Xiao Lu's body stiffened, she felt that she had obviously heard that sentence, but she didn't seem to hear anything, she knew what every word of this sentence meant, but put it together? What does that mean? What did she hear? What does mom mean? She struggled from Yan Yilun's arms and twisted her head towards Xiang Nuo, trying to seek answers from him. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Xiang Nuo was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then looked at Yan Yilun, who was hugging Xiaolu tightly, and his eyes were also a little moist.

Then he met the eyes of Xiaolu for help, he smiled and nodded, there was encouragement and affirmation in his eyes: Yes, it is what you heard, Xiaolu! This is your mother, you are no longer alone, you have a mother, and, me. He looked at the path with some relief and some eagerness.

Xiao Lu lost her mind for a moment, and then her face began to show a look of resistance. She pushed Yan Yilun away, took two steps back, lowered her head, and didn't speak, nor did she look at the two people in front of her. Yan Yilun was a little stunned at first, and then she understood a little, and she took a step towards the path with some anxiety. Unexpectedly, Xiaolu immediately took two steps back, just retreated to the sofa, she tripped and sat down, she quickly looked up at Yan Yilun, and then lowered her head again and sat there silently.

Yan Yilun suddenly froze there, she and Xiang Nuo glanced at each other, there was a request for help in her eyes, and there was distress in his eyes.

Xiang Nuo sat down on another sofa, looked at Xiao Lu and said softly: "Xiao Lu, everyone has their own place to come from, no matter how you came to this world, but in the end, what you can live depends on yourself." So, you have to face your life yourself, but I am willing to be by your side, and I can always be by your side. ”

Xiao Lu raised her head, her face had regained her calm, but it made the two of them look even more frightened, and she said lightly, "What are you going to do?" Tell me a bloody story? And then what? She sneered.

Xiang Nuo had obvious uneasiness in his heart, this was different from what he imagined, he didn't expect Xiao Lu to have such an attitude, "Xiao Lu ,......"

"No, don't speak, I understand a little now, you should have known me for a long time. But you've always been silent, non-existent, haven't you? So, why not keep it that way? She tried to restrain her voice, but the tremor in that voice was clear to her.

"So you've always known I existed. However, since it has been open for twenty-two years, why not keep it like this? Now, what do you want to do? I? An orphan, there should be nothing to give you, right? ”

Yan Yilun's face was pale, her throat was so choked that she could barely speak, she could only keep shaking her head and keep muttering: "I'm sorry!" I'm sorry! Sorry ......"

Xiang Nuo's face was not much better, but the despair and coldness in Xiao Lu's eyes made his heart tremble, he walked over and half-knelt in front of Xiao Lu, grabbing her shoulders with both hands, "It's not what you think!" Xiaolu, you listen to me......"

"Listen to what you say? Say you didn't know me before I went to Yilun for an interview? Or is it true that the reason you asked me to be here last night is real? Or did you delay giving me notice after you promised to let me be your assistant, because you forgot? ”

Looking at the silent Xiang Nuo, Xiao Lu's eyes became even more desperate, and she whispered, as if talking to herself, "I always thought that it was really me who was impatient and did something treacherous, because of this, I have always been very sorry, ha!" ”

She pushed Xiang Nuo away and stood up, looked at Yan Yilun steadily, and said very calmly after a long time: "Every orphan longs to have a home, in the orphanage, most healthy children will choose to be adopted, but I didn't, I just grew up to twenty-two years old by myself, and, you see, I look good!" She gestured to herself.

"Do you know why? Because, since I was a child, I knew that I was abandoned, what abandonment is, that is, your parents took the initiative to abandon you, they don't want you anymore, no matter what the reason, even if it is the most helpless reason in the world, in short, in the end, it is they who choose the result that is more beneficial to themselves, so, I was cleared from their world. ”

"I'm not like Chen Tong and Chen Nan, their parents are gone, and I'm not like Ma Gengtian, his father is in prison and his mother is dead. And I'......" She spread her hand and looked at Yan Yilun.

Yan Yilun's face turned even paler, she was shaky, almost unsteady on her feet. In vain, he stretched out his hand forward, not knowing what to grasp.

Xiang Nuo stood up silently, looked at her, looked at the path again, and still stepped forward to help her.

"So, I never conceived of my parents, nor did I desire them, every orphan longs for a home, and I do the same, but I can create my own home, I have my family, I love them, and that's enough, I don't have anything missing, and I have no reason to make it up. Maybe I'm disappointed you, but," she shrugged, "that's all there is to it, but fortunately, we've never lived each other's lives, and we're all so used to it that we don't even need to adapt, how good is that?" ”

After saying this, there was a moment of silence, I don't know why, these words seemed to have been in her mind all along, just waiting for this moment, she barely thought, all the words blurted out!

But after saying this, her heart suddenly felt very, very empty, empty for a while, she stood there a little dazed, obviously the words just now were extremely firm, but now she looks so weak and helpless.

Xiang Nuo looked at her like this, and his heart was like a knife. The vulnerability she revealed for a while made Xiang Nuo realize for the first time that the little girl who has always been sunny, happy, and fearless may not be as strong as people see!

She just doesn't have a choice, she can only be strong!

He shouted in distress: "Xiaolu." ”

Xiao Lu was awakened by this sound, and she turned away in a bit of a panic, "I should leave, I guess we should not meet again." She was somewhat mechanical in packing up the groceries she had brought with her. When she was packed, she walked to the door with her bag, paused, and finally opened the door without saying anything more.

"Wait! I'll send you. Xiang Nuo walked over quickly and grabbed her arm.

Xiao Lu glanced back at Yan Yilun, who had been helped to the sofa by Xiang Nuo, shook his head, and pulled Xiang Nuo's hand away, "No need, you, take care of her." With that, she walked out decisively, closed the door, and left him inside.