April 29 was cloudy

"The familiar environment, the familiar street, the familiar room, the familiar smell, everything has not changed, the only thing that has changed is me, I have begun to lose my self. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Today Gerson can finally be discharged from the hospital, he has been looking forward to this day since he left the ICU ward, although this morning he dreamed of the man in black again, but the desire to be discharged still prevailed over the fear of dreams.

Yang Zi came over early in the morning, "I can finally be discharged from the hospital, how do you feel today?" ”

"I'm dreaming of him again." Ge Sen answered Yang Zi's question expressionlessly.

"The body is recovering, but it still takes time psychologically."

"How long?"

"Well, it's hard to say, some for a month, some for a year or two, and some ......" Yang Zi did not continue.

"For a lifetime?" Gerson looked at her with a pair of confused eyes and said, "Really? ”

Yang Zi didn't answer his question, because this is an unpredictable thing, there are too many unpredictable things in the world, haven't most of us been fighting against helplessness, so Yang Zi felt no need to answer this question, "When will Chen Hui arrive?" ”

"She said she would come early today." Gerson replied to him very calmly.

During the time he was out of the ICU ward, Yang Zi felt that Ge Sen's enthusiasm for Yang Zi was waning, he no longer talked about Liu Hui every day like before, he didn't even pick up a paintbrush to paint her again, and the painting tools sent by Liu Hui were almost never used again, she hoped that this was her own delusion, "Is there anything else you need me to help you?" ”

"There's nothing either." Ge Sen shook his head, although he was out of the ICU ward, he still lived in a single ward, although he could go out for a walk, but he had to be accompanied by Yang Zi every time, so he barely had any contact with the outside world.

Yang Zi saw Ge Sen looking out the window silently again, and was about to leave, at this time, Ge Sen seemed to suddenly say something, but he didn't look at himself and said, so Yang Zi didn't figure out what he meant, "What?" ”

Gerson remained in the same position as before, as if he hadn't heard anything.

"I'm here, there are so many people at work today, I almost didn't get on the subway." Liu Hui appeared at the door of the ward with some of Ge Sen's usual clothes, and when she saw Yang Zi chatting with Ge Sen, she hurriedly looked at her with a smile on her face and said, "Miss Yang Zi, you are also here." ”

"I've already done the discharge procedures for you, you can pack your things and go back directly." Yang Zi looked at them with a smile and said, "If you have any questions, you can come back to me at any time, and in addition, remember to review the next time." ”

"Thank you, Miss Yang Zi, thank you very much for taking care of Ge Sen during this time." Liu Hui said as he greeted her.

Yang Zi saw that Ge Sen didn't react, and still looked out the window silently, so he had no choice but to smile at Liu Hui and leave.

After seeing Yang Zi leave, Liu Hui took out the clothes he brought over and put them in front of Ge Sen, "Do you need me to help you change them?" ”

Gerson finally reacted, and an expressionless face turned around, "I'll do it myself." ”

"Is there anything uncomfortable?" Liu Hui looked at Ge Sen's cold face and sighed in her heart, although Ge Sen's enthusiasm for herself has been obviously not as good as before, but she always felt that she must stand by his side now and accompany him through this difficult period.

"I'm fine," Gerson smiled, "but today I had another nightmare." ”

"It's okay, when we get out of the hospital, there will be a lot of things to do, so you won't have time to think about it." Liu Hui said with concern, "Didn't you say you wanted to eat pasta?" I've prepared spaghetti with bolognese sauce you'll want to eat tonight, and we'll go back and celebrate. ”

Ge Sen looked at Liu Hui and thought, maybe she was right, today is a good day, I should be happy, so he smiled and touched Liu Hui's hair and said, "Let's go." ”

When he walked out of the ward, he found three people, two large and one small, standing at the door, who were the girl and her family who were rescued by Gerson at that time.

"Mr. Ge, thank you so much!" When a middle-aged man saw Ge Sen, he immediately reached out to shake his hand.

"You are?"

"My name is Shengcheng," and then he pointed to a well-maintained woman in her thirties next to him, "This is Neiko, Yu Meimei." Then he pulled a 5- or 6-year-old girl who was hiding behind him in front of him and said, "This is my daughter, Shenglan." ”

"Come, say hello to uncle." Shengcheng pulled Shenglan and said.

"Hello uncle." After the little girl said shyly, she hid beside Yu Meili and looked at Ge Sen secretly.

"Originally, we came a long time ago, but the hospital didn't let us in, saying that your situation at that time was not suitable for being harassed and needed to recuperate, so we waited until now that you can be discharged from the hospital, and then rushed over, and made a special trip to thank you for saving my daughter's life."

"You're welcome." Ge Sen looked at this family, and suddenly felt a trace of warmth in his heart, in fact, he didn't know why he had the courage to rush out.

"This is my business card, if there is anything you need to use me in the future, just give me a call."

Ge Sen took the business card, which said Lawyer Shengcheng.

"We won't disturb your rest when you are discharged from the hospital today, and I will invite the two of you to our house for a gathering in a while, and I will be grateful." Shengcheng said with sincerity on his face.

