Chu Xue seemed to defend Xu Dong, and said timidly: "Many girls in the school have had two or three abortions, and there are four or five times. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Ji Bingyi said angrily: "You ......" and softened her tone after a pause: "Men don't know how to cherish us women, we women always have to cherish ourselves!" Now some girls really don't take their bodies seriously, and when the time comes, they will regret it! ”

Chu Xue snorted, but she hadn't seen Ji Bingyi speak for a long time, and all that came from the B-ultrasound room was the sound of her own blood, whoa, in this winter, flowing, in her ears, flowing.

Suddenly, Ji Bingyi's voice cut off the bloody voice: "Doctor Liu, come and see this!" ”

A trace of uneasiness passed through Chu Xue's mind inexplicably.

Glancing at Ji Bingyi and Liu Hong pointing to the screen of the ultrasound machine and whispering something, a trace of foreboding gradually rose in Chu Xue's heart, and she was about to ask Ji Bingyi what the situation was, when she heard Ji Bingyi say, "Okay! Sister! Come down! ”

Chu Xue got up, and saw Ji Hongyi's face with a serious and solemn expression, and panicked: "Sister Ji? ”

Ji Bingyi patted Chu Xue's shoulder: "Get dressed!" Go out and talk! He turned around again: "Dr. Liu, you will send me the film to the office later!" ”

Chu Xue's ominous feeling was a little more, she got dressed and followed Ji Bingyi out of the B ultrasound room, along the way, Chu Xue wanted to open her mouth to ask several times, but when she saw Ji Bingyi's extremely dignified face, she finally pulled the question mark back into her stomach.

Ji Bingyi and Chu Xue didn't say anything all the way, and they each returned to Ji Bingyi's office with anxiety.

As soon as she entered the office, Ji Bingyi stroked Chu Xue's shoulders, let Chu Xue sit opposite her desk, poured a glass of water for Chu Xue, closed the door, and then sat in her chair, holding her forehead and quietly looking at Chu Xue's black and white eyes: "Sister, although you can see the gestational sac in the B ultrasound, there is no germ." ”

The gestational sac and germ read in Chu Xue's knowledge store are just medical terms, and even that germ is related to botany, so Chu Xue is frowning and asking, "Will that affect the baby?" ”

Ji Bingyi smiled helplessly, as if with a stroke of the pen in her heart, she wrote four words: Confirm medical blindness! When the corners of Ji Bingyi's mouth quickly swept over an imperceptible ecstasy, Ji Bingyi opened her mouth and said earnestly: "Silly girl! You are 70 days pregnant, and you still can't see the germ on ultrasound, you can't see the fetal heartbeat, and the heart tube doesn't fluctuate, which means that the embryo has stopped developing, and the pregnancy egg is abnormal or stillborn, which is a spontaneous abortion. ”

The light in Chu Xue's eyes dimmed instantly, and she trembled her lips for a while: "You mean the child...... Not...... Gone! The voice was already crying.

Ji Bingyi nodded with a regretful and painful expression.

"But, Sister Ji, do you have a gestational sac? What the hell is going on? ”

"Sister, there are many reasons for fetal abortion, immune factors, genetic factors, infectious factors, endocrine factors, etc., and the most common reason may be that the quality of the fertilized egg is not very good, or it is affected by radiation, or it may be caused by medication in the first trimester.

"I wasn't irradiated, and I didn't take any medicine, how could this be?"

Ji Bingyi frowned slightly: "Sister, this situation is very common, it's nothing, do a Qing Palace, you can ask for another one after half a year!" ”

Hearing the word "Qing Palace", Chu Xue shivered coldly, looked down at his stomach, and tears fell down: "What if I can't conceive in the future?" ”

Ji Bingyi's nose and eyes welled up with a strong pleasure that Chu Xue couldn't see: "How could it be?" "However, in today's situation, we have to dispose of this child!" "Uterine clearance is to avoid endometrial damage due to prolonged pregnancy!"

Chu Xue didn't say anything, just bowed her head and wept silently.

