At the end, that meal made me eat Daigo empowerment. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Sister Ji Ji and my brother are worthy of being from the past, although I am in my sophomore year, I can't quite understand the difference between interns and regular employees, but I can vaguely see that the difference between them is actually quite big.

If you can see the dawn of the future in advance, you will not be so ambitious, but afraid of moving forward.

I hurried home without stopping at their new home.

During the long summer vacation, some people choose to work part-time, some choose to travel, and some choose to lie at home.

I'm not so high that I feel that working part-time is an insult to me, but in a sense, I don't have the courage to take that step. Yes, I'm cowardly, cowardly, it takes courage to work part-time.

That's why I chose to practice in retreat and no longer pay attention to the troubles of the world.

When I returned home, I was surprised to find that my aunt's illness was strangely cured, but the person's mental state was not very good. It feels like it's sluggish. And there is no longer the original sharpness, walking like an old lady, with her feet resting on the ground, and making a piercing sound.

My mother told me that on that occasion, she was seriously ill and had bypass surgery on her heart, so she could not do physical work and could not be stimulated. Now it is sustained by medication. However, the situation is not particularly rosy, and people have become much more sluggish.

At that time, with the development of the new rural cooperative medical care, the aunt's family of 5 people, the annual cost was enough to buy a bucket of milk powder for the child. Later, when she wanted to join, the village chief asked her to hand over all the previous years at one time, and once she counted the difference by several thousand, she counted it again.

Now the tragedy happened to her again, she was sick and hospitalized, and no one reimbursed her, resulting in overnight, their family changed from a medium-sized family to a poor household. The reality of returning to agriculture and poverty due to illness has long been commonplace. For me, nothing surprising.

It's just that this time, I'm starting to feel a little uncomfortable. After all, our pranks were the trigger, and if it weren't for our pranks, maybe her family wouldn't be what it is.

I called my brother and briefly reported to him what had happened.

After listening to this, my brother was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time.

"Xiao Hao, if it weren't for this, the matter would have come to this point, and we would have no room to make up for it, or we did too much at that time." My brother began to feel a little compassionate.

"Actually, even if you don't treat them like that, with their family temperament, sooner or later they will cause trouble in the village. Don't blame yourself either. "I comforted my brother while thinking about how to solve it.

"You buy some nutritional supplements or something, and go to his house. I first contacted a friend in my province and contacted a hospital to give her a check-up to see how to recover after surgery and how to adjust and consolidate. The cost is out of us. "My brother gritted his teeth and started to cut on himself.

"You still have a mortgage, how do you get it? If you want me to say, forget it, buy some nutritional products, and take care of humanitarianism. ”

I talked a lot with my brother, and I can see that my brother is still a little guilty about this matter. After all, making irreparable mistakes to one's loved ones in the form of a farce is really not what a highly educated person should do.

Forced by the situation, my brother finally acquiesced to my approach. He specifically asked me not to tell Sister Ji Ji. I'm afraid of her compassion, which makes us fall into a bottomless abyss again.

There are some things that are inexplicable and involve human nature, and there will always be insurmountable gray areas that make us cruel, ignorant and selfish.

I remember that in the history textbooks, there were talks about "Confucius's theory of human nature and goodness" and Mencius's "theory of human nature and evil" in the hundred schools of thought. ”

Both of these are one-sided idealistic rhetoric. The so-called "good" and "evil" are themselves one-sided and extreme. To a certain extent, consciously or unconsciously, they deny the objective psychology and physiology of human beings, so they are idealistic. Moreover, human nature is complex, and it is impossible to summarize and measure it in terms of good or evil alone.

"Beauty is beauty, not beauty. What is good is good, and what is not good. "Lao Tzu has long discussed the relationship between beauty and ugliness, good and evil.

The reason why beautiful things can be called beautiful or make us think beautiful is because there are things that are not beautiful, or in other words, we cannot know what beauty is without things that are not beautiful. So beauty comes from not being beautiful. In the same way, good comes from evil. All of us grow into absolute beauty, and the world becomes pale and boring. Of course, we also can't set a standard of goodness and make everyone this absolutely good, firstly, you can't do this at all, and secondly, even if you do, then it doesn't matter if you do it, because without the foil of evil, goodness does not exist.