Gerson didn't remember what the child he saved was like, so he was very unfamiliar with this family, not deliberately, but he felt that there was nothing to help with, and saving the child was also his own voluntary move, plus the medical expenses were also solved by the hospital, so he didn't think about getting anything in return from this family, so after they left, Gerson quietly threw away his business card.

Liu Hui called a taxi and waited outside, in order not to make Ge Sen too tired, she went to Ge Sen's rental house a few days in advance to clean up, and also prepared the ingredients to be used today, because there was no refrigerator, so she just had to wait for Ge Sen to come back today and then go to the nearby market to buy some fresh meat and vegetables.

Sitting in the taxi, Ge Sen quietly looked at the scenery outside the car window, all the scenery was exactly the same as the last time he saw it, he unconsciously touched his head, the scar has been covered by the hair that has grown out a lot, but the feeling of touching it is still so obvious, "It's the same as in my memory." Gerson said to himself.

"What's the same as I remember?" Liu Hui didn't hear what Ge Sen was saying clearly.

"Ah, it's nothing, it's just a little sad to look at the scene in front of you." Ge Sen hurriedly prevaricated, he didn't want to discuss his current situation with Liu Hui, so as not to make her think cranky about her own affairs.

Liu Hui smiled, "It's almost there." ”

"Hmm." Gerson turned his head again and looked out the window.

Ten minutes later, the taxi pulled up downstairs at Gerson's rental house.

"Look, I've cleaned up the house for you, does it feel like a new look?" Liu Hui took Ge Sen's hand and showed him the results he had cleaned up.

In fact, the room could be seen at a glance, but Ge Sen still listened patiently to Liu Hui showing off the fruits of his labor in front of him, "How is it, isn't it great?" ”

Ge Sen nodded, "I'm so sorry for you!" It is undeniable that after there was a woman in the family, everything became warm, and it seems that Liu Hui has worked hard, and she even inserted a bouquet of colorful cosmos in front of the windowsill.

"What are you still polite to me?" Liu Hui's face flushed.

"Now I need to do something?" Gerson felt as if he wasn't the owner of the house.

"You take a break, I'll go buy some fresh vegetables and meat, and soon you'll be able to eat spaghetti with bolognese sauce that I made." Liu Hui said as she went out, her face filled with a happy smile.

After Liu Hui left, Ge Sen stood alone in the empty room, a little at a loss, he thought it was better to wash his face first, so that he might be able to sober up a little.

Gerson went to the bathroom, he splashed the cold tap water on his face, and then he looked up, and suddenly, he felt that he in the mirror began to deform, the corners of his mouth kept rising, but the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were pressing down, slowly becoming like a clown. It was a face he had never seen before, so unfamiliar, Gerson rubbed his eyes vigorously, but the mirror image in front of him became more blurry, and he asked himself in horror, who was he, who was that face in the mirror, and why I was so scared! He felt his head hurt again.

After a long while, the hazy mirror image began to slowly gather and become clear again, and Gerson recognized his own face in the mirror, holding the frame of the mirror with one hand and panting, and the other hand rubbing his temple. Who is that face you just saw? Why did he seem to look at himself with an extremely evil smile, was he laughing at himself?

"What's wrong with you?" Liu Hui entered the door and saw Ge Sen holding the mirror with a pale face, so frightened that he immediately put down the items in his hand and ran over.

"I'm fine...... Gerson didn't want her to worry, "...... It's just that I suddenly had a little headache just now, but now it's fine, you don't have to worry. ”

"Are you really alright?" Liu Hui said with a worried face.

"Well, it's okay, it may be caused by being hungry and the blood supply to the brain is a little insufficient." Gerson casually made up a reason.

"You'll be able to eat soon, you go to bed and rest." After Liu Hui helped Ge Sen to lie down, he immediately started to make dinner.

Ge Sen didn't eat much for dinner, he seemed to be absent-minded, Liu Hui had to try to find some topics to discuss with him, she said that two days ago a big fat man went to the dream flower shop to buy flowers, and when he turned around, he swept the vases in their shop to the ground, and then when he wanted to pick up those vases, he accidentally knocked down the long table with flowers. Liu Hui couldn't help but laugh as she described the scene at that time. Although Ge Sen didn't understand why Liu Hui thought these things were funny, he still tried to keep his interest and listened to her.

"I don't want to go back tonight." Liu Hui said with a red face.

This was something that had been in Gerson's dream, but today he didn't seem to be interested, and he didn't know why, the body he had longed for was now in front of him, but it was so strange that he didn't feel it, but he knew he couldn't refuse.

Seeing that Ge Sen did not refuse, Liu Hui hurriedly packed up the rest of the meal happily, and discussed the recent movies together before going to bed together.

At night, Ge Sen hugged Liu Hui's warm and soft body, he hoped that he could find his desire for her, but this method did not seem to work, he still did not have a trace of excitement, and finally he slowly fell asleep in exhaustion.

When he woke up the next morning, Ge Sen looked at Liu Hui sleeping next to him, and suddenly felt that this girl would be fairer if her skin could be fairer.