in the Yunxuan Hall bloomed year after year, and their little princess had grown to the age when he first saw her. But his little princess never saw her favorite phoenix again.