"Are you alright? Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info "Xiao Yang went around to the co-pilot's window, knocked on the window, and was very incomprehensible to my behavior of hiding in the car, he took a cigarette from his pocket, took one in his mouth, and lit the fire. "You said you were coming, why didn't you get off the bus when you arrived?"

I hid in the car, crossed my arms, and looked up at the gate of the welfare home in front of me, feeling very depressed. I felt a tightness in my chest, a little out of breath, and I couldn't help but frown.

Breathe deeply...... It's me who wants to come, just like I said to Shen Zaiyang, not to face it, but to accept it.

Accept this place that once belonged to me, this place has something to do with my past, if I want to know what really happened and why I lost the memories of my childhood. It would be much easier to look it up from here, just figure out why my brother and I were sent here in the first place, where our parents were, and who sent us here...... If you figure this out, you can probably figure out what happened in the first place.

I've been running away for seventeen years, and now I have nothing to lose. Rather than continuing to live in a mess, figuring out who you really are may be a good choice.

Thinking of this, I reached over and opened the car door, and once again made up my mind before stepping out of the car and standing on the outside of the car.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yang looked at my strange movements and asked with a cigarette in his mouth. "How do you react now, as if you are about to be executed?"

"Almost." I had no intention of explaining, but I didn't worry about myself, so I turned my head to look at Xiao Yang, and thought of a way, "I'll go in by myself, you wait for me here, what if...... If I don't say anything when I come out and get straight into the car, please drive immediately and take me out of here. ”

That's the only way I can think of to protect myself.

Although Xiao Yang was surprised and raised his eyebrows to show his confusion, he still nodded, "Okay." ”

I only took two steps forward before I stopped again. Every little closer I got, the panic that had been hidden in my heart for many years was gradually released, and the brain congestion caused by the rapid heart rate put me in a very difficult position to control myself.

Take another deep breath...... With two legs open, I walked into the orphanage.

"Who are you looking for?" The doorman blocked it.

I didn't know how to answer him, I didn't know who I was looking for, or even ...... Looking over the old man in his sixties, the children in the yard were playing, they didn't notice me as an uninvited guest, I tried to think of something, but ...... I don't remember if I was here before, playing like them.

"Why don't you talk to this girl, let me ask you, who are you looking for?" The old man outside the door was a little angry when he saw that I didn't answer.

"Are you, Shioshi?" The voice of a middle-aged woman.

It was only when I heard what seemed to be my own name that I turned my head sluggishly. It was a woman, forty or fifty years old, slightly chubby, dressed in the clothes of a nurse in a welfare home. When I turned my head to look at her, her hands were folded in front of her chest, and her upper body leaned out towards me, so what she just said was indeed right for me.

"Tidal tide? You say, Xixi, it's me? I checked with her.

Because just now, I quickly recalled all the people I knew, the people I had seen, but her face, I really didn't remember it at all. When she heard me ask, she smiled kindly, stepped forward and took my hand, and patted me lightly on the back of my hand, and I was puzzled that I would not resist such a behavior for someone who might have met for the first time.

"Do you know who I am?" I asked her as I watched the doorman leave.

"When you and your brother were sent, I took care of you all the time, but after all these years, it's not surprising that you don't remember." She even mentioned my brother, apparently an insider of what had happened back then. As she spoke, she sighed regretfully, "Hey, I'm really sorry about your brother." ”

She knows, my brother has an accident? "You ......"

"Xixi, why did you come back suddenly? I didn't even say hello, after so many years, it's the first time you've come back here, I saw you over there just now, and I almost didn't dare to recognize it. She grew more and more kind, exuding a very comfortable feeling.

It's the first time I've been back here in years, and I've only heard from my brother before. When he was still alive, he used to come often, but then something happened to him, and my relationship with this place was broken.

"I ......" I hesitated to tell her about my amnesia.

"By the way, you still haven't remembered anything?" She interrupted me suddenly.

I didn't expect her to even know about it, so I could only nod at a loss.

