The next time I saw my brother Hao Zeming was a year and a half after he graduated from college, in the sweltering heat of summer, huddled in a cramped rental house, preparing for his third graduate school entrance exam. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

And I, just graduated from high school. The crazy high school study career has continued from the second semester of the second year of high school to the present.

Looking at his devastated walls, decaying and panicked bed, and unkempt face, I added an indelible shadow to my young mind.

So I secretly swore that after I was admitted to university, I would never go to graduate school.

Of course, this is just a fantasy, and the premise is to be able to get into university. Most of the children who come from rural areas have not been able to escape the countryside, and even if they take root in the city, they are only temporary passers-by. The world seems to have been solidified by class, and most of the people who sharpen their heads and want to drill up are miserable, such as my brother.

His "World War II" fame has become a laughing stock in the countryside, and World War III is just to prove that he chose the right one. Shut up those cynical mouths, the outcome is no longer as important in his heart as it was during the First World War, purely to gamble on that bad breath.

Such irrationality makes me feel that he is very naïve at the age of 25.

"Is it really that important to go to graduate school, why care about other people's eyes?"

"I'm already having a hard time riding a tiger."

"Are you saying that the ugly faces of the crowd are the tigers you imagined? Sister Jiji, have you thought about him? ”

My brother looked at me in a daze, and stopped talking.

Zhao Jiji is my brother's girlfriend in college, in the era of breaking up after graduation, they struggled to maintain this relationship, as a top student of the School of Management, a big celebrity in front of the counselor, in the employment season, frequently took countless offers in hand, just because my brother said that he wanted to take the postgraduate examination. She wanted to stay with my brother, so she gave up the opportunity to go to a first-tier city and curled up in this second-tier city. As a result, in the graduate school entrance examination at the end of December of that year, because the high mathematics was too difficult, fortunately there was no hope of taking the postgraduate examination, and my brother directly gave up the exam. At this time, the golden season of recruitment for large companies has long been missed, and Zhao Jiji had to find a private company after the year and signed a tripartite agreement happily. And my brother, who is arrogant, but unwilling to compromise, insists on embarking on the journey of "World War II", and will never give in to a small company. A stubborn to the "three wars".

Seeing the classmates around him, who were promoted within two years, who were promoted, who got rich, and who got married, and he was still standing still, as steady as Mount Tai, he couldn't help but feel a little anxious.

"You don't need to worry about the matter between me and your sister Jiji. If it's okay, you can go, I'll be doing the mock papers in a while, and I can't be disturbed for three hours. ”

"It's boring to talk about yourself, and I'm too lazy to pay attention to you. Originally, I finished the college entrance examination, and I wanted to hear your opinions on the application for university majors. ”

"You can ask you Sister Jiji, he has been in the student union and the admissions office before, and he has more contact with teachers, and he is more professional than me." He didn't raise his head and said Sister Jiji's resume like a treasure.

Knowing that he repeatedly ordered the eviction, I didn't bother him anymore. Instead, he walked out of the door of his rental house, looking at the domestic sewage flowing from time to time under his feet, the garbage swaying everywhere, the long and narrow walkway, as far as the eye could see, the dark walls were already crumbling, and the paint was crumbling. Suddenly, I had an illusion of time and space. Perhaps that's the most inclusive aspect of the city, accommodating both glitz and dirt.