Chapter 106: Cool
During lunch, Ai Wan couldn't help but look in the direction of Liu Qing, just before today's "result" came out, everyone thought that she was a bitter trick yesterday, Mingyue, Aunt Bai, Godmother, everyone thought that maybe even Liu Nai outside the palace had to think like this. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
This made her a little aggrieved.
Liu Qing's stay was her purpose, but she didn't do anything bitter for this purpose. But he knew what kind of chain effect he would cause if he stayed, but he still stayed, so it wasn't her who succeeded...... But he did it on purpose?!
If that's the case, then she's really going to be depressed.
Ai Wan's face looked unhappy. How many glances did Mingyue make, but she had such a willful master, and this look was destined to be in vain.
Tian secretly looked at the emperor's face, but found that the emperor was silent and silent, and he was very dedicated to using the food, and his posture was as elegant as an immortal in the world. But his wife across from him grew stronger and heavier as if she had owed her a great deal of silver.
Gee.
Mingyue has lost count of how many times she has admired her imperial strong psychology.
Chensu is lined up, and it is the time of the moonlight.
The handsome man took off his bright yellow robe and was white inside, and coldly hugged the woman in his arms to the couch.
When his kiss fell, Ai Wan frowned and blocked Shou on his broad and hard chest, and muttered a word in a low voice: "It hurts......"
Hearing this, Liu Qiang's face softened slightly, and a trace of helpless tenderness appeared in his complex black eyes, "It won't hurt today." He took her hand and kissed her lightly, as if countless affections were in it.
Ai Wan suddenly remembered four words: the play is ruthless.
The drama is the most ruthless person in the world, and the emperor is the most deceitful drama in the world.
Ai Wan fell asleep deep in his arms, and when Liu woke up, the sky was still dark, as if a vast black cloth had been glued to it, and behind the black cloth was just an unfinished tragic comedy, which was so dark that people's hearts were depressed.
His eyes were deep and cold, and there was a deep pain of loneliness. He looked out the window at the pitch darkness, as if he was falling.
The sky slowly brightened again as he gazed alone for an unknown number of times.
Liu Qing wore bubbles indifferently and waved his sleeves away.
Before leaving, he seemed to look back at the woman who was still sleeping on the bed, and that glance was deep, but his face was ruthless.
Liu Qing stayed in Fengluan Palace for three days, as if he was waiting for Ai Wan for three days. The news in the palace about the queen waiting for three days and returning to favor has spread a lot, and even Ai Wan thought in a trance that she could go on like this for a long time.
It's just that something has changed between them after all.
Now, Liu Qing kisses her, but she feels: his heart is not here.
He hugged her, but his eyes were not focused, they were as dark as an abyss, and none of them were her.
She finally realized Liu Qing's cruelty in one night when he left no room for possession: she began to discover that what he gave was not love, but pure hurtful plunder. And in this plunder, there seems to be some kind of revenge that she can't find out......
This time, she really died.
What could hurt people more than you were by my side, but as far as the end of the world?!
It seems to be forced, as if they are torturing each other by hurting others and hurting themselves...... She couldn't breathe in pain.
"I was wrong, I was wrong." This night cried in his arms. Ai Wan kept repeating these three words, and he didn't seem to hear them, and in short, he didn't respond to them, and took possession of her deeply as usual.
In these countless nights of sleep, she was his.
However, Liu Qing's indifference was deaf and deaf, but Ai Wan mistakenly thought that she was disdainful and ignored the acquiescence, and the default was that she was forcing them. And he was taking revenge on her, making her hurt at the closest distance.
"You and her......" she never asked about them, and in the light of another morning, she lay on the bed, but asked the man in her dragon robe.
"She's fine."
Leng Qing's low answer made Ai Wan silent.
You see, there is such a hateful person, who is afraid that he will not make you uncomfortable: when you don't want him to understand, he understands your words very well and gives a very cruel answer; Sometimes it misunderstands your true words beyond recognition, which makes you hurt in short. I'm afraid I can't make you uncomfortable.
"Can she take my place?" Ai Wan asked.
She thought that he couldn't answer this question, or that he could only answer it after thinking about it, but she was wrong again.
The emperor's voice was simply indifferent, as if the feeling of interpreting the love of the king to her that day reappeared, "Yes." ”
After the ultimate entanglement, how hurtful is such a "can"?
"It's okay to ......" Ai Wan was as if she had been executed by Ling Chi.
She humbly put herself in the pile of his many women to compare, but he said, you can be replaced. It doesn't matter to you.
"What is ten miles of red makeup?"
"What is a house outside Bianzhou?"
"What is between you and me?!"
Can feelings be liquidated, can they be liquidated cleanly, looking back, what is lost along the way is not the silver that can be earned back by loss, but the broken heart. Liquidation? It's nothing more than turning around and picking up that piece of sincerity little by little, sticking it on, and the crack is gone?!
So, liquidate what.
But I woke up from a big dream.
……
Liu Qing, I hope that after I leave, you had better forget me, and don't remember me, because then you are very pitiful. So you'd better be ruthlessly cool and let me go with peace of mind.
After Liu Qing left, Ai Wan made a decision.
After making a decision, she chose to stand alone on the city wall and look at this court, for a long time, since she came here, she had strange dreams, sweet even dreamed, the northern kingdom was destroyed, a city in the war just ceased, and the smoke curled. She stood in the center of the truce, crying and shouting, hopelessly looking for someone.
But I couldn't find it.
Everything is empty.
In the past, Chang'an was prosperous, and now she is the only one left. When she woke up, she felt desolate. She knows that no matter which dynasty it is, there will be a day when it will fall, and she is not afraid of being a country after she dies, but she is afraid that she will not be able to see him until she dies.
Now......
Now, there is no country, but love is no longer there.
She was the one who left.
Ai Wan smiled and turned back.
Back in the palace, Mingyue said to her happily: "Niangniang, Huangshan's heart has reached Niangniang, no matter how cold and hard it is, it won't last long." The emperor is affectionate to Niangniang after all. ”
She only saw that the emperor had not been cold to this place since these days, but she didn't see that the real cold was close to the human body, but it was cold to the heart. If Liu Qing's change of heart hurt Ai Wan's heart, then his "not being cold" in the past few days has cooled Ai Wan's heart.
Before this, she didn't know that her feelings were so cruel.
"Let's go down." She smiled slightly, watched Mingyue leave, and closed the door to the inner hall.