"You can call me Sophie, like when you were little." She didn't have the slightest bit of embarrassment for me, every conversation was just right, and then she pulled me and walked towards the orphanage, talking as we went. "You were very smart when you were young, and you and your brother were very pitiful children. Actually, I am not surprised that you will be adopted early, who would not like an obedient and sensible child like you? But I haven't seen you since you were adopted, and your brother has returned. ”

"Sophie, I wonder why we were sent here at that time?" Since she knows everything about us, asking her should get the answer I want.

Sophie tilted her head and thought for a moment, "I don't know much about this. The police who brought you here only said that you were survivors of a case. Xixi, I think your biological parents may have died in some kind of case. ”

Another case?!

Our biological parents, killed?! "How, how could this ......"

"Xixi, I'm sorry. Actually, sometimes it's not a bad thing to forget all this, so when your brother came to tell me that you didn't remember all this, I thought it must be providence to let go of your pain and start over. "It turned out that my brother later told her about the loss of my memory.

"Let go of the pain and start over?" Even if I don't remember what I went through at that time, I can't figure it out, I must have been four or five years old when I came to the orphanage, and it was obvious that her words about letting go of the pain were a bit too much. If she wants me to forget the past, how can I say to let go of the pain? The pain shows what I was going through at that time. "Sophie, I'd love to find out all about it, to know what happened to me, could you tell me everything you know?"

Sophie hesitated for a moment, "Well, you've grown up too, it's time to know this." She paused and recalled, "I remember when you were sent in, it was an afternoon. It was a cloudy day, and it was going to rain at noon, but it didn't fall until late at night, and the reason why I remember this is because the rain that night was very heavy. By the way, it was your brother who got out of the police car with you, he was only a teenager at the time, and he was not tall, but he was very careful with you, and the nurses who watched that scene said that he must be a very special brother who spoils his sister in the future. It's just that you still had blood on your body at that time, you had a fever, and there was a lot of blood on your clothes, but it wasn't yours, and your brother's body was just rubbing blood on you. You've been sick since the first day you came to the orphanage, and sometimes when you're getting better, your brother will take you around the garden, as if you were still sick when you were adopted. Your brother said that after you were adopted, you were also sick for a long time, and when you got better, you didn't remember anything. ”

"When I came, I had blood on my body?" My brother never told me this, and besides, why did he only get my blood on my body? What happened when I was very young. My head hurt a lot, and I heard the sound of gurgling water in my ears again, so I lowered my forehead and stayed awake, "Sophie, did you hear what the police officer who sent us here said?" ”

"The policeman who drove you here was very young, and I remember him saying that his surname was Sun, and his name was Sun......" Sophie kept saying the last name, but she couldn't seem to remember his name.

I already thought of something in my heart, so I tried to ask, "Is it Sun Heyang?" ”

"Yes!" Sophie suddenly realized, "It's Sun Heyang." ”

I just, for a moment, a little panicked, and after Sophie admitted the man, I suddenly ...... It's stupid. Why Sun Heyang? Sun Heyang has been tracking down the case of my adoptive parents, but he is still related to the incident of my biological parents? He's still the same policeman who sent our brother and sister here?! I don't even know about these things.

"Did Sun Heyang say anything else at that time?!" I can't wait.

Sophie recalled again, "It seems like there isn't." That afternoon, the welfare institute received a call first, it was from the municipal criminal police team, saying that someone would send someone to send the two children later, and let us go through the formalities first. Sophie hugged me in particular distress as a sign of comfort, "Poor child. ”

"That'...... I ...... at the time, "It's hard for me to maintain my normal thinking logic, and the words I speak are intermittent, so I can't help but stop and calm down first." "Then I was at the time, so strange, didn't you think there was anything wrong? If you're covered in blood, you'll always ask what's going on, right? ”

Sophie couldn't bear to say any more, but seeing that I was obsessed with getting to the bottom of the matter, she had to say, "If you're ready and want to know, then I'll tell you." But if you're not sure, take your time for a while. (To be continued.) )