On the afternoon of the second day when Lingding was drunk, He Mingfang and I woke up. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info we were unbelievably drunk and walked back with each other in our arms.

It was quiet and didn't make a fuss.

Obviously, we've all grown up, learned to be introverted, learned to hide.

"I'll be on my plane early tomorrow morning, what about you?" He Ming said with a smile at me.

"Then I'll send you, I'll leave in a few days, go to my brother first."

"No need. We'll see you in a few years. ”

Then he did leave, and when I woke up, all I had left was a bare bed. I stared at the bed board for a long time. Why does everyone's way of saying goodbye like to leave quietly?

Getting ready to go, I went to my brother's, he and Sister Ji Ji have been married for almost a year, and every time I go to dinner, I always go alone.

My brother's work is very busy and tiring, in his words, he is now in the rising period of his career, and it is normal to be tired.

I don't know exactly how to get tired.

When he came home in the evening, it was already after ten o'clock, and as soon as he entered the door, he held his briefcase and shouted while changing his shoes: "Wife, I'm back." "It seems to be inexhaustible.

As soon as he turned his head to see that I was here, he beckoned me by the way. "Stinky boy, is it winter vacation? There's nowhere else to go, so you're here with us. When it's okay, go where you need to go, don't go to me. ”

I kept my head down, a little reluctant to speak.

Seeing that there was something wrong with me, he turned his head and continued: "You are like this, how can you feel like you are out of love. It can't really be a broken love, hahaha......"

Sister Ji Ji patted him and said a little angrily: "He is your younger brother, it's a little inappropriate for you to say that." ”

I turned to smile and said, "Brother, it's okay, the love I don't have, where did the broken love come from." It's just a recent incident, and I feel like it's a pity. ”

Instead, I told Zhou Hangyue about it. My brother and Sister Jiji, they both stared at me and listened quietly.

At the end, I asked my brother, "Brother, do you say that there is so much helplessness and sorrow that makes us unable to choose the life we want?" ”

"What do you want in life? Do you think that in a war-torn environment, you will consider whether it is better to eat bread or drink milk for your next meal? Not to be starved to death is your own greatest ability, people who struggle with the problem of food and clothing are unable to consider and control their own lives, we have to get used to it, we are indeed different from person to person. The Great and Homogeneous Society is just an ideal conceptual model that does not exist at all. I know you are kind, but you have your life, he has his helplessness, why bother to force others. ”

"But I really wanted to help him. He's my best buddy, and I can't watch him go on like this. ”

"Make yourself strong first, and then think about others, you have nothing, why should you be fraternal? What is the difference between you and the group of people on the Internet who have no brains to force rich people to donate? The kindness of low EQ and the fool without brains will always be disliked. ”

My brother's words are so scareless that I have nothing to say. It may be a bit explicit, but that's the way it is, and I'm powerless to defend it.

After returning home for the Chinese New Year, after the longest vacation of my life, I began to work on returning to school to prepare for my graduation project. For a comprehensive examination before graduation, the graduation project is undoubtedly the most complex assignment.

Adhering to the creed of choosing a good teacher rather than a good topic, under the guidance of my seniors, I found a subject with loose management and easy tasks------ design and implementation of a Web-based equipment management information system for equipment and personnel management systems.

In my opinion, as long as you copy a piece of code on the Internet and change it yourself, you can still cope with it by relying on the programming knowledge I taught myself, saving you a lot of trouble in drawing and modeling. Otherwise, there will be problems with the drawings and models, and it will be a very tiring thing to change them.

The topic was selected and the instructor was decided. The first meeting was set with us, and we held a regular meeting once a week in the future, the main content was to answer questions and report the progress of our thesis, and strive to finish it in ten weeks, leaving 6 weeks for us to eat a casual meal, take graduation photos and go through the graduation and departure procedures.

The beginning of the second semester of the senior year was filled with an atmosphere of parting. So rich that sometimes when you meet a friend on the road and go to the cafeteria for a meal together, you will think that this is a casual meal between you.

Without the urging of Zhou Hangyue, a college bully, I lived alone in the second semester of my senior year without waking up during the day and sleeping at night. As for the graduation project, the original wish to complete it within half a month has long since disappeared.

It wasn't until my advisor informed me that the second meeting would take place three days later that I realized that there was such a thing as a graduation project.

As a result, the life of watching dramas overnight in the past, on the first night of the meeting, became, staying up late to write the opening report and document translation.