The situation of Sai Yu was exactly the same as that of me at that time. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

All my rational thoughts, all my judgments, after the dream he had told me, were all ...... It's all disrupted. I couldn't calm myself down anymore, and the results were completely unexpected. Even if it was me, the moment I heard that Yu Yu had Xiao Jue's residual memory, I was almost stunned, I couldn't care about any case, what children's wreckage, I couldn't let myself think along the previous train of thought, my mind was full of Xiao Jue alone.

Xiao Jue's appearance, Xiao Jue's smile, Xiao Jue's words, Xiao Jue's everything...... Over and over again, I turned it over and over in my memory.

For Xiao Jue, when he followed Xiyue from the court to the world, he knew that Xiyue was dead, just to pursue Xiyue and die together. It's just that Xiao Jue didn't die after jumping off Wangxianya, he just broke his leg and blinded his eyes, he survived and was rescued by the people in the village. Later, I was killed in the future because I underestimated Shen Zaiyang's revenge because of my handling of Shen Zaiyang's case, and I clearly remember that Shen Zaiyang's car crashed into me, causing a huge wound in my body with multiple fractures, and I even thought I was dead.

However, when I woke up, instead of dying innocently because of Shen Zaiyang's victimization, I accidentally crossed over to the village, and even met Xiao Jue. Although later, when I investigated the case of Taiji Yunjin Witch Gu rebellion, it was indirectly confirmed that my accidental crossing was because Yunjin missed Xiyue, so he used the Moshan clan's witchcraft to summon the reincarnated Xiyue back. My crossing is related to Yunjin's witchcraft, which is equivalent to indirectly confirming the statement that I am the reincarnation of Xiyue.

Xiao Jue met me, and he also recognized my relationship with Xiyue the moment I was rescued by the two brothers of Qingshan and Yushan and brought back to the village, but after being with me later, I had no impression of Xiyue, so I was very resistant to admit that I was her reincarnation, and I fell in love with Xiao Jue, so I was even more resistant, whether he regarded me as Xiyue, so he would be with me and take care of me in every way. But I can't deny that I have an impression of the hidden character of Xiyue, and I even dreamed of pictures related to her several times, and the fate between me and her is not something that I unilaterally deny, and I can completely deny it.

But I must admit that the tide moon is a knot in my heart.

Even if I was reincarnated, I didn't have what she went through, and she still seemed like a stranger to me. But Xiyue can't be erased between me and Xiao Jue, I can only calm myself down and let myself figure out whether I care more about Xiyue or Xiao Jue. In the years of living together, even if Xiao Jue knew that I was the reincarnation of Xiyue, he also understood that I was mindful in my heart. As Xiao Jue said, "You are you".

But now it's my turn to make a choice about the same question.

What Xiao Jue and I have experienced together, I don't have all the memories of sacrifice.

He is just like me at the beginning, he has feelings, and he is slowly approaching, but he can't completely get close to my heart and replace Xiao Jue. It's even more impossible for me to completely forget Xiao Jue and go to be with him as if nothing had happened.

After all, there is a difference between men and women when they treat their feelings.

......

"Can't you sleep too?" When I walked out of the room, I saw Sai Yu sitting in the courtyard, and in the silence, I opened my mouth to greet him first.

"Yes." He whispered softly, and when he turned to his side, I saw a flask and a glass on the table in front of him. He smiled and nodded, "It looks like you can't sleep either, let's have a drink together." ”

I sighed, walked over to the table and sat down.

He took a cup and poured it over.

Only the evening breeze is slightly cool, and the moonlight is like a mirror. I rolled up my sleeves and took the wine glass, and drank the spicy wine in the glass, and I was stunned for a moment, and did not say much, but took the flask and filled it for me, and I watched all the movements of his men.

Laughed. "You know how long I've lived."

Sai Yu was slightly stunned and looked sideways.

"Originally, I wasn't from here, no...... How to say it. In fact, I came from a world that is more than 2,000 years away from now, in this world, I have also lived for too long, when I first came here, the Emperor of the Gaoxin clan was still reigning, and now it is the world of the Great Zhou. "I'm just trying to explain, and after saying that, I turned my head to look at Shi Yu, who was deep in thought with his wine glass, his frowning brows, and his gradually depressed breathing rate, indicating that he was caught in his own contradictions.

"It's hard for you to believe it, right?" There are so many situations that happen to me that normal people can't understand. I can understand the disbelief they felt when they heard about me. If I hadn't experienced all of this and just listened to what people were saying, I think I would have reacted the same way.

But it happened to me, so to speak, I don't expect others to understand the matter itself, but I hope that the people around me can believe what I say.

No matter how weird it is, how ...... But just believe me as a person, in itself.

Believe what I say, no matter how incredible it is, just believe me.

"I believe it." After being silent for a while, Sai Yu suddenly spoke, giving two words.

At this time, the wine glass in his hand was raised, gently brought to his lips, and he raised his head to drink the sake in the glass, and in the process of this series, he didn't even deliberately look at me again. It wasn't until he put down his glass, and seemed to feel my shock at his answer, that he let out a deep sigh and said, "I don't know." However, I don't think I would have believed it if someone else had said it. I don't know why, I seem to believe you, even if you say these things, I may not be able to imagine it, but there is a feeling that I believe it. ”

A feeling......

"The person I love is called Xiao Jue." I sighed and said, "Xiao Jue, also called Cangshu." He is the son of the ancient Emperor of the Gaoyang Clan, and he is a very talented person, just like you, he is proficient in medical skills, and he is a very remarkable person. He once had a woman in love, named Xiyue, Xiyue was a Li person, Xiyue stood up to settle the injustice of the Li people, but was killed by the murderer. Four years later, Cang Shu jumped off a cliff from the place where Xiyue was killed, but he did not die because of this, he injured his legs, went blind, and landed in a village to be rescued. Shortly after that, I was attacked by a schizophrenic murderer thousands of years later for the same time as I was working on a case, and then, inexplicably, I appeared here. I'm ...... with Shioduki After Shizuki was killed, everyone thought she had committed suicide, but there was a woman who tried to bring back the reincarnated Shizuki with witchcraft, and it was around the same time that I appeared here......"