Chapter 18: The Vanishing Star

In the middle of the night, there was a "ghost crying wolf" on Feilaifeng. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is caused by the wind on the river and the pine waves on the mountain.

In the old house near the lake at the foot of the mountain, in the room where Qin Fen passed, the beautiful woman looked at herself in the mirror at the dresser, feeling empty and lonely for no reason.

The last scab on her face had been removed, revealing skin as delicate as the white of a hard-boiled egg. The woman stroked it, her eyes blurred.

Women don't understand why they feel empty and lonely.

After thinking for a while, the woman understood.

When she first arrived at Feilai Peak, she was more sad than dead. Later, the scab on her face after soaking in the hot spring actually improved little by little, and the woman looked forward to it every day, nervous, and had no time to think about anything else.

Now, she has finally recovered her beauty like a flower, she is not an ugly woman, she does not need to hide in the deep mountains and old forests and wait for death alone, the situation is naturally different.

"Ugh." The woman sighed.

After living in seclusion for a year, she can't be the kind of woman who is "Empty Valley Youlan" after all.

What she wants to do is a white lotus, clean physically and mentally, but rooted in red dust; What she wants to do is a peony, the flowers are rich and rich, and she wants to be envied by the world...... She wants to make a lot of delicate and unique flowers, but she can't make "Youlan".

Self-opening, self-appreciation, women in this world have not done much.

When women don't have to struggle between life and death, the mountain wind is like a ghost wind, the pine waves are like a wolf howling, and the idyllic countryside is just an abandoned village in the world, and a woman's lively heart naturally begins to yearn for the outside world.

Fortunately, Feilaifeng's network signal is good, and a woman can open her laptop at her desk alone to see the outside world.

The outside world is still very exciting, the entertainment industry is surging, the bosses have works to promote their works everywhere, and they are trying to make headlines if they don't have works; Newcomers are trying their best to increase their exposure......

The woman also noticed that some fans were still looking for herself, which touched her, but overall, there are few people in this entertainment industry who mention themselves.

A year, just a year.

The woman was unwilling in her heart, but she was afraid.

Back to the old life, although I like it, but can I still bear the rhythm of life? The disease is just right, will it recur? These are all questions.

When there was no way to think about it, the woman sang: "Good flowers don't bloom often, good times don't always ......"

The lyrics are full of admonitions, reminding oneself to see the prosperity of the world as a cloud of smoke.

After singing a song, the woman read the book. It is not a professional book for film, television and songs, nor is it a literary book, it is a book similar to chicken soup for the soul and Zen enlightenment.

This is a woman's habit before going to bed.

Half an hour later, the woman closed her book and went to bed.

Lying down for a while, the woman did not fall asleep immediately.

It was so quiet that you could hear your own heartbeat.

The woman no longer thinks about the outside world, but thinks: Is there someone else in this Feilai Peak?

The day before yesterday, the woman went to the top of Feilai Peak and was surprised to find that there were no kiwis on the mountain. The woman was half frightened to death, and searched around, as if someone had really come.

However, in the past two days, the woman walked around the village and did not see anyone. Thinking about it, the woman still thought of the man who frantically banged on the door that night.

However, when the door was opened, the man was gone.

After that, the woman never saw the man again, nor did she hear the man's voice.

Although the man's voice was very loud at that time, his tone was very righteous and righteous, and the woman recalled that the man should not be a rogue or gangster, but probably the aborigines of Feilaifeng.

There is no trace of the man these days, and the woman originally thought that the man was gone, but now it doesn't feel like it.

The woman even felt that her every move was being watched, which was one of the reasons why the woman wanted to get out of here.

The woman fell asleep unconsciously in the tangle.

After the night, the woman naturally woke up and suddenly felt a little numb in her cheeks.

It was a strange feeling, in fact, it had already happened yesterday, and she didn't pay much attention to it at the time. And now again, this attracts the attention of women.

It feels ...... It's like someone made a surprise attack and kissed himself!

At this time, Qin Fen happened to jump up and kissed the female star pictorial on the wall opposite his bed.

The female star is Xia Meng, a star that Hu Li likes and doesn't want.

Sometimes Qin Fen will secretly like it, and even when he is with Hu Li, he will imagine Hu Li as a summer dream.

After kissing, Qin Fen stared at Xia Meng, who was looking forward to the wall, clenched his fists and said, "Come on!" ”

In the past, Qin Fen's way of cheering himself up every day was just clenching his fists at the pictorial of "Xia Meng", but now, he directly changed to kiss.

On the one hand, because Hu Li is not there, Qin Fen can be more "presumptuous"; On the other hand, it may be because Qin Fen feels that he is a door god, and he feels different from the past, and his heart is a little inflated.

Of course, Qin Fen still firmly believes that he only loves Hu Li alone, even if Xia Meng really appears in front of him and wants to love him alive, Qin Fen will resolutely refuse.

On the one hand, Qin Fen firmly believes this, and on the other hand, as a normal man, he looks forward to the appearance of this scene.

Qin Fen is just thinking about it, it is the most common kind of self-entertainment for ordinary people, which is the so-called obscenity.

He didn't know that this Xia Meng, who lived in the clouds for ordinary people, was actually flying to the peak.

That's right, the woman who occupied Qin Fen's old mansion was Xia Meng.

A year ago, Xia Meng fell ill, and it was a rare strange disease among tens of millions of people.

The skin is keratinized, and after a few years, it becomes a monster covered in armor, and then slowly dies, such a disease is enough to make an ordinary flower girl lose all hopes, not to mention Xia Meng, a woman who is known as one of the most beautiful women of our time.

However, these nightmarish days have finally passed.

Xia Meng spent twice as much time washing her face as before, and then came to the terrace to do yoga facing the rising sun: armband pose, snake pose, sun worship pose......

After this set, Xia Meng's mood gradually calmed down, and the urge to go out and return to the past-at-a-glance life gradually calmed down.

No matter how good it is, it is not as good as the body.

Good health is the "1", and everything else is the "0" after the "1".

How can you get it back, and then your heart is agitated and swells up again?

People can't be greedy, and that's good.

Xia Meng meditated in the mountains for a year, and there was a turn between life and death, and his heart was naturally a little different, and the turmoil in his heart was finally successfully dispelled overnight.

Didn't you always complain about being too busy and working too hard before? Now that I have this time, I can take a good rest, read more books, recharge more, and try my hand at script writing that I used to think about but never dared to.

Singing and acting are excellent, and acting and excellent are written and directed, this is the career path that Xia Meng planned for himself in the past. She has more ambitions, but she is not satisfied with being called the "Jade Queen".

Three days later, the agent Sister Hua is going to the island, she hasn't been here for a month or two, Xia Meng can surprise her.

Of course, it is more important to take her physical examination report out and let Miss Lin take a look. Feeling better is still different from healing in the medical sense. Xia Meng needs final confirmation.

When Xia Meng turned back to enter the room, Qin Fen had already walked out of his own dwelling, and he was full of confidence with the encouragement of "Xia Meng" on the wall.

Of course, this is all Qin Fen's psychological hint to himself.

Countless young people in this city, when they walked out of the door early in the morning, more or less made such psychological hints to themselves.