Chapter 3: Men don't flick when they have tears

Sister Jiji's evenly rhythmic sound of high heels diffused in this narrow corridor, like a beautiful music. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I took three steps and two steps, but I didn't dare to stop her, and just like that, I followed her all the way.

Until she chased to the door of an ordinary community, she turned around, in front of a small three-story building, she stopped, took out the key and prepared to go upstairs.

I borrowed the street lamp, looked at the buildings here, most of them are old buildings in the seventies and eighties of the last century, the decoration style is the same decent, the outer wall, are the kind of feeling like small stones inlaid on the wall, very simple.

With a thud, the door opened, and she looked back at me, and I stood there looking at her at a loss. I was very helpless, because I had never encountered this kind of thing, and I didn't know how to deal with it.

She stepped out of the way and made a gesture of please, and I bowed my head and plunged into it very shyly.

In the dark corridor, the sound of footsteps constantly echoed in the ears, and the lights flashed brightly or dimly. It's like a scene when I watched ghost movies when I was a child.

"Your brother is seriously mentally ill right now. Don't sleep at night, don't wake up during the day. Drinking coffee as water, the whole person is extremely sensitive and excited. As soon as she entered the house, Sister Ji Ji blurted out.

To be honest, I haven't had much contact with my brother for a year and a half, and I don't know anything about my brother's situation. At that time, Leng was in place, and he didn't know how to respond for a while.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Sister Ji Ji was a little embarrassed and motioned for me to sit down.

"I don't know why? I want to leave him every time, but when I see him tortured for the graduate school entrance examination, I feel that I am very unrighteous, he is no longer the clean and clear Hao Zeming I knew at the beginning, but I am my own desperate fantasy, he is the Hao Zeming who appeared when I was most helpless and accompanied me through the haze of life. Zehao, sometimes I really can't hold on, when do you say your brother will be considered a head after this? I'm 26 years old, we've been together for 6 years, and finally, how many 6 years can I wait for him? ”

After speaking, Zhao Jiji looked not far away, his eyes full of despair.

After listening to this, the nameless fire in my heart has already burned, but in two years, I don't know how my brother became like that, as his own brother, I don't dare to arbitrarily blame him for all the mistakes.

Looking at Sister Ji Ji, who was a little haggard at this time, he began to worry about the future sister-in-law in front of him. A woman has waited for him for 6 years, but he doesn't know how to cherish it, if he is himself, I'm afraid he doesn't have so much patience.

It was late at night, and I got up and left, and turned back to my brother's house, for there was nowhere else to go in this great city but mine.

As soon as I pushed the door, I saw my brother curled up on the bed, holding the quilt tightly in his hands, and his whole body was trembling up and down with a certain frequency.

I slowly sat down on the edge of the bed, picked up the book on his desk, opened it and flipped through it, and there was a dazzling array of handwriting of various colors, densely packed with it, and I could no longer find any blank space in the whole book.

I couldn't help but let out a long sigh and thought to myself, maybe this is the sadness of rural college students, your hard work may just be to shorten the gap between the starting line with others, sometimes, there are some things, we are always unable to do anything. Hard work is the most important thing, but the result of hard work is really deceiving.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

I put the book down, turned around, leaned forward, and found him sobbing uncontrollably. His whole body also fluctuated up and down with his wheezing.

I patted my brother on the shoulder and didn't say anything more.