43. Looking back

Seeing that Tang Xiuxiu had finally calmed down, Fang Da nodded and said, "Yes, we want to know what happened at that time!" ”

Tang Xiuxiu chuckled, as if she was laughing at herself at that time, "Uncle Chang has already told you about Long Yi's situation." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Fang Da nodded, waiting for Tang Xiuxiu to continue.

"Long Yi was very desperate after knowing his situation," Tang Xiuxiu's eyes turned red as she spoke, and it could be seen that her relationship with Chen Gongzi was very good, "We visited all the famous doctors in the world, but the conclusion was the same. Tang Xiuxiu's eyes gradually looked into the distance, and slowly gathered in an unreachable place, "His will was instantly crushed, he locked himself in the house every day, he didn't see anyone, he kept torturing himself and the people who loved him deeply." ”

"Don't you want a baby?" Fonda said.

"Kid?" Tang Xiuxiu moved her gaze back and stayed on Fang Da's face, "How could it not be?" But we know that the hereditary rate of this disease is very high, and we are really afraid that we will have to face this situation in our own children in the future, so we will not try it without 100% certainty. ”

"Then how did you find Professor Li again?"

"It's a coincidence, Long Yi and Li Yuan are classmates, when he knows about Long Yi's situation, he often calls to care about his situation, at that time I was very depressed, so I would talk to Li Yuan from time to time, and unconsciously it was like he revealed the information that we wanted a child. We didn't expect that when Li Yuan learned of our wishes, it didn't take long for him to provide us with an amazing piece of news. ”

"Amazing news?"

"Yes, that news is undoubtedly a ray of light in the darkness for us."

"Is he talking about mammalian nuclear cell transplantation?" Fonda said.

"I don't know if it's nuclear cell transplant technology, at that time he asked us to go to his institute immediately, and as soon as we heard that it was possible to have a healthy baby, Long Yi's mood improved a lot, and he began to discuss with me what we should name if the child was born, at that time we were excited and couldn't care about anything at all, and the next day we left for Chuantian University."

"You didn't know what the situation was and went directly to Li Yuan's laboratory?" Fonda said.

"Yes, you don't understand that a terminally ill person is desperate to grasp any straw that can save his life." Tang Xiuxiu said firmly.

"And then? Did you succeed? ”

Tang Xiuxiu snorted lightly, "If he succeeds, then Long Yi will definitely be able to live for a few more years." When we got there, we learned that the technique was still in the experimental stage, as if it was a special technique to remove the diseased part of the human fertilized egg, and then through in vitro cultivation to wait for the fertilized egg to develop to a certain stage, and then transplant it into my uterus to implant and continue to develop. ”

"You agreed?" Fonda said.

"Long Yi and I discussed this matter for a few days, and finally decided to try it because we were so eager to have a child of our own. Li Yuan was very happy to know that we were willing to try, and he immediately arranged a series of detailed examinations for us, and we lived there for almost three months, during which time we were full of confidence, and after each day of the examination, we would stroll on the beach near the school, enjoying the sweetness that had been lost for a long time. ”

Fang Da looked at Tang Xiuxiu, who was caught in his memories, and a ripple appeared in his heart.

"It's a pity that this kind of day didn't last long," the warmth on Tang Xiuxiu's face slowly disappeared, and all that was left was a kind of helplessness, "Three months later, Li Yuan asked us to go back and wait for news first, so we returned to reality, Long Yi He began to lock himself in the house again, until a month later, Li Yuan finally had news, he said that the test could be carried out, and he asked me to pass at the appointed time." ”

"Did you go alone? Chen Gongzi ......"

"He didn't come over, and he said he was afraid to see my back as I walked into the operating room." Tang Xiuxiu said lightly, "So I went by myself, I can't believe that I can have so much courage, maybe it's for him!" ”

Fonda smiled slightly, "In the end, it still failed, didn't it?" ”

The corners of Tang Xiuxiu's mouth twitched, revealing a wry smile, "Yes, it was a failure, I stayed there for a year, and the child didn't even stay in my belly for three months before it was gone." ”

"Didn't you continue?"

"Go on, you know the pain of losing a child? At that time, when I learned that the child was not saved, I felt that the sky was about to fall, and Long Yi was not around, I simply did not have the strength to continue to do it, I was so scared, I was afraid that I would fail again. And Long Yi's situation here is getting worse and worse, Uncle Chang said that when he learned that the child was not saved, he locked himself in the room for three days and didn't come out, and finally Uncle Chang sent someone to smash the door open before he was lifted out of the room, so I had to rush back immediately. ”

"Didn't Professor Li look for you again? He doesn't look like someone who would give up so easily! ”

"He is indeed not a person who gives up easily, he did come to me a few times later, but at that time, Long Yi's situation was getting worse and worse, he began to sleep all night long, and after a year, he was already emaciated and only had a layer of skin and bones left, I still have time to think about that matter again, Li Yuan saw that I had a cold attitude, and then he didn't come to me again."

"That means you don't have children!"

"Yes," Tang Xiuxiu nodded, "Two years later, Long Yi's illness broke out early, and the disease progressed very quickly, and soon he began to lose control of his body. Speaking of this, Tang Xiuxiu sighed, "In the end, he chose to commit suicide to end his life." ”

Fang Da didn't expect Long Yi to commit suicide in the end, so when Tang Xiuxiu said this, Fang Da chose to respond to her by being silent.

"Long Yi died, and my heart followed him, so I didn't have the heart to think about Li Yuan's incident anymore, so when Uncle Chang told me about Miss Pang's existence, I couldn't accept it for a while, I couldn't imagine what this situation was, after I left Chuantian University, what did Li Yuan do? All the memories of that time came back to me, do you know what a terrible thing it was? ”