Chapter 122: An Unchangeable Fate
Our happiness is hard-won, and we need to cherish it even more, we seize all the time together, and the happiness that we have not had time to enjoy in several lifetimes has come true at this time, almost making us all doubt in our dreams, although we have lost our eyes, but we have always wanted the happiness. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Ten minutes later, I tried to open a hundred eyes, but I couldn't recover my strength can be described as a turtle speed, sure enough, beating myself took extra physical strength and energy, at my level, I only recovered less than a thousandth, there is no place in my body that is not painful, and the next days will be hard Xiaoxi.
I used the only energy I had to drive the Eye of Hades, and the remnants of the power struggled to open ten of them, and I wanted to see Xiao Xi more, even if it was black and white, it must be beautiful to another degree.
Sure enough, everything was black and white, but the little splash of the raindrops and the damp molecules in the air could be seen clearly.
Xiao Xi's eyes were sobbing with tears, every tear was dripping on my face, and the fluttering nose was full of contradictory sadness and happiness, I can understand that my current inferiority must make her sad, after all, I see myself with the eyes of Hades, and it is also indescribable to describe the miserable words.
"It's not pretty when you're crying!" I comforted.
Ten eyes looked at Xiao Xi in the void, but fortunately, I had already shed tears at this time, and I wouldn't let her see me sad in the future.
Just when I began to thank God for finally letting us be together, somewhere in the depths of my mind suddenly jumped, an ominous black premonition enveloped my whole body, as the mind control used in two thousand three hundred years of life is really not easy to solve, even if I destroy my eyes, I probably can't lift the shackles of the ability that seeped into my head, what should I do, my world is starting to fall into darkness again, is it true that Xiaoxi and I really don't have a chance to be together?
For the next ten minutes, my body was trapped in Xiao Xi's arms, I didn't want to talk or show my disappointment, I just lay quietly like that, and in the end I even felt redundant with sadness, I was just the saddest character in this scene, or from the moment the kitchen knife plugged in, I was already doomed to die, and it was impossible to pursue everything I wanted, including my favorite Xiao Xi.
I closed my eyes tiredly, but the black that was about to move still refused to give up, circling and gathering in the depths of my mind, trying to save up enough energy to start a new round of good play.
I can only die, let Xiao Xi die is impossible, although I can't remember how we went through the last moments in the previous lives, but from Xiao Xi's words, it sounded like I hung up first. In fact, between two people who love each other, the one who dies is often happy, and the one who stays is lonely, but how can I bear to let Xiaoxi die.
"Forgive me for my selfish decision!" Tears oozed from the blurred eyes of the flesh, and the teeth that were clenched tightly swallowed the sadness in the throat, I don't want Xiao Xi to know my decision, there is no need to worry about the mortal life, after dying suddenly, I hope Xiao Xi can come out of the sadness quickly.
"Nozomi!" I said.
"Hmmm! I'm here! Xiaoxi's slightly warm hand caressed my face, staying in my bloody and blurred eye sockets, hell, that was the ugliest place for me.
"What would you do if one day we were too old to walk, and I died first?" I tried to calm my voice.
"What do you want to do, we have a lot of happy time waiting for us, we are not ordinary people, we have a long lifespan, even if you live for a thousand or two thousand years, you are not a problem, so long, don't think about it, at least now you have me, I have you, it's enough!" Xiao Xiai took me in her arms and touched my face with her face.
"I'm so happy!" I chewed on a few minutes of happiness in my heart that I had spent my life in earn, and that was enough, I sighed slightly.
"Why sigh, our happiest time has just begun, it's better that you don't bother me after a long time!" Xiao Xi shook her body gently, showing a sweet smile like a little girl, and I kept one eye to look at her, this is the last image I can keep, the most beautiful Xiao Xi.
"I don't remember anything about the previous lives, I want to know what we were like in the previous lives, how I treated you, and whether I love you so much!" My only illusory eye was staring at the sky, looking at the sky that would not light up, as if our future had been drowning in darkness, and there was no hope in sight.
