Chapter 37: I Won't Mind

A blue lightning bolt pierced the night sky, and then, there was another deafening thunderstorm, Xu Hanyan, who was having a nightmare, was suddenly awakened and broke out in a cold sweat, the torrential rain outside had not stopped, the raindrops still kept knocking on the window, and the wind howled angrily in the bushes behind the house. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info she patted her chest and gasped slightly, and in her dream, she remembered again what happened during the day in the innocence prison--

They went deeper and deeper, but the last cell was bright, and the man who sat in it had a soft appearance, and she could not believe that such a harmless man was a prisoner. Reflecting the yellowish light, he seemed so benevolent, she couldn't help but think of the Jizo King Bodhisattva who went to the hell to transform the evil spirits.

He smiled kindly and said to her, "Girl, do you feel bad?" ”

Xu Hanyan thought for a moment and shook her head: "I have never done anything that hurts heaven and reason. ”

"You're lying." He reproached.

But Xu Hanyan didn't feel that he had any accusations, but a tolerant tone, as if he had forgiven her before he knew her fault.

"Tell me what I did wrong, then?" Xu Hanyan twisted her eyebrows and asked softly.

"You like him a lot, don't you?" After speaking, he looked at Qin Fengsheng.

Xu Hanyan's face stiffened slightly, and she hurriedly retorted: "You are talking nonsense! After speaking, she also went to see Qin Fengsheng, eager to know what Qin Fengsheng's reaction was when she heard this, and at this moment she realized that she didn't know when Qin Fengsheng actually stood on the ground like a clay sculpture and wood carving, as if her soul had left her body, she said anxiously: "What did you do with him!" ”

"Girl, don't worry, I'm in your spiritual world, and everything else is still, including time."

"It can't be!" Xu Hanyan shook Qin Fengsheng's body and called his name loudly, wanting him to come to his senses.

"Xu Hanyan, I know you better than anyone else, because my spirit has penetrated your spirit, and I know everything about you."

Xu Hanyan looked at him in disbelief, how could he know her name?

What Yan Qianhan said next made her have to believe that she had been completely seen through by him, and he said: "The child in your belly is really getting bigger and bigger, but what to do, this child is not Qin Fengsheng's." ”

"So what, he already knew about it, and he didn't mind." She has always insisted that the child in her belly is Qin Fengsheng's, even her parents don't know that it is someone else's, Qin Fengsheng can't say it, the person in front of her knows it clearly, Xu Hanyan's expression is a little broken, she feels that her spiritual world has been invaded, but there is no way to drive this person out.

"He doesn't like you, of course he doesn't mind."

"So what!" Xu Hanyan felt that this sentence was very harsh, and she heard an inexplicable anger rushing to her heart.

"That's angry? Still don't admit that you like him? However, you like him so much, how can you bear to hurt him and delay him? You know that the child in your belly is going to bring disaster to him, do you think you can take advantage of the child in your belly? Don't be smart, you will be coerced for the rest of your life because of this child, why drag him down, what a good person he is, how can you trample on the good he gives you like this? ”

"You mean, this kid, I shouldn't have stayed?"

"Even if he doesn't have a child, he won't like you either, how can you delay his life? When he finds the person he really likes, you will be ruthlessly abandoned, and when the time comes, the way he looks at you will be like his own white clothes, stained with a puddle of mud, how can you really bear to become a puddle of mud that defiles him? ”

"You talk nonsense! You are talking nonsense! You are talking nonsense! Xu Hanyan cried, and for a while she only felt that there was chaos in her mind, and she stepped forward and slapped the cell door frantically to vent her anger, hoping that banging on the cell door could drive this man away from her mental time.

"Qin Fengsheng, he will never fall in love with you."

Xu Hanyan couldn't hold back anymore when she heard this, tears trickled down her face, and she begged in a crying voice: "Please don't say it again." ”

At this time, Qingyang's voice came from his ears, and everything around him began to blur: "Second Young Master!" Young grandma! ”

Xu Hanyan felt that she might be too frightened, her eyes were tingling, which caused delusions, she closed her eyes, and couldn't wait to leave this state, and Yan Qianhan's voice was also a little anxious: "I'm helping you, let me tell you, until you die, Qin Fengsheng will really fall in love with you... 'til you die ... ”

When his eyes opened again, Qingyang didn't know when he was already standing in front of him: "Second young master, young grandmother, you didn't talk to him, did you?" ”

Qin Fengsheng seemed to be alive and said, "No." Then he left, and Xu Hanyan also sped up and followed Qin Fengsheng closely, for fear that she would once again enter the terrifying and unknown state before.

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The thunder was still roaring, and Qin Fengsheng was still sleeping soundly, completely without the fear of being struck by lightning during the day. Although he was hit before going to bed, he recovered after a while, saying something like 'Since God has done this to me, I will never practice martial arts again, and I will stay at home every day and eat and die', and then went to sleep.

Looking at Qin Fengsheng, who was still asleep, touching her belly, which was already slightly bulging, she couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and her mind kept thinking about what to do.

Gradually, the rain decreased, dripping, not hurried or slow, not sparse or dense, like a thread, Su Yingying woke up in the sound of this drop of rain, it was still very cloudy outside, the room was much darker than usual, there was an illusion that it was evening instead of early morning, he stretched his waist, and he was startled when he yawned halfway, because Xu Hanyan was sitting on the bed, her apricot eyes were wide open and looking at her, her eyes were red and swollen as if she had been crying all night, especially the dark circles under her eyes made her look haggard.

"Why are you looking at me like this, I didn't do anything to you last night!?" Su Yingying was so frightened that she pulled the quilt over and buried herself again.

Xu Hanyan's voice trembled and choked up, and she said, "The child in my belly is not yours." ”

When Su Yingying heard her say this, she breathed a sigh of relief, and came out of the quilt again: "It turned out to be this matter, I already knew about it, and I won't blame you." You cry like this, I thought you were going to say that I insulted you in the middle of the night, and you wanted to slander me. Can you tell me, whose child is this? ”

Xu Hanyan had been entangled for a long time last night, and planned to tell Qin Fengsheng about it, but when she really said it, she was still a little embarrassed, and she made some mental preparations for herself again before saying: "It's Prime Minister Chen's son, Lord Chen Zhanyi." Speaking of Chen Zhanyi's name, Xu Hanyan gritted her teeth a little.

Su Yingying was a little surprised, but not surprised, no wonder Lord Chen came over to make trouble when he got married, but did Lord Chen know that Xu Hanyan had his child in his belly, and if so, what kind of attitude did he have? So she hurriedly asked: "Why are you pregnant with his child, does he know about it?" ”

Speaking of this, Xu Hanyan looked extremely resentful, avoided what happened with Chen Zhanyi, and only said: "He knows that I am pregnant with his child, but he doesn't admit it, and he doesn't know what he has in mind." She said ruthlessly, "It's better for me to get rid of this child." ”

Su Yingying thought that the development of medicine in ancient times was very backward, and this kind of thing was not only painful, but Xu Hanyan was very likely to not be able to have any more children in the future, so she said: "No need, let's take one step at a time and see what tricks he wants to play." ”

"I'm sorry, but I bothered you."

"It doesn't matter, even if we are not really husband and wife, we are friends in the same troubles. Anyway, I'm going to eat and wait for death, even if he tells the world that your child is his, I don't care anymore. ”