Ji Bingyi got up and walked around to Chu Xue, wiping Chu Xue's tears while saying lovingly: "Good girl! If you want to open some, my sister assures you that in another year at most, you can get pregnant. Fu smiled bitterly: "People come to this world to suffer, in this life, if there is no such disaster, there will be that disaster, don't want to stop!" I wanted to open some, but nothing! ”

Chu Xue nodded silently, slowly got up and thanked Ji Bingyi and turned around to leave, but was pulled by Ji Bingyi: "I said sister!" Clearing the uterus is a must, and for the next pregnancy, the sooner the better! ”

Chu Xue hummed softly, a weak voice: "I know, Sister Ji, I thought about calling you clearly!" Thank you! ”

Ji Bingyi looked at the petite back of the first snow gradually fading away, and her stagnant gaze seemed to be smiling, full of incomprehensible obscurity.

After leaving the hospital, Chu Xue did not go to the unit, but asked the leader for a leave of absence, and walked aimlessly on the cold and windy street alone. In the chaos, Chu Xue didn't know how many passers-by she bumped into, and kept bowing her head to say sorry to passers-by while walking in a daze, as if this cry of sorry was addressed to Xudong, to Xudong's parents, and to the child who had died in her belly.

At this time, the snow, like millet grains, has not yet formed flowers, and it can't help but fly with the wind in the wind, and this moment it is still walking in the sky, and the next moment it will fall into mud and die in an instant.

The wind whistled like a wild horse, carrying thousands of snow particles to blow to Chu Xue's eyes, Chu Xue squinted sideways and hid behind a telephone pole, opened his eyes, and a small advertisement with "Painless Human Flow" posted on the telephone pole pierced into Chu Xue's eyes, and his heart ......

Chu Xue weakly turned around and leaned against the telephone pole, looked up at the void, closed his eyes, and in an instant, Chu Xue burst into tears, and his heart was like a knife......

Chu Xue remembered that not long after the first semester of her senior year began, the three roommates in the dormitory had come to the eldest aunt, according to usual, the day of the first snow should be no different from them for a few days, Chu Xue was alert, and secretly calculated the days in her heart, and she didn't come to that for more than 40 days.

The frightened Chu Xue hurriedly told Xu Dong, Xu Dong looked panicked and confused, and after asking Du Niang, he went to the pharmacy to buy an early pregnancy test strip, and after a test, it was positive.

The two of them were dumbfounded at that time, and after a long time, Xu Dong was stunned and said, "This is too incredible!" Can you get pregnant even once? ”

Chu Xue ignored Xu Dong, secretly blamed herself, and gave Xu Dong when she was confused, but forgot that it was the ovulation period at that time.

Xu Dong seemed to be still thinking about what was going on, and the anxious Chu Xue stared at Xu Dong, who was stunned, and the more he looked at it, the more angry he became, and beat Xu Dong's chest hard: "It's all your fault!" It's all your fault! ”

Xu Dong puffed up his chest and let Chu Xue fight: "I was wrong!" You fight! ”

The tired Chu Xue threw herself into Xu Dong's arms, crying and saying, "What should I do? You have a word! ”

Xu Dong hugged Chu Xue: "You say! I listen to you! "If you say you want it, we want it, and if you say you don't want it, we don't want it."

Chu Xue seemed to be even more angry, broke free from Xu Dong's embrace, and pouted: "That's a nice thing, I'm still a student, why do you want it?!" ”

"That's it, let's go to the hospital tomorrow!"

Chu Xue exploded when she heard it: "What? Go to the hospital! Shame on the dead! I'm not going! With that, he turned around and turned his back to Xudong.

"Do you want to go to a private clinic?" Xu Dong frowned.

Chu Xue Huo turned around and raised his eyebrows: "You! You actually let me go to the black clinic! "You can't kill me!"

Xu Dong was a little annoyed that he couldn't sit still, stood up suddenly, held Chu Xue's shoulders, and stared at Chu Xue's eyes intently: "I said Chu Xue, can you calm down!" It's too late to love you, how could I want to kill you? ”

"I said to go to the hospital, you said it was embarrassing, I said to go to the clinic, and then you changed the clinic to a black clinic, and you put a big hat on it, saying that I was going to kill you. You're unreasonable! ”