Chapter 144: Cheng Yan's Heart
(Ask for a commuter pass)
January 2016. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
The first day of January, Zuo Zai's birthday.
"What kind of shoes do you want?" Cheng Yan asked Zuo Zai.
"Brother Yan, are you going to send me away?" Left and then looked at Cheng Yan.
"Whether I give it or not, you're leaving, aren't you?" Cheng Yan also looked at Zuo Zai.
"Brother Yan still can't bear me, right?" Zuo Zai decided to talk straight away.
"I must be reluctant, our relationship for so many years, if you want to give up, will you believe it?" Cheng Yan asked Zuo Zai.
"Brother Yan, isn't our relationship always there, we just can't be boyfriend and girlfriend." Zuo then confronts Cheng Yan's problem.
"You're not entirely right, it's not like we're not in a position to be boyfriend and girlfriend. It's that you know me too well, and there is no way to change roles all of a sudden.
Besides, you've always treated me as gay, and you can't do anything to me.
If you hadn't known me that well, or if you had only known me later, you might have taken me in a long time ago. Cheng Yan continued to confide in him.
"Haha, Brother Yan, you know me too well, you are probably the only one in this world who will say to a rookie in the love field that you have been accepted, and I am really such a strange person." Zuo Zai smiled embarrassedly.
"Maibao, I know that your parents, brother and sister-in-law all got married after falling in love, and I also know that you have never felt it. To love someone, and then from the beginning.
Actually, I used to look at you very closely, you went to middle school, you went to college, and I didn't give you a chance to fall in love.
Since you were fifteen years old, I have been convinced of one thing, and I believe that you will eventually be with me, so, in addition to not giving you the opportunity to fall in love with someone else, I myself am very patient and waiting for you to grow up.
It's me who let myself miss too many opportunities, and I should have taken you in when you were still ignorant.
I was confident that no matter how late you matured, you would never fall in love with someone else, because I didn't give you a chance to fall in love with someone else. However, you still have netizens I don't know.
Then, all of a sudden, you have a chance, and you fall in love with someone else.
For so many years, the love you have nowhere to put has been given to your current boyfriend.
It's my fault.
I actually knew for a long time that you misunderstood me for being gay, and if you had misunderstood me at first, I would have told you the truth, and maybe you would have been mine by now.
But after you had such a misunderstanding, you began to behave very close to me, and I was greedy at that time, so I didn't choose to explain it to you right away.
Maybe it was that little greed that caused me to finally be forced to take the initiative to let go of your hand. Cheng Yan said a long sentence.
"Huh? You always knew I misunderstood you for gay, huh? Zuo then put the emphasis on the more strange points.
"Well, you didn't misunderstand that I was gay, when we went out shopping, the clerks thought we were brothers and sisters, and after you misunderstood, the clerks thought we were a couple, and I originally thought I had earned it." Cheng Yan said helplessly.
"So you're such a brother." Zuo smiled warmly.
"Maibao, I want to tell you that before you, I had many girlfriends, the longest three years, the shortest one month.
In my view of love, I think people have to go through a lot of trials before they really know what they want.
So when I let you go, I always thought that you might come back.
We have lived under the same roof for more than ten years.
Our two families are also world friends, and my dad likes you so much.
If you're with me, it's easy to imagine what our lives will look like in the future.
You may not get 100 points of your love for me, but as long as it is more than 60 points, our future life will definitely be happy.
This morning, my dad talked to me without scolding me.
He said let me make a final effort, and if there really is no way to change your mind, he asked me to tell you that he would understand you. Cheng Yan reached out and touched Zuo Zai's head.
"The second brother is always like this." Zuo Zai felt that his recent tears were a little low, and he couldn't help it anymore at this time.
"Maibao, love is very simple, but marriage is very complicated, I have always felt that you are still a child, I should not tell you this, but now I also have an excuse to obey my father's instructions and make a last effort.
You know, you don't have to find a 100% person to marry.
Although I didn't have much confidence when I said this, because you are a hundred points to me, and if I marry you, I will definitely be eaten by you for the rest of my life.
But the first thing I want is 100 percent.
If my 100 points really can't be with me at all, then I find 80 points, and I should still be happy.
I don't know, how much you love him, but I will wait until the day you get married. Cheng Yan looked at Zuo Zai with particularly gentle and deep eyes.
Zuo Zai was at a loss for a moment. She didn't know how to take what Cheng Yan had just said.
"Don't look at me with such an expression, if that day comes and you think he is a hundred points of yours, I will definitely bless you sincerely. Haven't I already started to prepare for your wedding shoes? Cheng Yan comforted Zuo Zai.
Cheng Yan looked at Zuo Zai's expression and knew that she was about to cry, so he quickly stopped what she was going to say.
"Brother Yan, sometimes I really feel that my IQ is quite unevenly distributed. If I had known that you liked me from the beginning, I might have been taken in by you when my love first opened.
Brother Yan, I'm sorry. Zuo apologized to Cheng Yan again.
"I've told you all my thoughts, and you should know that it's not your fault at all.
Okay, don't be sad, you and him have a good time, and when you get married, I'll die.
You haven't said what kind of shoes you want? Cheng Yan asked Zuo Zai.
"Brother Yan, I haven't thought about it that much, I'll tell you when I think about it." Zuo adjusted his expression and answered Cheng Yan quietly.
Zuo Zai knew very well that if she cried, it would only make Brother Yan's heart more uncomfortable.
"Then it's decided, when do you need shoes, you remember to tell me in advance, I'm ready." Cheng Yan's words are a pun, this preparation naturally refers to shoes, but why not his own psychological preparation?
"Okay." Zuo Zai only said one word.
"If you find that you don't need shoes, but need me, you must remember to tell me." This sentence is Cheng Yan's last effort.
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