"You're a fool!" Speaking of the previous lives, Xiao Xi laughed out loud, "Every time you are stupid, but you are really good to me, everything is in front of me, you are super good to me every life, the good ones make people jealous, people can't think of it, so I don't know what to do, but ah, I'm a selfish woman, I want to tie you to me every life, who called you so good, let me rarely meet, I can't hold on to it!" ”
"Then you have to find me early in the next life!" I gently stroked Xiaoxi's palm, and said hopefully, we have not been so difficult in our lives, and we can only look forward to the next life.
"Stupid, still so stupid, we worked so hard to be together in this life, we have to live well enough for 10,000 years, we will not be separated together, and it will be very early in the next life!" Xiaoxi's tone became cheerful, and her vision of future happiness diluted her sadness, which is the best, and I hope she won't be too sad when I die.
"When I first met you, you were like a fool, stealing my apples, I was a little girl at that time, you were also a little boy, not as tall as now, and then I punched you into panda eyes, and you still stupidly said that I was good-looking!" Speaking of this, Xiao Xi laughed happily.
"And then?" I slowly sketched the picture of the two children together at that time, it should be in a beautiful place, where there should be flowers and green trees, and of course, the grass that smells of spring......
The violent beating in my mind interrupted my thoughts and made my heart nervous, grabbing Xiao Xi's hand and clenching it involuntarily, Xiao Xi asked me unconsciously and unconsciously asked, "Is it cold, Ah Mo!" ”
"It's not cold, it's not cold there!" I resisted the energy that was slowly churning in my head, and tried my best to feel the softness of my palms while I could still restrain myself.
"I really want to know what we were like in the previous lives!" I let out a long sigh.
"What's there, there will be so much time in the future, if you want to know, I'll tell you slowly, I'm afraid that you will be annoyed and I will nag!" Nozomi gently stroked my hair.
"Yes, we still have so much time, don't be sad, be happy no matter what!" I laughed softly, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry, if the dry howl would scare Xiaoxi, I didn't have tears, I couldn't express my sadness, but every strand of sadness that emanated from my body, I didn't want to be felt by Xiaoxi, the fate of not being together, I had to look forward to changing in the next life.
After all, in this life, we also have happy times, when we first met Xiaoxi, when we went to school together, before I went to the underworld, it was full of happy memories, carrying the unforgettable memories of the two of us, so sweet, they were about to overflow in our hearts.
I should be content, after all, we have shared happy memories, even if there is no future, but have a happy past, that time is the purest time is also the purest time for each other, her young face and coquettish brightness at that time are the most cherished memories in my heart, until now I am also grateful to be able to remember everything with Xiaoxi before I die, put her in my heart, I can die with peace of mind.
A lot of memories are in my mind, carefully savored, found that in fact, the past days I lived very happy, that time everywhere is very beautiful colors, the most colorful of which is Xiaoxi, her figure can cover all the colors, has been reflected in my new theory.
"Amo, why don't you speak!" Xiao Xi kissed my forehead, her cold and soft lips in the rain made my heart twitch tightly, and I couldn't feel the taste of happiness.
Maybe we are really cursed by God's love, every time we work so hard, in the end we still can't get it, we can't go to the end, the happier the memories of the past, the more painful it is, but we have survived this pain that is enough to make people collapse for several lifetimes, and the next life is still on the road of righteousness, whether it is too stupid or too stupid, or it has already engraved each other deeply in the heart, so that after the first meeting, they will immediately fall in love with each other.
We work so hard, still have no regrets, we resent God, but also thank each other for meeting, love in support of our fight with fate is the driving force, but also the purpose of each other's life, many times it is not that we do not work hard, but fate is too child's play, I don't want to find too many excuses, but I know that many people have lived a lifetime, and have not found happiness, in fact, there have been several lifetimes between my Xiaoxi, and this kind of love that cares for each other is the most perfect love.
I immersed myself in the dark, combing through my chaotic thoughts, thinking that my life is actually very simple, nothing complicated, from the beginning to death, both times in order to run on the road of feelings, each other grasp everything and cherish each other and themselves.
The happiness of the heartbeat, the heart-beating memories, everything after I was immersed in the memories, made me smile with a warm smile on the corner of my mouth, I didn't want to die surrounded by sorrow, and tried to let myself fall into happiness.
I'm going to die in happiness.