063 The truth hurts

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"Xiaole, what do you mean by that?"

Ma Xiaolin listened to Zhang Xiaole's strange words, and she didn't know what he was thinking, so she was even more anxious. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Xiaolin, in fact, I'm not sure if I really love you."

Zhang Xiaole thought for a long time and didn't know how to express the truth, so he had to tell Ma Xiaolin the truth about his feelings.

"Xiaole, I don't understand what you're saying."

Ma Xiaolin fell in love for the first time, she didn't know how lovers should get along with each other, and with Zhang Xiaole, she didn't have any other feelings, just happy, blushing, wanting to laugh, and her mind was full of Zhang Xiaole when she didn't meet.

"I don't know how to express it, it's the relationship between the two of us, I can't be sure, it's because I love you, or because I miss my mother, every day when I dream of you, I will dream of her."

Zhang Xiaole has always been full of guilt for Ma Xiaolin, every time this idea appears, he can't judge or be sure, whether it's because his mother likes Ma Xiaolin, or because Ma Xiaolin makes him miss his mother even more.

"Your mother? Are you talking about your own mother or your stepmother? ”

Ma Xiaolin didn't think that Zhang Xiaole would associate herself with his mother, thinking of his stepmother, her heart was full of disgust, she couldn't imagine that there was really such a sloppy woman in the world, thinking that it was just added in film and television dramas to highlight the plot.

"My own mother, her name is also Ma Xiaolin, just like your name, and just like you, very beautiful."

When Zhang Xiaole talked about his mother, his emotions were a little out of control, his nose was uncontrollable, he was sour, his eyes were full of tears, and he couldn't help but flow out of the corners of his eyes, Zhang Xiaole rubbed his eyes with his fingers, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes by the way.

"Xiaole, what did you say?"

When Ma Xiaolin heard Zhang Xiaole's words, she stood in place as if she had been struck by lightning. I woke up with a quarrel when I got up in the morning, and then Zhang Xiaole and his family turned against each other and ran away from home, and now Zhang Xiaole suddenly said this to her, Ma Xiaolin felt like she had been deceived, it turned out that Zhang Xiaole liked herself and it was not true, it was all an illusion, it was her own feelings that deceived her, thinking that she had found happiness, but she didn't expect it to be a love that shouldn't have happened.

"I'm sorry, Xiaolin, I'm really not sure of my feelings, and I shouldn't hide it from you."

Zhang Xiaole knew that it was difficult for Ma Xiaolin to accept the truth for a while, but he didn't want to deceive her anymore.

"Why are you telling me, why are you destroying my beautiful expectations of love, I thought I was happy, I was happy to be with you, I was happy, you told me, you are not sure if love loves me, you liar!"

Ma Xiaolin's mood was also empty, and she yelled hysterically at Zhang Xiaole, completely ignoring the eyes of the pedestrians around her. She felt that she was a complete failure, a woman who had been cheated out of paying for her money, and a childish and ignorant fool.

（2）

Mao Yimiao finally persuaded Ma Xiaolin, and the four of them bought tickets and got on the train. Along the way, no one spoke.

"Xiaolin, I'll send you home!"

After arriving at the station, Zhang Xiaole didn't know how to comfort Ma Xiaolin, and he didn't know how much damage he had caused to Ma Xiaolin.

"No, I know the road myself, you can go back to school!"

Ma Xiaolin got off the train, didn't look at Zhang Xiaole directly, picked up her backpack, and walked out of the train station alone.

"Xiaole, let's find a place to sit and tell us, what happened, if there is any misunderstanding, Xiaolin's side I will speak for you, and it will be fine in a few days." If you want me to know that you bullied Xiaolin because you were wronged, I despise you. ”

Mao Yimiao put his backpack on his back, turned around and walked out of the train station, Sun Liang saw that the situation was not good, so he pushed Zhang Xiaole to follow behind Mao Yimiao.

The three of them went out of the station, there happened to be a Western food café, and Mao Yimiao found a four-person seat in the back and sat down. Sun Liang and Zhang Xiaole followed behind, put the bag and did it.

"Sister Meow, what do you drink, I'll give you something."

Sun Liang pressed Zhang Xiaole to his seat and got up to order food by himself.

"Whatever, anything, you can do it!"

Mao Yimiao said.

"Xiaole, what do you drink, I'll invite you!"

Sun Liang's hand was on Zhang Xiaole's shoulder, and he lowered his head and asked.

"Whatever, anything."

"Okay, understood, you guys talk slowly, I'll pick up a few of the ones I like."

Sun Liang turned around and went to the front desk to order, the train station was very crowded, and the time when the train arrived at Binhai was half past five in the afternoon, which happened to be dinner time, and many people were queuing.

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"Xiaole, Xiaolin is a simple girl, what did you tell her to make her so sad. As a senior sister, I shouldn't have said anything, but as a man, no matter what happens, you shouldn't let the girl you like get hurt. ”

Mao Yimiao grew up in a loving family, and it was really difficult to accept Zhang Xiaole's family, and now Zhang Xiaole made Ma Xiaolin make a big fuss on the street, and he was really angry.

"Sister Meow, I'm sorry for Xiaolin, and I don't know what happened to her now."

Although Zhang Xiaole told his true feelings, Ma Xiaolin's pain after saying it made him even more uncomfortable.

"What's the use of saying sorry now, it's the difference between apologizing to someone after you killed someone. If you really like her, think that every word you say has the potential to hurt her. You have been wronged at home, we have all seen it, and we know that you are uncomfortable, but you should not spill your anger on Xiaolin. That's not what a man should do. ”

Mao Yimiao originally wanted to educate Zhang Xiaole a few words, and then said yes for the two of them, but he didn't expect that the more he talked, the more angry he became, and his emotions were also affected, and in the end, he slapped him on the table.

The guests at the next table thought that they were arguing here, and they all looked this way.

"Sister Meow, why are you so angry, the drink is here, don't worry, you have something to say."

Sun Liang was carrying a plate with three large drinks and a large bag of fries.

"Xiaole, this is your fault, first made Xiaolin cry, and now it angers Sister Meow, what's the matter, I can't say a few nice words, girls need to be coaxed."

Sun Liang squeezed Zhang Xiaole into it and sat on the outside of the bench.

"Sun Liang, don't talk yet, keep your mouth shut."

When Mao Yimiao heard Sun Liang's last sentence, he became even more angry, and he didn't know if Zhang Xiaole would not coax Ma Xiaolin, or if he was angry that Sun Liang said that girls should be coaxed.

"Okay, Sister Meow, I don't speak, I don't speak, you talk, I eat."

Seeing that the situation was not good, Sun Liang quickly grabbed a handful of fries and stuffed them into his mouth one by one.