063 Yu Yan's plan, patient persuasion
"Sister, I want to be a soldier! Because in the past two years, in addition to practicing calligraphy and martial arts, I also asked my master to find me a military book, and I have been reading it carefully. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info I know that sister, you are a person who is not used to relying on others, because sister, you always do everything by yourself, our biological father, you will definitely not trust and rely on it, everything is on your own. Now sister, you are in the palace, although you said that your brother-in-law has always been very good to you, you get along very well, and now you have three children, but if your sister wants to rise further, in addition to relying on yourself, it depends on your family background and capable brother.
According to my biological father's neglect and lack of attention to us for so many years, I think his official position should end here, even if he can be promoted again, but he will not be the person my sister relies on, right? So as your sister's only relative, you have raised me for ten years, and have always sheltered me from the wind and rain, so that I have grown up healthy, and now it is my turn as a younger brother to do something for my sister and become a solid support for my sister! ”
After looking at the portrait, Ma Yuyan did not comment on how Ma Qingwu painted, but said such a thing to her, the seriousness on his face and the light in his eyes let Ma Qingwu know that he was definitely not joking!
"Yu Yan, I'm glad you care so much about me, but for your future, I hope you can figure it out, not just for me! Because a person's life is not long, it is not short, and no matter what kind of family we are born in or what kind of identity we are born in, freedom is the most important. And this freedom is not only reflected on the surface, but more importantly, our own hearts. Because no matter what we want to do, or what kind of energy we have, we have to make sure that what we are doing is what we like, otherwise, what is the meaning of a person's life? So now when it's time for you, I won't take it seriously, just wait for you to calm down and know what you really want to do in the future, and then tell me. Mackerel Qingwu also answered him very seriously.
It is precisely because her three relatives left her early in her previous life that she has always been lonely in the organization, although she can regulate her mood, but she is all alone, and she does not have the mood of being cared for and caring about others. So in this life, she has an adoptive father and adoptive mother, as well as several brothers, sisters-in-law and sisters, as well as the younger brother in front of her, and now she has her husband and children, this is family affection and love, she cherishes it very much, and will do her best to protect these two feelings.
Sabe Qingwu knew that Samurai Yuyan was telling her the truth, but she was unwilling to let him make a decision just for herself, not to mention that the battlefield has always been a horse leather shroud, life and death fight, although there is still peace between the five countries now, but once there is a war, no matter how good the martial arts are, it may not be completely safe.
Therefore, whether it is to not worry too much about herself, or to make Ma Yuyan think more clearly about his own future, today, when she hears this, she will remember it in her heart, for this warm feeling of being cared for and cared for by her relatives, but she doesn't want him to really do it, train hard in the army, and then once there is a war, she will have to fight with young life and bright red blood, she feels sorry for her brother!
"Sister, don't think that I made this decision on impulse, in fact, I think about this matter for more than half a year, and I have also told my master my thoughts, and the master's advice to me is to let me follow my own heart. And I have also thought about it carefully, I can't just live a life like a crane in the clouds, whether it is the master you chose for me, sister, or everything I have learned now, it is destined that I will definitely fight in the officialdom, and whether it is a civil official or a military attaché, it is for my brother-in-law, that is, the emperor to do things, I am very happy. Ma Yuyan paused at this point, and then continued:
"And because I grew up in the countryside, my life has always been calm and peaceful, without too much calculation and open and secret fighting, but in the officialdom I need this. On the battlefield, when there is no war, you need training, and after war, you have to fight, and you may be injured, and you may even be seriously injured, but at least it is more direct than those soft knives in the officialdom. And promotion on the battlefield is also very straightforward, as long as there is merit, you can be promoted, so even if you are just a small soldier at the beginning, it does not necessarily mean that you cannot become a general, or even a marshal! Of course, Ma Yuyan understood what his sister meant, but he also said something to make Ma Qingwu understand that the decision he made was not impulsive, and it was not entirely for her.
"Well, now that you've figured it out, don't say anything more. But I asked you to promise me that before you fully learned, whether it was martial arts or tactics. Because the latter you can only learn from books, you have to be more secure, and only if you are more secure, you can have a greater certainty of being able to learn martial arts. Okay, it's almost time, I need to make breakfast. Sabe Qingwu said, and stood up and went to the kitchen, and Samurai Yuyan kept looking at her back, obviously it was only a dozen steps away from the kitchen, but he still kept watching.
Because from this back, he could see the distress, helplessness and silent support of Mackerel Qingwu when he made this decision. Because my sister has already told me that when he decides something, he can come and ask her, but it doesn't have to be based on her conditions, it still depends on his own choice, so now, her back is like this, and she can fully understand, but she doesn't plan to change!