A month ago

Pang Yue stood in front of the mirror a little nervously, her beautiful makeup made her look even better, she kept taking deep breaths to soothe herself, trying to calm herself down, but the excessive secretion of adrenaline made her unable to calm down, so she could only adjust her state through some simple mechanical movements. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"It's so bad, why do you want to go to the toilet again?" Pang Yue calculated, this was the fifth time in an hour that he had gone to the toilet.

"Haha, Yueyue, you won't be nervous, how many times have you been to the toilet?!" It was Pang Yue's friend Cai Rui who spoke in the competition, she was also one of the players who entered the semi-finals this time, she was five years older than Pang Yue, and she was a frequent visitor to various competitions, but unfortunately, her best result was to enter the semi-finals this time. "There's nothing to be nervous about, look at your sister and me." As she spoke, she pointed to herself, "Defeat after defeat, defeat after defeat!" ”

Pang Yue's facial muscles became stiff because of nervousness, so even if she wanted to comfort Cai Rui's self-deprecation, the expression on her face could not be coordinated to achieve the desired effect, so she just nodded in the end.

"I won't tell you, I'd better go to the bathroom again." Pang Yue knew that Cai Rui was actually very nervous, she just said this to show a posture of an old man and a big sister in front of her, Pang Yue just saw Cai Rui secretly rubbing her trembling feet with her hands, so that they could be in the best condition on the stage for a while, so as not to affect their performance in front of the judges.

Pang Yue sat on the toilet, but her mind was bothered by other things, although she made it all the way to the semi-finals and got the opportunity to be on TV for PK, but to say that her mood at the moment, it is not enough to describe it as nervous, there is another emotion mixed in it, that is, her mother's attitude towards her participation in the competition.

My mother has always been supportive of her choice of interests and hobbies since she was a child, even if the family's income is not rich, and her mother has never prevented her from choosing an interest class because of any financial problems, so although she has never known who her father is, she has never felt sad because of this.

But her mother has a principle that she can't shake no matter what, that is, she is never allowed to participate in any public activities, this seemingly nonsensical principle Pang Yue has tried in various ways, and finally failed.

Pang Yue has been smart and clever since she was a child, and no one who has seen her has not praised her for her beauty, not only that, but her talent in music has also been revealed since she was a child, at that time, several TV stations invited her to participate in the recording of some children's programs, this kind of opportunity is absolutely very rare for the poor mother and daughter, but the mother didn't know for what reason, they all refused, not only that, but even limited herself to continue her further study in music until she went to college, I had the opportunity to choose my favorite music association.

Although when her mother knew her decision, she also sternly objected, but because of her own insistence, her mother finally gave in, after all, she was already a college student, but her condition was that she could only carry out activities within the school and never participate in any competitions or performances in society, this was the agreement that Pang Yue made with her mother at that time, but she didn't think that the agreement was broken by herself in less than a year after joining the orchestra.

Three months ago, Pang Yue, at the instigation of her classmates and teachers, signed up for the national 'beautiful singing' singing competition.

At this time, the problem arose, when she first signed up, she did not discuss this matter with her mother, and now the semi-final is going to be broadcast live on TV, so she can no longer hide it from her mother no matter what, so she found a day when her mother was in a good mood, and planned to discuss this matter with her.

After her mother heard that Pang Yue participated in the singing competition behind her back and entered the semi-finals, she showed an indescribable expression on her face, not anger, not surprise, but an indescribable sadness.

Pang Yue thought that her mother would criticize herself fiercely at most, and finally agreed to participate, after all, this represents her daughter's strength in music, but what she never expected was that this time her mother was not angry with herself, but showed sadness, in her memory, her mother was a very strong woman, she never showed sadness and despair because of anything, even if it was the days when she was so poor that she couldn't even pay the rent.

"Can't you give up this contest for me?" After a long silence, the mother finally spoke.

To be honest, when Pang Yue heard what her mother said, she was really struggling in her heart, her mother had never pleaded with herself in such a way to let go of her self-esteem, to be honest, at that moment, she was really shaken.

"Mom, why can't you understand me?" Pang Yue finally said the long-cherished wish that has been accumulated in her heart for many years, how much she hopes that her mother can support her ideas in music, "I really don't understand why you just don't want me to sing?" ”

"Mom doesn't want you to sing, Mom just ......" Pang Yue's mother didn't continue to say this, she sighed deeply, she tilted her head to the side, as if talking to the air, "...... Is it so unbearable for you to live a peaceful life? ”

"It's not that I can't live a peaceful life, just participating in a competition, that doesn't mean I can live a completely different life from what I have now!" Pang Yue can't understand why her mother is always emphasizing a peaceful life, is her current life different from others?

In the conversation that night, her mother didn't say much, she just stared at Pang Yue with a melancholy look, which made Pang Yue almost unable to breathe, and finally she could only nod silently and fled back to the room.

From that day on, her mother always seemed to be full of worries, staring at the window in a daze from time to time, and sometimes Pang Yue even had to call her several times before she reacted, but every time Pang Yue asked her mother what she was thinking, her mother would give herself a warm smile, and then shook her head and said that it was nothing, she just felt a little tired.

In the end, Pang Yue compromised, and just when she was about to ask the organizing committee to withdraw from the competition, something happened that she didn't expect.